“Today I woke up and cried, what a way to start my day!!!” 🖤

novocaine (original pitch)

mad at you (prod. autrioly)

Nothing I say or do will change it
Memories last

Changing feelings n switching wit the seasons at last
Not stuck in the past, I got scars on my back
Blood on my bed, room filled with red
Can't see past it right now but there's something ahead

I dunno what u wanted but can I take a wild guess?
U wanted something, or someone who was less of a fucking mess

Memories past nah there’s no going back 
Sometimes I feel so sad cause nothing good ever lasts 

You’re all that I had now and you’re gone like that 
We stabbed each other’s backs and things turned out bad 

Now I’m messing up yeah I don’t know where I’m at 
Feelings gone so fast oh yea that’s a fact 

I used to be so attached then you packed your bags , it was over like that , now baby that’s a wrap 

I was such a mess I was so depressed
Under so much stress turned into a mess 
I was such a mess I was so depressed 
Under so much stress turned into a mess

mess ft. LA LUKO (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

[intro]

Dirt builds up on my roots at night
Start to see things with the northern lights 
Once I’m out I go reside 
In the body of another welcome this new life
More comfortable with leather suits 
Not sure what side to choose 
Feels like it’s a lose lose 
What could I ever do 

[chorus]

Don’t let tomorrow decide what’s inside 
Cuz the days of our sorrow will quickly abide
And the bodies we borrow can only withstand 
Against the forces nature not the palm of our hands

[verse 1]

The roots inside are showing 
And I’m not sure when they’ll stop growing 
Deep inside the earth where I’m going 
Once I’m there I’ll never stop holding 

[verse - notcursed]

See through the meadow
Try to soak up the sun
On the days we feel empty
Know that it’s never for nothing at all

I stand in the leaves as they fall
What’s the point if there’s no one to call
I grieve for myself, it’s my fault
No one else to blame, it was all false

They say I’m getting better
But I still feel so weak
They say to move on
But I feel it too deep

I don’t need the help when I fall in reverse
Do it to myself, I make myself the worst
The roots grow through my brain, my whole body hurts
Somebody come save me, I think that I’m cursed

[chorus]

Don’t let tomorrow decide what’s inside 
Cuz the days of the sorrow will quickly abide
And the bodies we borrow can only withstand 
Against the forces nature not the palm of our hands

Don’t let tomorrow decide what’s inside 
Cuz the days of the sorrow will quickly abide

roots (feat. notcursed) (cxrter & heyrick)

heyzbee & luvflorent - last time (mackk)

lyrics

look a the rot
take in the breeze
i taken a lot
uve taken from me
time i had bought
blood staining the teeth
i cannot stop
look at the trees
one more bodies not enough
look at all the pain i had wrought
final image found of blood n snot
the weight upon my soul is building up

one night
in my eyes
is 2 days
without u
i try
and tears dry
and finally
ive found u

i just start to rust
i just start to rot
tell me what u love
gimme what u got
i promise we’ll be fine
u promise me were not
i cant check the time
cuz w u the time stops

look a the rot
take in the breeze
i taken a lot
uve taken from me
time i had bought
blood staining the teeth
i cannot stop
look at the trees
one more bodies not enough
look at all the pain i had wrought
final image found of blood n snot
the weight upon my soul is building up

Trees + Rot

Lyrics🎱

Broken down inside 
With a smile on my face 
Perfection in facades 
And only family knows it's fake 
Today I woke up and cried 
What a way to start my day 
By now I won't reply 
You can watch me fade away 
I can feel the tension rise 
Watch the smile. Wipe off my face 
Feeling stressed and sick at night 
Wasting time and sleeping late 
Reminiscing pillow fights 
And the way she'd say my name 
Could explain but I won't try 
I just always felt so safe

I'm better now 
At least I tell myself 
I settled down 
Oh, at least that's what I say to myself

I cry when alone
But I hate a convention
I stick to my bong
Jus to keep out the tension
I fuck up my gut
But I'm teaching a lesson
I'm throwing up blood
Then I'm asking for blessings
fuck up of son
but I'm proud and I wear it
i hate who I am
and I struggle to bear it
My momma's my world
Buy her diamonds by karrots
despite what you heard
should have quit while you could of
show her disrespect
then you're meeting the bullet
Despite if I do too,
then at least I could do it
I've been on my come up
this dream I can't lose it

I been reading a lot
And watch it reflect
I been staying calm
steady taking my meds
another day, a new song
to your ears I infect
my lyrics go deep
some shit you can't dissect
I lost half my face
From like 2 wrecks
I'm pissed off tonight
couldn't you guess 
I keep marijuana
In my nightstand 
I won't kiss her
Till' I know it feels right
she won't let me leave
But it's alright
I don't feel at home
Until it hit night
weed and cheap cologne
I bet I smell nice

safe (branwen)

NON PROFIT

i think of a wish as im pouring up the styrofoam
taught myself some things im confident that no one else knows
kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal
like to keep it lowkey fucking with the blinds closed
remember when u told me u would be wherever i go
i kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal

i dont hate u
i just hate myself
cant be see thru
cuz then i played myself
what im wearing u wont be able to find on a shelf
its apparent that none of this is good for my health
love to talk i just hope that one day theyll listen
if i walk out its cuz im tired of the bitching
im in dior i love God so im a Christian
i cant see straight oh God im geeking
i love u bae thats why im tweaking
i drink a bottle and im going off the deep end
thats love cant dodge that feeling
so imma try to keep it
think ab us before u treat me like that
shes praying just for me to unpack
shes laying but shes crying in my lap
i keep on wishing for something that ill never get back

i think of a wish as im pouring up the styrofoam
taught myself some things im confident that no one else knows
kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal
like to keep it lowkey fucking with the blinds closed
remember when u told me u would be wherever i go
i kno i had a bad month baby but im not suicidal

b** month [prod. rubbish]

- for mads <3
happy birthday dear :)

**lyrics**
do you think it’d be okay if I could stay for awhile?
you can pick my clothes, 'wanna wear your style
I can smile at your laugh, while you laugh at my smile
'Want you get your rest while I drive a hundred miles

you can pick out shells while we walk on the beach
and if your legs get tired, then just jump on me
I can carry you, cause you carry me
let your love be known, let your heart be free

please don’t worry 'bout the drive, or the time, or the weather
I’ll be there in an hour and I’ll make it better
I think the comfort of my home is me and you together
I know you really like this color, you can have this sweater

and we don’t have use our words, just let’s talk with our eyes
I wanna listen to the birds & see you’re standing where my life is
did you know you’re the only girl I think I see the sunrise in?
but there’s no better morning view than the brink of your iris.

i want nothing more than the love that you give (x2)
i want nothing more than the love that you give
                                   me

I don’t wanna go anywhere stay right here
put your heart in the fold of my hands, have my life dear
they say that time has a way of flying by, well let’s fly then
spread our wings, lift each other to the sky, spending light years (x2)

i want nothing more than the love that you give (x2)
i want nothing more than the love that you give
                                   me

i want nothing more, darling (michael harrison)

wish has been sleeping to this song on repeat and has now got handcuffs tattoo’d on him, resulting in this song being @ 800 plays before it even dropped, i love u wish

this is pretty much thisjealousyisgonnakillme part 2 
prod by tennis player (not andy murray)

lyrics:

hold me i can’t breathe,
put your hands around my throat,
i’m apologising for the things that i’ve done wrong,
got her makeup on my sleeve,
when she cries she don’t let go,
the pain in her eyes is enough to stain my soul

i’m forever ever gonna be chasing this dream,
people wanna talk but never say it to me, it won’t last
it won’t last, yeah 
and i’m thinking bout my friends when i’m tryna get to sleep,
4am thoughts, jealousy on repeat, 
i thought they said that time would stop this

but i guess, things come to those who wait
(and i’m a little impatient, handcuffs now i’m crying at the station)
and you left your smokes when you walked that day 
(fuck you bitch i’m gonna take em, stand up baby it’s a celebration)

everything that you said was a lie,
everything, everything was a lie
thing you said, thing you said yeah yeah yeah yeah
was just a lie

and i guess, i’ll just stay
your lack of empathy, it blows me away
that’s ps i love you, tell you everyday
those brown eyes always put me in my grave

and my mum always said i’ve got a heart of gold
i promise you baby i won’t ever let go,
and i’ll just flip this car on its side, 
when they find us my love, 
still got my hand on your thigh 

everything, that u told me was a lie
everything, that you told me was a lie
everything, everything yeah yeah yeah 
was just a lie

handcuffs

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safe (branwen)

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