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sample = Wax Poetic by Capstan

PROD ME

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me:
as monsters fall and fade away
a vicious curse that picks apart my brain
when everything feels the same
empty rooms bleed consciousness onto my face i cant resist its gaze
when i just wanna get away
please dont go i know its hard but i promise that we’ll go far
and we can all just get away
hold my hand until the bitter end and when im gone we’ll meet again
this strange facade blocks out amends
forgiveness now pretend

i woke up today, and figured id burn everything.. that made me think of you

hey its me again i feel alone
three years past since you left this world
i cherish every memory id hope that you would do the same
hoping i can see you again

lava:
ill cut every single vein
ill get deeper and deeper
mend all the scars on me
where do i go from here?

me:
a testament for bastard souls
the frail and weak who never grow old
for those who wish to fade away
familiar rooms its all the same
i try to search and make a change
feel webs build up inside my brain

sample:
she always seems to color me
the only shade she couldn’t see
i am transparent, i am a ghost
a grain of sand on the sunshine coast

Testament For Bastard Souls W/Lava

lyrics

why dont u come around
i spent weeks unlike myself
i cant be someone else
with me stuck in this shell
burning up
i been stuck
gimme luv
drain my blood

i can’t even think for myself
why do u jus put me on a shelf
i wont save u from what u brought on urself
hold me while the ice melts

floral pattern tablecloth
torn to shreds and ripped apart
bleeding thru the gauze
tell me whats the cause

im not a savior
and im not your help
i want to save her
but it wuldnt go well

im not a savior
and im not your help
i want to save her
but it wuldnt go well

AVXiD - burnt at the stake (prod. tiedforsilver x sorrowbringer)

prod. koilake
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
wont she leave
but not for long
on the road where i will go
i been lost inside my head
how come she wish that i was dead

save my soul
and let it roll
i fucked it up
she let me go
all the time
im out of mind
the rights i wrong
for now its gone

i been lost inside this head
how come she wish that i was dead
and now im gone
for now, for once
you said to me dont break apart

and im just waiting to come back to you babe
these fucking nightmares are tearing at my veins

save my soul
and let it roll
i fucked it up
she let me go
all the time
im out of mind
the rights i wrong
for now its gone

i been lost inside this head
how come she wish that i was dead
and now im gone
for now, for once
you said to me dont break apart

never felt anything (koilake)

Everything I see is different shades of blue 
Don’t know where to go but I won’t follow you 
With everything I gived, you gave me nothing 
With everything I gived, you gave me nothing 
I don’t wanna fall from all this miss use 
Maybe if I was sober I’d be over you 
With everything I gived you gave me nothing 
With everything I gived you gave me nothing 

Don’t pick me up from my bed 
Don’t take the pills outta my hand 
50 milligrams of Zoloft I need that 
My heart is black and my lungs will match 

I don’t wanna always be depressed bitch but you seem to make it hard to get it pass that 
And I know that our love is past tense 
But it’s so damn hard to be present 

We can’t go back to my shed 
I burnt it down with all my friends 
Why can’t you make me happy

anything,everything pt2 (Prod.Coil)

follow jusik x bended

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzQeclcK3Zc

1promise2much (prod. jusik x bended) (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW!)

prod. kill breanna x april21 x recyclebin

i dont wanna fight all these battles
i dont care to sweep thru all the rubble
if i want anything its not its double it
most kids dont know lifes too fake and puzzling
i dont wanna fight all these battles
i just wanna know what i know
if i want anything its not its double it
most times i dont know whats important and encompassing
i just hope i know what to say when im malfunctioning
i hope i dont dissapoint you and ruin everything
thats how life is and i dont think that i can get over it
i let myself do the same thing over and over again
i dont learn anything why do you deal with me?
leave me tonight dont cry
i changed but you didnt
torn apart
with a tough love ribbon
different day
same difference
im insane
whats my worth if im not a person?
i hope that i always try to know
sorry you cant wear any of my clothes

a place that doesn’t exist

hidden away

ever the ghost - deathwish! (prod. riff grimez)

in our hearts
we can release our doubt
and in our minds
we can heal ourselves
but you chose your fucking battle

lost in the bitter blood

take a good hard look
come and feast your eyes
to the ugly truth
and beautiful lies

then try to push me
please god have mercy 

you twist the knife
you salt the wound
i see the death wish in your eyes
don't think i'd die so soon

DEATHWISH!

Lyrics🎱

Broken down inside 
With a smile on my face 
Perfection in facades 
And only family knows it's fake 
Today I woke up and cried 
What a way to start my day 
By now I won't reply 
You can watch me fade away 
I can feel the tension rise 
Watch the smile. Wipe off my face 
Feeling stressed and sick at night 
Wasting time and sleeping late 
Reminiscing pillow fights 
And the way she'd say my name 
Could explain but I won't try 
I just always felt so safe

I'm better now 
At least I tell myself 
I settled down 
Oh, at least that's what I say to myself

I cry when alone
But I hate a convention
I stick to my bong
Jus to keep out the tension
I fuck up my gut
But I'm teaching a lesson
I'm throwing up blood
Then I'm asking for blessings
fuck up of son
but I'm proud and I wear it
i hate who I am
and I struggle to bear it
My momma's my world
Buy her diamonds by karrots
despite what you heard
should have quit while you could of
show her disrespect
then you're meeting the bullet
Despite if I do too,
then at least I could do it
I've been on my come up
this dream I can't lose it

I been reading a lot
And watch it reflect
I been staying calm
steady taking my meds
another day, a new song
to your ears I infect
my lyrics go deep
some shit you can't dissect
I lost half my face
From like 2 wrecks
I'm pissed off tonight
couldn't you guess 
I keep marijuana
In my nightstand 
I won't kiss her
Till' I know it feels right
she won't let me leave
But it's alright
I don't feel at home
Until it hit night
weed and cheap cologne
I bet I smell nice

safe (branwen)

Fck Acid (Original Mix)

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DEATHWISH!

Ever The Ghost

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