Lyrics:
You
You said we were forever
That changed
Just like the weather
I guess
I'm never gonna do better
And I knew that you were clever
But this endings can't be forever

How could
You do me like that
Is my fault
That I just miss my dad
I want you so bad
But you already know that

I look at myself in the mirror
And then I cry
And if the reaper try me
Then I'll look him in his eyes
And tell him I don't wanna be here
Can you take me tonight?

How could
You do me like that
Is my fault
That I just miss my dad
I want you so bad
But you already know that

Know That (prod. yungspoiler)

tommy the goat fr.
@tommyice1100 on insta
@w8std on insta

Knife ft. Tommy Ice (prod. siem spark)

none of my business ft. tokieo (prod. rossgossage)

Lyrics:

w8std: Don't go
Cannot hear you whisper
To my dark soul 
You can have my jacket
It's been so cold
Find the love inside your chest
To let me go
Let me gooo

Don't go
I've been feeling empty
And my heart's froze
Didn't plan on being 20
Now I'm stuck though
I've been moving through my future
With my eyes closed 
(Fuck my past blows)

Feeling lost like Mary ( lost mary the vapes ;)
This weed in my blunt looking hairy
Bend that bitch over
She ask for it scary
I don't need a puck ( the fairy from beserk the manga ;)
I don't need a fairy
These games that you playing
Got me feeling like guts
I cut through your armor
You ask for it harder
All on my arm, I got cuts
But can I go deeper, like what?

You told me you wanna talk
But I can't feel my heartbeat
Our love was written in some chalk
I hate the reaper saves me
My fault for crying out 
Normally you couldn't phase me
But I've been in my head
(So take back what you said)
You severed my heart
And you'll break it again
Never thought you would play me
Or fuck on my friend
Now both of you screwed
Now you had me until the end
So when I blow up
Don't expect to be friends
I don't need fake love
Can't pretend
(I wish you would say something 
But it's the end)

I've been coughing up my lungs
I've been staring at my feet
My ribs are hurting badly
think it's time to catch some sleep
cuz I've been feeling sad
But I won't accept defeat
I must get it from my dad
The difference is, I wouldn't leave :( fuck you dad you did all of this 2 me primarily :'(  

Kennedyxoxo the legend:
I must get it from my dad
he's the reason that i'm strong
not for the reason you would think
but he showed me I can do it on my own :(
now every time I'm sad, I can go and make another song
I know that you're mad, I guess some things never change at all
I guess some things never change at all
but I sure changed a lot,
and I can't break your fall, cause I'm still at the top
he's the reason why, I'm never gonna stop
I'ma show him that I'm worth it
even though i know I'm not

Don't Go (ft. kennedyxoxo) (prod. rossgossage)

Lyrics:
Ask me how I'm doing 
I'm okay, and don't forget it
I'm good at hiding truths
And good at holding feelings
I wanna open up
But I'm better off pretending 
Losing you was too much
Gotta level up, ascending

Pretending is all that I'm good for
And still I let you hurt me
don't know what for
You love to break me down in ways
I wish I never felt before
(How could u do that)

That shared room was more than you thought that it was
And when you finally left
I thought that I had lost the love
But Instead you set me free
Pockets fatter, every green
Copping bodies every week
Making money, clapping cheeks

Now I'm good without a thing
I don't really need much
I just my cat and weed
You would never seem to try focus up
So I would never seem to care sober up

I'm sorry for the memories and pain that I brought
If it were up to me, I'd grab a gun and take the shot
Straight into my brain, easily erase the thoughts
And memories Im stuck of you
And all the times we fought
(Idek I just said random shit here)

pretend (prod. sorrow bringer)

I wish you, wouldn't have wasted time
Now I'm sad alone, every Friday night
And on Saturdays, I wake up and cry
And every holiday I dread to be alive

I wish you wouldn't have called my line
I told you were done about a thousand times
I wish you, couldn't have caught my lie
Now I know I'm fucked
Yeah I lost my life

I wish you, wouldn't have put me first
I left you alone
And now I feel worse
Than I did before
I guess life's a curse
I won't ever be happy
Til' the back of the hearse

I'm sick of shaking
In the dead of the night
I wish these drugs could help me
ease my mind
I can't feel my body
Just leave me behind
Let me rot away
Fuck my soul I'm fine
I'm fine :'(

I just wanna be happy
I'm never fine
But I took the pills
So I paid the price
Serotonins fucked
But my dopamine high
My stomach feeling low
But my body feeling fried

I cracked the seal
And then lost myself
Extract what seems real
Forget abandonment
Cause I know what I feel
And you're full of it
Go ahead, you can kill me
I don't give a shit

You're on my mind
While I write this song
I sure miss your touch
It's been far too long
I just miss your body
Now fuck that thong
You can take it off
It's been far too long

thong (prod. siem spark)

sewerperson = 🐐
Lyrics🎱

Green water
Short breaths
I can still feel you here within my chest
You took me farther than the rest
So now you must know that you're stuck inside my head
My head, again
I shoot for the sky
I don't know where to land
I build up my guard
Just to watch you, break it down, all over again

It'll happen again
We're running in circles
Was this just ur plan?
To play me then fuck me
Then boast to your friends?
I'd rather you be honest
Than end up lying in the end

And I appreciate all the bad times you caused me
It taught me a lot, and it taught me I was starving
For someone else to love, maybe pills maybe drugs

but it's certainly better than feeling unwanted or undeserved
Like, should I give up?
I'm never sure
I could pop a Klonopin
And I let my mind surf
But it can never save me
From the doom that I deserve

sewerperson: 
Taking in pieces back
I will not fold to to clowns
With this bounty on my head
I will still hold u down
I had felt like a god when she get down on her knees and service me
Picking out bitches inside the club at this point it feel like pageantry
Mama I know ur not proud of me
But still I hold my ground with women tryna get shit outta me yea
Maybe I crossed a line
Fuck it I know did it and I did it proud
I'm a demon child Lucky enough to stick around

Green water
Short breaths
I can still feel you here within my chest
You took me farther than the rest
So now you must know that you're stuck inside my head
My head, again
I shoot for the sky
I don't know where to land
I build up my guard
Just to watch you, break it down, all over again

green water ft. sewerperson (prod. sorrow bringer)

Lyrics🎱

I reminisce on memories
But none of them are mine
And if we're meant to be
Then why'd you go and waste my time?
I must've been out of my fucking mind
Cuz you could tear apart my heart without a tear inside your eyes

And I'll admit when I wake up, I wanna die
I reach for my pills I keep by my bedside
They're the only thing that's keeping me alive
through this neverending futile idiotic life
So I cry at night
at the thought of us connecting our eyes
And whenever we would kiss it would feel so distant inside

I would sit by the fire and absorb in the heat
I take in these thoughts while I sweat in my sheets
Throughout the night I just cry and I weep
I'm barely alive, I can barely breathe

I think its bout time I finally start to fo-cus
Realizing I wasted time, feeling fucking hopeless (fuck that!)
In and out my body yeah I know I'm fucking broken
(I'm fucking broken)

I can't take these scars, off the side of my face
I can't change my appearance, I can only lose weight
I can't look in the mirror
Without feeling ashamed
I hate everything about me
But I'm stuck this way

stuck this way (prod. MNDLS)

Lyrics 🎱

Medication, on my desk
Hallucinations from tabs themselves
I need THC whenever I'm depressed
Which is consistently, because i'm fucked in the head
But, at least I know myself
While you still pretend
And act mean as hell
And only drag me down
Keep me from doing well
don't wanna see me doing better
But I don't even care bitch, give me back my sweater
I used to reminisce cold nights in November
And now I sit alone wondering will it get better 

I really hope that it gets better
I miss when we would fuck
Tie her down, and have to web-her
You can call me spider man
Won't put up with no other man
I can do some shit to you
That I know that he never can

I let myself forget, that I'm just flesh
I've been feeling kinda slow, I think a need a refresh
And I'm not falling for your traps
Or getting caught up in your mess
You're the reason that I'm hurting
wish the pain would just end

spiderman (prod. heyrick)

Lyrics🎱

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna know you
Better than the day, than I did before
I just wanna hold you
I just wanna show you
I just wanna show you off to the world

Just wait until I get my hands around your waist
No holding back, I love the taste
I need you now, you're what I crave
At late at night, I miss you babe
Wish you were here, but you're miles away
It's how it goes, and ig it stays that way
And ever, and ever, and ever, and after

I would leave you for never
I never wanted you to see
The broken parts inside of me
I'm growing thin, my body bleeds
Watch me decay inside my sleep
I'm too damn high I'm out of reach
I won't come down, I'm the black sheep
(Oh I know, that I'm the black sheep inside of your head, and I know I'm probably better of dead)

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna show you
Whenever you are with me
You'll always be fine
I just wanna prove to you
That everything I said was true
Our love was always so far, from seeming so blind

black sheep (prod. 4lexf x autrioly)

Lyrics 🎱

Sometimes I play my music too loud
It has a way of always drowning you out
I cannot think without you now
I lost what's mine, but you're not found
I smoke too much, buy it by the pound
I stay so high, I live in the clouds
I want you back, but I ain't coming down
I'm too damn scared to keep you around

And I still go through our old messages
I'm hurting deeply
But I'm tryna make the best of it
I hope you see me trying
I know that I'm irrelevant
You'll find me crying 
serotonin feeling deficit

We fell apart in the middle of summer
I'm not that smart
but I learned a lot from her
I'm ripping carts
To forget that I love her
And now she gettin piped
There ain't no plumber

So I packed my bags
And I hit the road
I'm wondering without you
Will I ever feel home?
I'm constantly sad
I need to unload
It's thundering and lightning
you won't pick up the phone
(you won't pick up the phone)
x2

phone (prod. reezgy)

Lyrics 🎱

Old times were bad
Focus on the new
not what we had
just try to improve
Put up a facade
Like there's nothing to lose
I know that I love you
But you don't have a clue
like Kenan and kel
Bitch we coming in two's
making some waves
but it's nothing brand new
in the back of your mind
I've been changing your views
I don't need you back
I'm making sparks when I move

Saying farewell 
to the secrets that I held
I'm climbing to the top
Despite the distance that I fell
I can feel you in my chest
like you never even left

I guess it's just my life
I've been decaying
I'm burning on the inside
You said you hate me
Now why you gon' fuckin lie?
I needed you to save me
Instead of wasting my time
I think that I'm crazy
But with you I'm alright
I needed your help
And you left me here to dry
My hearts been in pieces
And the love is hard to find
I felt it fuckin' leaving
But didn't pick up the signs
That you were cheating
Now you're everything I despise
Love really has no meaning
now without you
I'll learn to be fine. 

farewell, take care (prod. everestdidthis)

Lyrics 🎱
adventurous mind
we'll think alike
improvise our nights
though they're stormy
in her I confine
my truths and lies
she's the reason I
stay horny
and I don't wanna lie
got a feeling I'll
ruin something

you say that I'm the liar
girl you need to do a fact check
making all this money
shove that shit inside my mattress
talk a lot of bullshit
this bitch seem like an actress 
I'm smoking cat piss (strain of weed don't come @ me)

I was born alone
so here I'ma sit right here and rot
you fracture every bone
you're not fit to be my god
you cannot claim
I'm incapable of love
you can take me out the frame
but your problems won't resolve

remember the smell of her hair
that's toxic
only talk to me
when she low on options
december was fair, to me
to be honest
i hope that she sees
that she ruined my conscious

these 808s fuel my pain
but show me I'm alive
the scars upon my brain
tell the story of how I survived
the damage I sustain
break my body, not my pride
when I talk
It's not in vain
I don't wanna be alive

I wish I could have made her stay
Instead of saying bye
an example of some broken faith
from all the fucking lies
I'll admit that lately I'm afraid
that I've been wasting time
so I'm slowing down the clock
smoking weed and staying high

so I sit back and I smile
as I think where we end
I know the next one around
gonna take me to my end.
I don't need a hand to hold
I don't wanna feel my face
promises that she'd uphold
always brought a long debate
and in time I'll see it through
change my life, and move away
and I'll still text you here and there
no matter where I stay

adventurous mind (prod. eskimos)

lyrics 🎱

You started the fire
Now you want me back
You departed, and it proved 
That I don't really need your ass
you can see the scars
all on my arms
I know it's sad
Forget I said we're meant to be
I'm finally on track

You can't break me anymore
My head is feeling strong
For love i'd go to war
But if for you, it would feel wrong
I know that time is ticking
But I'm right where I belong
I'm drowning in my feelings
So I put them in a song

And some nights yeah
I miss you
But I never want you back
you barely cared about me
Not opinion, just a fact
I hope you're feeling guilty
Cause' you turned my heart to black
I couldn't care less if you miss me
Cause' I'm smoking on this pack
I'm chiefing on this stizzy
So I keep my mind intact
Rolling up some purple cookie
So I can sit back and relax
King Louis in my blunt now
mix it with some wax 

All these drugs help the pain
But it comes back worse
I wanna leave right now
Wanna ride in the hearse
Put my body in the ground
Please god take me first
I don't wanna be around
But I can take this perc
We all die one day
I'm just waiting my turn

Take your doses
Don't you choke and
I am scarred
you were low
I gave you roses
I'm falling hard
Taking pills
I'm tryna cope and
I am jarred
don't listen
When I'm angry yuh
My head is hard

I don't know where your boyfriend at
He's a waste of time
And you looking like a snack
I can see your lonely baby
Lemme rub your back
He been sourcing all your problems
Lemme pick up all his slack
We can drive back to my stash
Roll a blunt
and then relax
buy some weed
make profit back
smoking gas
and that's a fact
head is strong
my mind intact

headstrong (prod. eskimos)

Lyrics 🎱

Honestly
Probably
I'm unstable
Talk to me
follow me

Sing me a lullaby
I can feel you twist the knife
Promise lil baby
In the end we gonna be alright

I could've woke up dead
nobody notice
I was in my bed
I couldn't focus
I was in my head
And now I'm M.I.A
While you're lying in bed
I hope you miss me
bet you're happier instead
Oh I wish you would listen
To the thoughts inside my head
And when I try to voice them
You just act like it's pretend
I want your heart
Just let me in
let me in, ohhh
lemme inn

I've been burning these bodies
I'm in my coffin
Come find me
I'm drinking whiskey no cardi'
oh i'ma demon can't stop me
I'm on my toes at these parties
I wear the sin I embody
I'm by myself
Need no possy

I don't know
What to do with my life
I lost it all
Now I'm never feeling fine
I'm tryna find myself in this dark dark night
I wonder if my soul and body will collide
My brain it hurts me
And it does it out of spite
My lips are burning
And it's prolly from the shine (moonshine)
My stomachs churning
my lungs are tight

unstable (prod. eskimos)

crusher (prod. branwen) (sewerperson cover)

Lyrics 🎱

I've missed you, I nearly lost my mind
And now I live alone, pretending I'm fine
without you, I'm never satisfied
and no I can't accommodate
If you're not by my side
(My sideeeeee)
I don't like to talk
So I make a lot of bread
and she don't really listen
when i'm talking out my head
lately she's been distant
she's been underneath my skin
I'm suffocating lately
But that just the way it is
shadows keep me safe
I'm tryna burn down every bridge
I hold onto my past
I never cry, I hold it in
can't make a moment last
so I just memorize within
I hope she notice fast
that I ain't losing her again
I've emptied out my heart
and filled it up with her and gin
these streets feel like Vermont
the scent of weed inside the air
I left right left right
Down b, an i hit em with the nare
scared, exactly what I used to be
and god when you had left
this whole damn world felt like it's new to me
I was ripping out my hair
the stress was killing every part of me
and if you gone perceive me
Then I ask you do it properly
Honestly, I'm so scared
I hope she knows
I'll always be there
I think she knows I love her
But I doubt really cares

a hike on an unfamiliar trail (prod. theushankaboy)

Lyrics🎱

don't you cry now, it's over
(We're through, were done, woah)
could you take my life now?
I'm bipolar
one more time now
pull me closer
I think I'm all right now 
I'm not sober 

got a lot of shit that's going on
I'm stuck inside my head
I'm reminiscing memories
and words in which you said
you seemed to only fuck with me
And come for all my bread
don't listen when I try to speak
to hell, I just descend
Got acid on my tongue
And I can feel it start to hit
got pussy when I want it
still I'm gonna fuck your bitch
wanna fight? Don't pick with me
it's for your benefit
and if you think you something
lemme show you I'm the shit
Fuck with me
I'll pop your tires
Tonight I'm going hard
and watch it when you speak to me
ill plant you in my yard
I'll take it more than 6 feet
and I'll add another scar
Ill add it to my mental
as I learn to disregard
fuck a broken heart
I move onto the next
I push the brake in
Then hit start
explain just what you meant
before I crash this fuckin car
Champagne and blunts and balconies 
and gazing at the stars
(And I know, that I'll be alright)

blunts & balconies (prod. demarsmadeit)

Lyrics🎱

I got blood in my bedsheets
 I can't wash out
My existence obsolete
in hell, I climbed, untill I got out
The next time around
I may take you my life
I don't know about you
But Ion wanna die
Baker boulevard dreams
strumming on a six string
bring the love back
how it was when you kissed me
Fuck the violence
Baby come and save me
her love is timeless
it's been growing on me lately
and no, I can't get behind it
I'm so sick of this shit

I sat with my anger so long
till' I could finally accept what I couldn't see
and I hate the sensations inside of my chest
and I cry from the thoughts that bring anxiety
From overthinking, overdrinking
cause I can barely seem, to get sleep
wish this shit was fiction, and thank your for listening, to exactly who I wanna be
I strive for the best
I end up depressed
I'm so lost, bad ADHD
I know that I struggle
I'll figure this puzzle out
This thing we call life, it goes deep

Not fucked up for fun no
this shit is genetic
If you see your dream life
why don't you go get it
I feel that we're broke up
though she never said it
I wish I could know what
caused her to forget it
the love that there once was
this shit Is pathetic 
now I'm having deep cuts
i keep out the tension

I don't fit in whatsoever
but at least I know it gets better
at least that's what they say to me
I guess it's whatever
I'll max out my pen just to breathe
can't function without it
it's coping, no addict
but I'm deeply saddened
And It shows 
Everyday I wake up and I feel like
Life blows
Every time I see myself
I wonder why I'm broke
I wonder why I'm ugly
Wonder why I feel alone
I hate im an addict
My body stay static
Inside my room
I'm so problematic 
but living life lavish
(Im so problematic

problematic (prod. jissa)

Lyrics 🎱

I may have shaky hands
but Ion plan to miss
my dick stay in my pants
until im fucking the best
the conversation dry
but she stay soaking wet
work a 9-5
come home and ride this dick

ain't one for telling lies
the shit add up in my head
and if you lie to me
then baby remember what you said
I pick and poke at angles
And stay 1 step ahead
eat her out, Bojangles
oh shit I think I skipped my meds

they recognize me now
only credit's to my face
now they ask me always how
did I shed off all the weight
you should sit down,
idk know how long it'll take
to explain jus what I went through
to explain my everyday

Still can't wrap my head
Around all of this
And if you care about me
Prove you give a shit
And no I haven't been alright
Every since that we split
I've been wasting time
And I been smoking spliffs

Everything's been different now
I don't wanna go back
Now I find it funny how
I can make you so mad
making hella money now
I'm a fucking nomad

Strike a pose then
leave me broken
I build my guard
make some foes
then leave unspoken
try not to sob
get high through lows
fuck pills just smoke

know it's all a hard life
that is keeping me depressed
watch the age wipe my smile
while I'm force fed these meds
so my brain grow versatile
handling all of this stress
and my brain be moving miles
while your brain don't move an inch

nomad (prod. okaykoda)

Lyrics🎱

I don't want to wake up alone 
In this empty apartment 
I've been working on myself 
I'm a project of a person 
(Shout out Lund)
I put her above all my stress 
All my love 
I give her every option 
And now that you're gone 
I think about dying 
Can't stop it 
Take what's left of me 
You can leave me dry 
And say you hate me 
Baby girl, I know you lie 
Fake what's meant to be 
We'll work it out in time 
She thought that she could save me 
We just couldn't coincide

My heart loves fast 
To the ones who don't attach
I need you to bring it back
The happiness I seem to lack
like a fool, I'm feeling sad
Like a QB getting sacked
Grenade below me
Need a flak
Mental illness, I unpack
need a breather
Where's my flask
Need a doctor
Ribs are cracked
Feeling empty
Yeah that's facts
If I'm the stump
Then you're the axe
I bought some carts
They fuckin slap
Distro my city
yo, need a plaque
where's my pedastool
Count my racks

having shitty days
Yeah I'm getting kinda used to it
depression comes in waves
I'm fucking sorry, I'm still new to this
receive more than you take
you cannot change the world
you jus human

And if you need
You can take your time
I won't go anywhere
this shit scares me
and if you leave
how will I be fine
no ion wanna die,
could you spare me?

A minute within it
and I was in love
she committing robbery
and don't need a gun
she say that she get it
but play me for fun
I try not to sweat it
with weed in my lungs

walk through the door
And I'm holding it back
filtered emotions
I'm starting to slack
Easier said than done 
At last
And you won't forget me
I'll make sure of that
I wonder if she real of fake
I cannot tell
the way she's looking here tonight
Oh I'ma propel

I move miles in my head
while I sit still
and I stress out about the shoes
That I cannot fill
And I fall short of expectations
it's all surreal
And I wonder how much I'll take
till' the blood spills

empty apartment (prod. eskimos)

Lyrics🎱

Broken down inside 
With a smile on my face 
Perfection in facades 
And only family knows it's fake 
Today I woke up and cried 
What a way to start my day 
By now I won't reply 
You can watch me fade away 
I can feel the tension rise 
Watch the smile. Wipe off my face 
Feeling stressed and sick at night 
Wasting time and sleeping late 
Reminiscing pillow fights 
And the way she'd say my name 
Could explain but I won't try 
I just always felt so safe

I'm better now 
At least I tell myself 
I settled down 
Oh, at least that's what I say to myself

I cry when alone
But I hate a convention
I stick to my bong
Jus to keep out the tension
I fuck up my gut
But I'm teaching a lesson
I'm throwing up blood
Then I'm asking for blessings
fuck up of son
but I'm proud and I wear it
i hate who I am
and I struggle to bear it
My momma's my world
Buy her diamonds by karrots
despite what you heard
should have quit while you could of
show her disrespect
then you're meeting the bullet
Despite if I do too,
then at least I could do it
I've been on my come up
this dream I can't lose it

I been reading a lot
And watch it reflect
I been staying calm
steady taking my meds
another day, a new song
to your ears I infect
my lyrics go deep
some shit you can't dissect
I lost half my face
From like 2 wrecks
I'm pissed off tonight
couldn't you guess 
I keep marijuana
In my nightstand 
I won't kiss her
Till' I know it feels right
she won't let me leave
But it's alright
I don't feel at home
Until it hit night
weed and cheap cologne
I bet I smell nice

safe (branwen)

Lyrics 🎱

Fucking this bitch in the backseat
she giving me neck
Gimmie nasty
in the coupe
I'm hitting up backstreets
10 racks in waistband
My bitch bad, Jamaican
I'm fast as fuck with my slight hands
rolling up green with orange
Sick of this shit
It's boring
depressed as fuck
In the mornings
smoking a blunt while recording
this THC so rewarding
my heart been on my sleeve
and honestly that makes me scared
I miss her when I sleep
I need her back, it isn't fair
This shit is detrimental
To my health
Like do you care?
I'm waiting for your text
as I been ripping out my hair

Holup wait a minute
Lemme take a breath
I remember driving in the coupe
while I fucking wept
I remember late nights
and coming close to death
I can feel it I'm my stomach
every word you fucking said
I feel like this my come up
So I'm dodging different meds
Smoking's all I need
I'm sending cookie to my head
buy a bag of runts
and hanging by a thread
just lemme get you high
And lemme take yo ass to bed

traphouse remix (ft. santxa)

Lyrics🎱

she cut me off, and said to sit
ain't no time to be in no rush 
We got shit to talk about
If there's gone be an "us"
love can feel so empty 
With the sex, money, drugs

still I hope you miss me
while I'm drug through the mud
Sitting asking Siri
how the fuck to find love
reliant on this henny
but I say it's all in fun
I don't even want your pity
I just wanna be done

grown man
20 years down
still I talk soft-spoken
romance
Stuck inside thoughts
but I won't own them

And alcohol ain't fixing me
I tend to digress
I've tried a little bit of everything 
with little progress
I'll love myself eventually
I'm sorry for the death
Thoughts, stuck so far inside of me
I'm sorry I'm a mess

I let the stress become a part of me
I'm tryna let it end
take me back to where we started
need that feeling once again
I miss you on my body
You my nami
Regimen, this more than just a hobby
it's a part until the end

Passed out on a park bench
hard times, losing friendships
good times, but they end quick 
Long nights, in my feelings
a strong tide, when the wind hit
red eyes, from the bic flip
so high, won't admit it 
I feel my heart while the time tick (away)

while the time tick (malloy)

Lyrics 🎱

I think I lost my friends 
they never check on me 
I built this all from scratch 
enjoy what's left of me 
wake up in the morning
then I wait for the night
taking vodka and the gin
Just to mix it in my sprite

First you kill me
Then you miss me
your words change my thoughts
And feelings
nicotine and drink won't save me
the man inside my mirror hates me
(Oh he hates me, fuck I'm shaking)

Fuck I'm shaking
I feel amazing 
drugs in my body
dissolve when I take them
I'ma junkie, could you save me?
I'm an addict
but I ask you don't hate me

torture my skin
kill my body
with resentment
I'll learn how to live
feel my pain, feel my sins 
I hate my sins
I hate this body that I'm stuck within
I don't got friends 
use me till the end
I don't got no body 
the fucks with the kid
Explaining my hobbies 
And just how I live 
Escaping my pain
When I pick up the pen
Relaying my thoughts
and reliving my sins

ik it's hard (prod. salahbeats)

Lyrics🎱 ight it's my first country song, go easy on me <3

I know you know
I miss you in the dead of the night
at least I attempted to try
you broke my heart out of spite
you left a knife in my side
I tried my best not to cry
but damn these words
yeah they bite
I don't feel heard
but it's fine

I can't let her go
and take away from me
I've been doing better
From the plants I eat
I can feel the stress
In the air we breathe
and I can feel it ferment
what's wrong with me?

Take me out west
Have a good time baby
shut down the party
hear them calling me crazy
Everybody friendly
But they don't know themselves
Smoke a little lettuce
Putting whiskey on my breath

i'm still here
she's far gone
she'll end my life
she gone' break all of my bones
Death cries
Scary eyes
I just need you to hold me tight

dead of the night (jtbeatz)

Lyrics 🎱

is there love in the end 
are you wasting my time 
is there is something here to fight for?
or am I just burning light 
is there anybody here?
oh my god I'm not doing fine
I took my pills, and I shut my eyes
probably won't sleep, but I'm gonna try
just give me some time
(don't waste your life, on me)

I still got the same shit wrong with me 
as I did, back when you left
and I sure hope that you don't think of me
and I can say that shit with my chest
I hope you went and found serenity
inside this life we get 
I went and made you my whole center piece
it's so hard to wish you the best
(Wish you the best
I don't ever want you back
I'm sick of life 
I'm sick of it
just kill me now
just slit my wrists
just lord forgive me of my sins)

load a gram into my rig
then I put that shit on blast
this a little bit of rock 
and a little bit of rap
hope you won't forget 
you said you'd have my back 
and then you went and left, so
i've been in my bag

I don't want to back down 
I don't want to take this
I don't need a lot of love
I just need a face lift
lay stiff 
on the pavement
when you said that you loved me
I hated it

wake up from the night
and feel I'll hurt myself
I've been sick as fuck
but I hope you're well
am I puking blood?
I can't even tell
waking up in sweats
I wanna fix my health
and every since u left
I've been going through hell
will, or won't I make it?
I guess time will tell 
do you think I'm crazy? 
crazy? CRAZY!??????

(Chorus again)

I don't ever want you back 
(My heart)
you fucking ripped it out my chest 
I don't ever want you 
BACK
BACK
BACK 
BACKKKKKKKKKKKK

i'm going through something i can't understand (prod. saint mike)

Lyrics🎱

She got her painted nails
She's sitting next to me
She's watching me roll up
She makes it hard to breathe
And when I smoke with her
It's only her and me
I'm getting high on her love
I let her pull on my strings

buy my girl versace
And I'm ripping off the tag
she always want hibachi
so I tell her throw it back
Everything I felt
Well bout everything that you said
always dealing out hatred
always something negative

this that brand new Nike
so I'm rolling off the lint
enemies they come and try me
and they end up always
Paying up the price
don't need no diamonds
when I talk this nice
no point in locking in
I swear that i don't even try

(Chorus again)

all alone
but I really want a band
I get sick of making music
I get sick of loneliness
I get sick of my perspective
and the way I'm negative
I should be proud of decisions
and be proud of who I am

I don't want to talk
when it feels like this
don't worry what I'm on
i never drink, it's how it is
got sick and started growing up
and changing how I lived
picked a problem then I tore it up
and fucked with how it felt

I need to calm it on the lying
I need to focus on my rent
rehabilitate my timing
focus on college and my bills
I need a vacay to the mountains
just to remember how it feels
help me gain the motivation
to keep on spinning all my wheels
I'm better at escaping
When I'm stuck inside my feels
on the edge but I ain't breaking
I ain't busting any seals
I ain't driving to your house
For you shit on me
and lately I've been sick of always listening

negative

With blood I could taste
I sit and I wait 
I'm scarring up my body
And I'm bruising up my face 
Two damn days 
Since I felt you next to me 
it's hard to deal with distance
when without you I can't breathe

You can hear it in my tone 
You can hear it in my laugh
Something in me changed 
And I been sure of that 
I'm leaving Bacardi 
She's all on my mind 
I say the same shit 
But it's different this time 
I can't handle bullshit
My blood pressure high 
Weed it helps with panic 
Fuck a pill, no clonidine
Still I stay romantic
But i'm fucked up in the mind
I hate that I ain't handsome
Baby just give me some time

I feel you in the evening 
I swear I'm tryna do my best
can't reciprocate the feeling
Of your lips upon my neck
I miss you when I'm sleeping
need you more with every breathe
I'm sorry for the distance 
But I'm tryna to do my best

Said I'd have a short life
but it wasn't in my fate
I'm 21 nowww
With too much shit up on my plate
the moment she would cry
I would feel my heart deflate
at least I know now
Shit won't ever go my way

Lost in the sky
But I can see when you when I cry
Holding onto hope
but confused if I'm alive
I can fix myself
baby please give me some time
I hold my resolve
as I break down through this life

I been longing for a sign
for the bond we create
it's all in due time
so for now I'll just sedate
it's been a while now
since I last been out my state
I hate she's gone now
god I'm missing her taste

sep6_hurt (prod. branwen)

lyrics🎱

I hop out my car at night
And feel it in my chest
Losing her hit different 
When I wasn't at my best 
Coping with the comfort 
Of attachment to my bed 
understand that she left 
why's it feel she never did?

Why I feel abandoned 
When I know it's not her fault 
No cussing when at Nonnie's 
That ain't changing cuz she's gone
I'll miss her till' the day I die 
Then we'll be back as one
I lay awake at night and cry 
Her back is all I want

Feeling dizzy from the weed
In this cigarillo
head bumping to the beat
of the instrumental
As far as I can see
I won't hit the pillow
And for what's wrong with me
Shout-out willow

I'm too sad
You're too mad
This won't work out
That's too bad
I know that
I won't hurt now
I cry
you cry
We hurt ourselves
if you die
I'll try 
To kill myself

I just wanna call you 
I need to speak with my nonnie
you checked out just a little too early
I'm trapped, lately I've been so lonely
I just need someone to hold me

I can't even catch my breathe
I ain't kicking back a bottle
she would only be upset
lately drowning in my problems
her spaghetti was the best
Now I'm stuck with memories 
That I cannot digest

It was her time 
I'll say I get it 
Now making her proud's become my only mission
I'm sick from thoughts, and I can't dismiss them
I miss her much
I miss her living

Are u still smiling?
Cause I'm still crying
Wishing I didn't feel so alone
This got me fucked up
Right to the bone
Right to the bonee
I'm so damn lost
Don't know where to go
Her arms aren't here
so I guess I'ma smoke
(I love you nonnie
I love you Nonnie
I fall the pieces 
When you're not around me)

bereavement (prod. okaykoda)

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