its russian rou-lett not russian rou-leyy sorry

i dont know how to fix myself

i’m a fucking selfish prick and i got nothing to do
you meant everything to me and i meant nothing to you
now i’m lost without your love and i got nothing to lose
ruined all because of me wtf should i do
when you go to bed i hope you maybe think of me too
lusts a killer and it ruined things between me and you
wish i wasn’t horny blowing loads in my bed being next to you wouldve been better instead

A Song About A Girl Who Doesnt Exist

waiting

this is my only escape

blondie current joys cover

my nails are growing 
I struggle cutting off 
I still don’t need it 
for this don’t judge me please 

I’m so Leashed and controlled 
A Slave by US needs
Or atleast what she wants 
There’s a life for her to the streets

co sama - soft (emosama)

(bonus) dracula

prod. myss

ig: tearstaineddoll

You carved your name into my chest

Said I look best when I'm a mess
Poured bleach right in my open cuts
Lit me up and then you called it love

I’m rotting in your pretty hands
You crushed my throat, said you understand
Used my blood to write your name

Laughed while I went up in flames

You ripped my teeth out just to kiss

Said pain like mine was made for this
Skinned me down to bone and thread

Whispered “baby, wish you were dead”

Sewed my mouth so I’d stay still

Pinned my limbs just for the thrill

 
I’m rotting in your pretty hands
You crushed my throat, said you understand
Used my blood to write your name

Laughed while I went up in flames

I’m rotting in your pretty hands

Loved me slow, then let me crash
Fed me lies and stitched me shut

Now I’m just your favorite cut



die pretty

alone.

wayyyyyyy too jazzy for me to say this is indie rock. btw this beat was made by prod.kash. I've been listening to too much bunii so yeah... heavily inspired.

die pretty

everia