Lyrics:

People in my town
Sleepin on me like a mattress
Ive been feeling down
I wear my noose like it's my necklace
She been fucking w me
Put her name up on my checklist
I don't do no shows
when I do I'll drop the set list
And I've been feeling crazy
You no longer my baby
Serotonin syndrome
From all the drugs that I'm taking
And I'm rlly sorry
But you can never save me
Doing my research on depression
I got questions
Hit safari!

I just need to understand my mind
Stop my heart beat
I been jumping curbs
Skrrtttin fast inside my rari
And you can see it in my eyes
You know I'm sorry
You know I'm sorry
I'm fuckkxkxkxkxkxkinggggg sorrrry 

I can't control
What I crave inside
always stuck inside my feelings
So I smoke and wait to die
And you couldn't understand me
Even looking through my eyes
I've been struggling on the daily
I feel w8std all inside

I feel shitty all inside
I'ma fuck up
I'ma drug up
I'ma throw up
Puke my guts uppppp

Bruises and cuts
up to your knees
need this connection
i need you to see
you're not alone
there's always a we
you got the trust
i got it in me

mushrooms in the forest
my mind shows me what's important
my baby lookin' gorgeous
she my lil fortune
yuhh she my lil fortuneeee!!!

safari! (prod. xmichaelwarren)

[Chorus]
I can't really help the fuck ups
I'm just glad I had them young
And even though I messed up
My eyes are locked into the sun
She said I'm the one
Frankly baby you should run
Ready set go from the monster I've become

I can't really help the fuck ups
I'm just glad I had them young
And even though I messed up
My eyes are locked into the sun
She said I'm the one
Frankly baby you should run
Ready set go from the monster I've become

[Verse]
Pain just gave me more ideas
Writing when I'm drunk
Sadness such an inspiration
Till they find the gun
"You the chosen one"
Is what they told me years ago
But voices in my head are unreliable
My peers know what is right
They're not there at night
I got shadows in my sight
This time they seem nice
Told me reach the other side
Frankly I'm a boy
Sift through my goodbyes
How is w8std broken
I ain't never seen him cry

𝘐𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴
𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘥, 𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘳 𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘺
𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨
𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘴, 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘤 𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩

[Chorus]
I can't really help the fuck ups
I'm just glad I had them young
And even though I messed up
My eyes are locked into the sun
She said I'm the one
Frankly baby you should run
Ready set go from the monster I've become

I can't really help the fuck ups
I'm just glad I had them young
And even though I messed up
My eyes are locked into the sun
She said I'm the one
Frankly baby you should run
Ready set go from the monster I've become

Ready Set Go (prod. hateful) (9tails Cover)

Lyrics:
You wouldn't stick around to love me
Or try to find a way
Couldn't look me in my eyes
And tell me everything's okay
And if you try to leave me
I think I might go insane
(I think I might go insane)

An now we back to the basics
Tired of all this lame shit
I've been all alone
Sitting lonely in my basement
An you know that you're beautiful
Baby just embrace it

Most things don't come naturally
You gotta put them into motion
Answer when I text you pls
I'm tripping in the ocean
I get out and roll some weed
And sip up on my potion
Laying on the beach while Im feeling like I'm floatin'
(Feel like I'm floatin'
while I'm sippin' on my potion)

Passed out
In the backseat of your car again
And all the things we've been thru
I don't think that I could start again
And baby I just wanna be your man
I don't think that you could ever understand
(Understand)

all these lonely nights
Always feeling so long
I can't go a day
Without relying on my bong
Manifesting all emotion
Just to put into a song
And I may not know much
But I won't be here very long

I've been all alone
Wide awake inside my bed again
Thinking of the past we shared
And wishing I could hold your hand
And what's the point in waking up
If the only thing you feel is dread

You wouldn't stick around to love me
Or try to find a way
Never gave a fuck about me
Or the hurtful shit you'd say
So go ahead and leave me
I'll just blow my fucking brains

Tripping In The Ocean (prod. dead spyro)

lets b friends uwu

Lyrics:
I've been trying my best
And crying a lil bit
Tryna take baby steps
To figure out just who I am
Always feeling so depressed
A slave inside my own damn head
pistol to the temple
And it's time I fill it w the lead

And there's nothing left to save me
My head is fucked
Ignorant just like a baby
And don't waste your time I'm crazy
Try an keep my cool
But people wanna frame me
Don't mistake me
I may be depressed 
But I ain't lazy

I wake up
Just to feel down again
Normally I'm on my own
But truly I could use a friend
Aye
And I ain't tryna make amends
You threw our love away
And watched it float into the wind

Just friends
Fuck all the pretend
Hit it from the back end
Super Saiyan 
Had to ascend
Senzu beans my vitamins
Shooting shots like Eminem
Seeing shit like Peter pan
Acid tab invade my head

Gotta get outside my head
My money's up
But I'm in bed
 Selling drugs
And making bread
Stack it up
Before I'm dead
You cut me up 
And watch me bled
Save your words
I need promises

i could use a friend (prod. xmichaelwarren)

uwu luv u nat <3
lyrics:
Doing better now
Than I was just a week ago
Still I look into the mirror
And only see an empty soul
I wonder why I'm hurting
What's the reason
Where the antidote
Thoughts inside my head
That lead my heart
To always feel so cold x2

So cold 
I'm froze
This is true Love
I can feel it in my bones
But who knows
Where we'll Go
I wanna hold you everyday
And never let you go

Cant express all the love
You could never understand
I may have been a boy
But now u fuckin with a man
So glad I'm doing better
Cuz you showed me that I can
I wake up everyday
And you say that I'm the man
So baby let me love you
Every way I know I can
It's you and me forever
This bonds not something you can bend

I'm aware
I know that I'm fucked
I drink too much
And my mentality sucks
But you have me a chance
And I won't fuck it up
You never left my side
Even when im throwing up

And how you even do that?
I suck,
Baby you should know that
I'm stuck
Always in my head again
And I'll say it again
I love you again

Doing better now than I was just a week ago
Never thought I'd make it
Now I'm taking trips
And planning shows
Never been so lucky
You're so perfect from your head to toes

gnat (prod. ross gossage)

damn i rlly wish i could be better than i am

Lyrics:

Sparks fly
As we sit by the campfire
I cry
As I burn on the inside
We died
On that night of the low tide
I tried
But nothing's ever alright

It's never alright
Yeah I'll break down again
I'm missing your touch
As I bleed from within
And I miss your body
But now you're with him

And I just wish you would text me
Fucked up, too drunk
Then regret things
I miss your body
On the bed right beside me
If I could sum it all up
Call it bad timing
And I can't fix us from the tone
Or texts on ig (Instagam)
And I just wanna know
Do you even miss me

Baby could you tell me
Am I really worth it
And when you said you loved me
How'd you know that it was certain
I never thought I'd lose you
Now my heart is what is hurting
But I'd do it all again
If it would make me perfect (2x)

Perfect (prod. siem spark)

Lyrics:
Don't get close to me
I'll only ever let you down
My head just fucks with me
It's telling me we're nothing now

When I'm at the top
I can finally rest
The pain in my songs
Match the pain in my chest
You don't know what you have
Until your world has left
And I know I'm down bad
Anxiously I'm a mess
I can't calm down
without my meds
I can't sleep at night
Without you inside my bed
I can't breathe at night
When the panic sets in
And I don't wanna live
When my life's full of shit

I don't need your love
I just need my cats
Floating in the clouds
From this quarter ounce sack
If I take another shot
feel my vision going black
Maybe I should pause
I can feel I'm losing track

I don't wanna waste ur time
I'm a waste of space
doing differently than I was
But I'll never change
Swallowing pills through the night
And I pray they're laced
Maybe I can take all that
And meet God today

Smoke until I comotose
I'm tripping acid
I can feel you in my bones
inside this casket
I can say I'm better now
But life is tragic 
Ballin' like I'm kobe now
This trips like magic

My night gets better
When I can't see the sun
I drink and I drink
Till I puke up my guts
Your words hurt deep
So I talk to my gun
The climb looks steep
But I've already won

And I don't wanna waste ur time
I'm a waste of space
Too focused on my past
need to focus on my brighter days
Too busy getting money
Counting blues, yeah I've been getting paid
yuhhh I been getting paiiiiiiiidddddd

lolol the endings a joke, luv u <3

waste of space (prod. whywecry)

tommy the goat fr.
@tommyice1100 on insta
@w8std on insta

Knife ft. Tommy Ice (prod. siem spark)

fck up of a son :'(

Lyrics:
Everyday I'm waking up
And hating my life
Still I stick around
So of course I'm gonna cry
Do this shit jus for my family
I'm sorry I cut at night
Made my own momma so scared of me
Saw the drugs inside my eyes

drugs inside of my eyes
I'm a fuck up of a son
So of course I'm gonna cry
I've got no where left to run
So in hell, I reside
I've got nowhere left to run
So in hell I reside😞

Something's never change
And you're just one of them that's not
Take a look at what you did to me
You've left me here to rot
Fuck the memories you've built with me
It's time for them to stop

And I don't really need you in my life
I've been feeling so low
So I've been staying high
Sometimes I need a break
And I say I wanna die
But I love my mom so much
I'll would never leave her behind

I been throwing up
And I think it's from the pills
Bitch we not the same
You know I love my liquor chilled
I've been laying in my bed
Tryna get out of my feels
And you know I'm staying high
Cuz I'm blowing on this
Gas pack
Hit back
I just wanna see you
Can we, Snapchat?
I cannot believe you
When you say that
Give me one damn reason
I should take that

ofcimgonnacry (prod. dead spyro)

Lyrics: 
Things been hard
She still askin me to open up
But if I'm being honest
I don't think that I could sober up
My heads too much
So baby i've been fucking throwing up
And baby I could use you right now
I need to sober up
I need to do this for myself
Tired of living off the meds like
I think I need some fucking help
Anything to stop the stress
I know that it's been harder each day
And I know that you've been looking for a change
And I hope, i can take you away

Things been hard
Yeah, I never sobered up
I drank too much
Got arrested, started throwing up
I've been trying so hard
But close to giving up
And I'm so close to death
I'm never growing up
Yeah, I double dosed on my meds
In my brain I fried some cells
In this life I could see what's next
I'd rather give my life instead

sober up (prod. UNLUCKY)

Lyrics:
*I love u all who's been supporting me,
Thank you for everything, I love u all, 
Seriously, I mean that🎱🤍*

Got a few in my city, tryna represent me
Got some bands inside my pocket
But you know I'm lonely 
I rep the 8 ball
It's attached, it's a part of who I am
I cant stop this music
It's a part of who I am

I'm gonna die soon
And nobody can stop me
People wanting beef
I've got a gun just right beside me
Will I shoot you first
Or myself I don't know

Cookies in my blunt
And it fly my to the sky
I've been trying to build relations
Taking pills to get me by
In my mind I see u naked
But without you I'm blind
If I can't even see you
I guess I'll talk to my knife

Cuz I've been mad
And I'll be honest depressed
And I just need a friend 
That i can vent to when I'm stressed
And everyday I wake up
I've been feeling like shit
And I could use a friend
But no one gives a flying fuck about me
And that's alright
I'll take another drink
Waste away and past the time
I don't believe in love
That shit is just a lie
It'll bend your fucking bones
And break your fucking spine

🎱who i am 🎱(prod. neverland)

Lyrics: 
I was smoking blunts and rolling
You were downing shots and choking
You were feeling fucking hopeless
We were jumping bars being broken tryna heal our pain
Sick of feeling feelings
But you walked away

Blunts in my mouth
I don't rlly give a shit about how u feel
If you don't really love me now
Then I guess you, never truly will
And I gave you my everything
And you just broke me down
How the fuck you gonna
look at me and turn around
and act like you don't love me
How you do that to me
I could give you everything
And then you'd still leave me to bleed

You know I tried to love you
Yeah I crashed down hard
I can't change the way I act
Even though I try hard
DNA made up of these bad parts
Of my mental
It's hard to be simple

When you're fucked in the mind
It's not my fault
I hate when I cry
I know this a sad song 
But I'm just showing you my mind
I don't really wanna be alive
But I fight fight fight

*me jus humming, this beats beautiful it felt necessary*

I guess I'll see you in a week or two
I don't know what else I'm to do
I've called you everyday
And haven't even got a text from you
In my head, yeah i know I'm screwed
It's jus odd, I never lose
So when you walked away
It took my heart and ripped it in two

DNA (prod. OkayKoda)

lyrics...

Now I lost you
I hope you burn in hell
Every single word you said to me
Just rings like some bells
Inside my head
I know that I'm fucked up
Everyone I know can tell
(Yuh)
Honestly, I just want this artistry
I've been filling up my cup because
I know nobody's proud of me
I try so fuckin hard
But with this music no one's stopping me
I'll make it whether u like it or not
So fuck the ones who don't ride for me
Like honestly 
(Like honestly?🤕)

I could lend you a rack
You can't even scratch my back
Thats some fucking bum shit
I guess the drugs have turned you wack

Don't tell me you need me
Then just walk away
It'll do much more damage
Than I know I can take
I can't run from my feelings
So I drink them away
You know my name is w8std
So I live up to the name

Play this life like a game
Take od amounts
And I'm sure I'm insane
Well you can blame what you want
you're the one who walked away
I can't change who I am
So just walk away
jus walk away :(

walk away (prod. drmabeats)

Lyrics:
Don't talk about shit that you don't really know
Designer on my body
Got it head to my toes
I complain like a bitch
But I feel so alone
So I'll grind till I'm rich
And i'll wait by the phone

I drank enough shots
I can feel the jose
coughed up enough blood
I know I'm not okay
I hate how people know me
I just wanna be erased
Forget every fucking memory
And put me in a grave

Dug my own grave
and I'm laying in it now
I need these feelings out my chest
Or anything to calm me 
Pls jus call me now
I need a fucking hug
Or a pillie in my mouth
Either way is fine with me
I've been heading southbound 
I've been hurting everyday
Crave a bullet in my mouth
Everyday I feel the same
happiness within a drought

I really watched you walk away :(
Still I'm wondering how :(
I'm still wondering how :(

call me now (prod. UNLUCKY)

dis shit on my bday letzzzgoo
Lyrics:
I've been having dreams
Waking up and fucking shaking
I tremble in my sleep
I feel my demons are awakened
But I don't hear a peep
Where's my friends at when I need them?
When I need them

I can hardly breathe
All these drugs that I'm taking
I'm sure my lungs are green
I know that I will never make it
Everynight I weep
And I don't know if I can take this

I waste my time
Doing every substance I percieve in my eyes
Living each day just like it's a Friday night
I don't know if I'ma make
But baby that's alright

Look at my body
I been bleeding
I been sobbing
And losing sleep and
Drinking Bacardi
It's all that I need
I don't wanna talk
I just wanna sleep yuh

Fuck it then
I guess I never knew enough
I would sit around and cry
Until I'm sick and throwing up
I can wait for better days
But they're never showing up
So I'll sit around and cry
Waste away while growing up
Don't give a fuck
About you or your feelings
I'm just filling my pockets up
Running it up until I stack to the ceiling

substance (prod. Tsurreal)

(these drugs can never help me
I know that I'm fucked
maybe someday, I will grow, the fuck up)

How you say you love me?
I don't even wanna know
How could you just fake it
And watch me grow old
Don't know If I can take this
Wonder if the ring is sold
The one that I had bought for you
But then you went and had to fold
You folded on my heart
Now I'm laying in the dark
Throwing up my guts
And I wish I could restart
And I know that times were rough
And they'll always be hard

I don't expect an easy job
And I know my bodies gonna always throb
Waking up and getting top and some slop
Helps with mentality
Perhaps my insanity

Or what's left of me
Girl you broke me down
I feel like I'm nothing
I'm the enemy now
You told me that you love me
Then you went and slept around
How could you go and do that?
Please god just put me in the ground
Please just put me in the ground😞

*sorry got a lil emotional at the end and screamed "fuck" but I let out a lot of emotions making this song and cried like a bitch making it so, I needed it. Still I apologize, I'll never shy away from putting every last ounce of emotion I have into my music so if you don't fuck with it, jus don't listen🤍🎱*

ring (prod. drmabeats)

Lyrics:🎱🎱🎱🎱
🎱🎱🎱🎱🎱🎱
Holdup
I could've swore
That you were different
Take a step back
Think before you make decisions
I cry to myself sometimes
I caught myself simping
Wasting time while wasting space
I hate how you can never listen

I've been fixing, all of my scars
And I just need the cure
To a truly broken heart
With love, you're never sure
But I knew right from the start
That you would be the one
To rip my soul and heart apart

i've been trying hard
You never cared about me
Now I'm building up my guard
I'll roll until I'm happy
And I'm floating in the stars
I'm sick of all your capping
Think it's time to hit the bar
(Lezzgo)

If I'm being honest
It still hurts to hear your name
Knowing you're with someone else
Is something hard to take
I tried to let it go
But I see you when I sleep
But this is what you chose
And it's hard for me to see

If I make a sad song
Than it's something to cry to
I don't need the liquor
I just need me right beside you
But you can't look me in the eyes
I been tryna understand
But I really don't get why

I don't get why
Why I even live this life
I wake up feeling empty
Consciously I'm never fine
I sit around and ponder
Blowing loud just to pass the time
Don't bother asking me
Am I doing fine
I'll tell you some bullshit
And come up with a lie
I'm sick of my feelings
And I'd rather just die
Fuck all this bullshit 
I'm done with your lies
Now im feeling stupid
While I'm sure you're feeling fine 
I might just lose it
Breakdown, maybe cry
But I'm so clueless
Why I can't feel alive
I guess I'm just stupid
Nobody can save my life

stupid (prod. rossgossage)

none of my business ft. tokieo (prod. rossgossage)

Lyrics:
(If I could dig inside my brain
I'd take my memories and erase them
Get rid of all the pain I felt
Leave me numb and nearly brainless)

I would pray to God
Tryna counteract Satan 
Booted from this Molly
body high feels amazing
Careful with the drugs
leave my serotonin craving 
I drank a lil much
Ion even know what I'm saying
But I'll praying
upon these stars
Maybe someday, someday
They'll fix my heart
They'll fix my heart, idk where to start

Idk where to start
I've been smoking in my car
I been blowing on this gas
Got it smelling like a fart
In my future going far
On the stage I'm going hard
When alone I'm in the dark
Making bands and moving carts

Making bands like I'm supposed to
don't know if I'ma ghost you
I been tryna make this work
But Ima hit the road soon
Don't know where I'ma go to
Idk where I'm gonna go to

Next, I've been running up a check
Every single day, i been running off the meds
You can get a hug, but don't need no hands in my pants
I got pills inside pocket and a gun maybe by chance

A gun maybe by chance
I pull it out and then I cock it
Try an Rob me, I'ma stop it
I'm on top an it's exhausting
Take a pic and then I crop it
Hurting deeply, cannot stop it
I need help, but do not want it yuh
(I don't want ittttttt)

meds (prod. OkayKoda)

:/ maybe one day...
Lyrics:
Shut the fuck up
I need your undivided attention
I'll only say it once
So you better fuckin listen
I'm sick of my existence
And im so done with this life 
And seeing you with him
Makes me wanna gouche out my eyes
(Gouche out my eyes, fuck this life
I don't even, I don't even, I don't even
Wanna be alive)

Got my head in my hands
And you're knocking on my door
You been worried bout me baby
I been bleeding on the floor
Better friends with my knife
Than I am with these whores
I can read between the lines
I aint hurting you no more
I know that you don't really want me now
You said, everything you could about it
I know the past is the past but
Can we find a way back around to it?

No matter how hard I try
She push me away
Lost count of nights that i would cry
 cutting away :'(
And I'm so scared of situations
Something's can never change
Like the way I feel about you
Or this life that I seem hate

Gouge Out My Eyes (prod. Lovlok)

Lyrics:

w8std: Don't go
Cannot hear you whisper
To my dark soul 
You can have my jacket
It's been so cold
Find the love inside your chest
To let me go
Let me gooo

Don't go
I've been feeling empty
And my heart's froze
Didn't plan on being 20
Now I'm stuck though
I've been moving through my future
With my eyes closed 
(Fuck my past blows)

Feeling lost like Mary ( lost mary the vapes ;)
This weed in my blunt looking hairy
Bend that bitch over
She ask for it scary
I don't need a puck ( the fairy from beserk the manga ;)
I don't need a fairy
These games that you playing
Got me feeling like guts
I cut through your armor
You ask for it harder
All on my arm, I got cuts
But can I go deeper, like what?

You told me you wanna talk
But I can't feel my heartbeat
Our love was written in some chalk
I hate the reaper saves me
My fault for crying out 
Normally you couldn't phase me
But I've been in my head
(So take back what you said)
You severed my heart
And you'll break it again
Never thought you would play me
Or fuck on my friend
Now both of you screwed
Now you had me until the end
So when I blow up
Don't expect to be friends
I don't need fake love
Can't pretend
(I wish you would say something 
But it's the end)

I've been coughing up my lungs
I've been staring at my feet
My ribs are hurting badly
think it's time to catch some sleep
cuz I've been feeling sad
But I won't accept defeat
I must get it from my dad
The difference is, I wouldn't leave :( fuck you dad you did all of this 2 me primarily :'(  

Kennedyxoxo the legend:
I must get it from my dad
he's the reason that i'm strong
not for the reason you would think
but he showed me I can do it on my own :(
now every time I'm sad, I can go and make another song
I know that you're mad, I guess some things never change at all
I guess some things never change at all
but I sure changed a lot,
and I can't break your fall, cause I'm still at the top
he's the reason why, I'm never gonna stop
I'ma show him that I'm worth it
even though i know I'm not

Don't Go (ft. kennedyxoxo) (prod. rossgossage)

Lyrics:
I'll never admit that I miss you
Or the fact that the memories hurt too
I did everything I could just to love you
 And I never thought that I would lose you

I'm just too damn scared to commit
Sometimes I just need a drink and a spliff
You can leave me now, just make it quick
Cuz I don't care at all, I don't give a shit

And I couldn't if I want to
But don't you ever question if ever loved you
I gave you everything I could
And I still lost you
And I got broken pieces
In and out my heart too

Hit a cake cart, bake bar
moving through the streets
You can take what's mine
And I don't expect a thing
You can waste my time
And my money on your rings
I should walk away
But I cant move my feet

I can't move my feet
I've been smoking gasoline
I've been moving sideways
Prolly drunk and blowing weed
Prolly need some fucking sleep
I've been sweating in my sheets
My mind is violent
And It's killing me

Will you try an pick me up
When I fall down
Balenciaga how I'm dressing
When I walk out
You say you love your city
Damn I hate my home town
I swear the stress is winning
Got nobody tryna talk now
Talk down
Damn I'm not surprised :(
You said we're in love
But baby I can read your lies
Don't ask me in a month
If you can stay another night
I'd prolly give in and say yes
But I won't be alive 

I'm not tryna live that long
Under stress, pressure got me gripping my bong
I Need some help
But I can't stay here long
You're doing well
While I'm wishing you weren't gone

vi0lent m1nd (prod. gee hues)

lyrics:

the common good gives the upper hand
And baby when you cry I don't understand
Can't explain jus how I feel inside
An If I'm being honest baby I don't wanna try

I guess, you'll call if you need me
You left, so now you never get to see me
And i know, things are never easy
Just try and cope, fuck the hatred you would feed me
(x2)

Just tell me, whatever I wanna hear
I can keep it together
I can hold back my tears
and its been a while
Since I've seen ya smile
I'll do anything to get my hands on you

Sometimes, at night, i can never fall asleep
I'm terrified, I pray to God you never leave
Bad luck sits, right by my side
So I'll spend my time
just staring at my feet

blow my money no receipts
When I fall down
I pick myself up on my feet
I know you're better off without me
But I can't shake the feeling
That I'm not even who I wanna be

who i wanna be (prod. OkayKoda)

Lyrics:
I might as well wake up
It's just another day alive
It's killing me to know
I may never see your smile
You're sitting pretty with him
But are you even happy with your life?

I'm sorry I attach, in such a short time
And come short of explaining how i'm feeling inside
But everytime I'd see you It would freeze up my mind 
So nervous just to talk to you
(And I'm sorry)

I wasn't tryna act a fool
I was just drunk knowing he's not good for you
But fuck, neither am I too
I'm a waste of space
I'm pathetic to my roots

It's just another day alive
I just wish the substances could change my mind
I wake up sad picturing you in my mind
I wish I had the confidence to even say "hi"

But I don't cuz I'm broken
passionate, and I'm learning how to cope and
looking in the mirror only tears me up inside :'(
I wanna be anybody else but I'm stuck inside this life

Just Another Day Alive (prod. slayingibis)

Lyrics:

Forget about my problems
Put a pistol to my head
Green beam upon my eyes
Show me peace within the lead
I've been wasting many nights
Tryna cope, but I'm just losing my friends

And they're all that I've got
You fuck with them
And you're getting shot
I'd rather burn in hell
But I'm included in the plot
That Ion even understand
So I just sit and smoke my pot

God damn, I love my weed
Always was a lover, but it grew with thc
I became a stoner for a chance I wouldnt leave
The world before I'm 20, now I'm laughing,
what a dream 

But everything aint always what it seems
Life is looking up, and the wizards waverly
Disney with my mom, got my feeling 14
I truly miss it all, at least I still got my family

(What a dream, I still got my familyyyyyy)
(and I fkn love them)
(Chorus again)🙄

And they're all that I've got
And mean more to me than I ever thought
I'd die for them
And id take a shot
Straight to my head
Just to heal their bad thoughts

all that i've got (prod. slayingibis)

vomit (prod. xmichaelwarren)

jesus fuck he never stops knocking

Lyrics:
Nowhere feel like home
and im feeling rlly homesick
shawty only luv me cause she know im staying toxic
shawty off the molly
and she do a lot of talking
pop a lil pillie
feel the blood rush to my noggin'
turn off my ringer when I hear somebody calling
death at my front door
and he wont ever stop fucking knocking
(he wont stop knocking)
(shit)
(thats not very shocking)

Shooting at my heart
but i jus down b to reflect it (smash refrence)
why'd you say the things you said
if you rlly never meant them
I gave you my heart
in the trash is where you left it
i'd give you my allllllll
if only you'd accept it

I dont even have a plan
cuz i cant see tomarrow
i could say the truth
but baby could you even swallow?
I've been livin' desperately
my chest is feelin' hollow
baby jus' take my hand
and try your best 2 follow

Baked off a benzo
I been tying ends tho
every since you broke my heart
my head feel like it's gone blow

you think that i'm different
i say i'm the same
ask me where im going
baby i tell you insane
did you not notice?
this shit is not a game
pls don't lose focus
my intentions were the same

Nowhere feel like home
and im feeling rlly homesick
shawty only luv me cause she know im staying toxic
shawty off the molly
and she do a lot of talking
pop a lil pillie
feel the blood rush to my noggin'
turn off my ringer when I hear somebody calling
death at my front door
and he won't ever stop fucking knocking
(he wont ever stop knocking)
(thats not very shocking)

death at my front door (prod. Tsurreal)

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