baby i been chilling inside the cave on the east
from here i see the future so they treat me like a beast
they say i swear i never knew it or the place that its lost in
seld esteem within the walls ive been giving up on my concious

tryna find a reason it hurts every time i breathe
different battle with the seasons, fuck the cold and the heat
they say nothing i connect with but surprised i wanna leave
everything resentful an enigmas what ill be 

im just there
im a statue crumbling im not here
im all intrinsic so i guess i dont care 
they all ignore, or mayb im too aware
i do this 4 me, and everyone i love will get the share

hiding in the shadows 
ashamed of my name
ashamed where i come from and 
and im sorry that i came

i hate that i feel these things
when i know what ive achieved
my bloodline watching over like i wish that kid would see
(jus find peace)

put so much effort in to breaking down these walls
all odds against me and im still standing tall
i carry weight that u could never imagine 
so why would i relate when u speak to me at all

its hard to know my worth when i cant picture where i stand
guess im on my own, no suppression when i land
2 decades ive been destined for a confusing life
but im still here ive had no option but to fight

the enigma

the enigma (flesh x jolst)

harley quinn ft. Love Jai

lyrics


i cant talk rn
ion feel right
i might take another 7 
make me feel right
what am i spose to feel
if we all die
rusting from my base
incant say that i wont die yung
u jus need to know that im with u but
i cant promise i will be here forever 
i need a bullet thru my skull
god my head hurts 
i already tried once
i can only get worse

im so tired 
how u think it feels
when ur skin is on fire
i cant lie
i been dying slower since i tried to unwind
i say im fine
but im praying i can find a rope tonight 
i stay alive
against what i was hoping i jus wanna sleep tight

i jus need to fond another way
im sorry
tell me what to do
idk if u still want me
ill go on a walk
no wallet
no car keys
i aint coming back
im sick of the scarring

all i do is fail u
i wish i was better
but my wishes go unanswered 
i cant see the otherside from this side of the camper
the only thing i see is the inevitable damage


i cant talk rn
ion feel right
i might take another 7 
make me feel right
what am i spose to feel
if we all die
rusting from my base
incant say that i wont die yung
u jus need to know that im with u but
i cant promise i will be here forever 
i need a bullet thru my skull
god my head hurts 
i already tried once
i can only get worse

anothr n anothr so on + so forth

Talking to ghosts (M0ntybeats)

Friendly Reminder

doesn't feel like home w/ Kid Benzo (timeless)

Lyrics🎱

she cut me off, and said to sit
ain't no time to be in no rush 
We got shit to talk about
If there's gone be an "us"
love can feel so empty 
With the sex, money, drugs

still I hope you miss me
while I'm drug through the mud
Sitting asking Siri
how the fuck to find love
reliant on this henny
but I say it's all in fun
I don't even want your pity
I just wanna be done

grown man
20 years down
still I talk soft-spoken
romance
Stuck inside thoughts
but I won't own them

And alcohol ain't fixing me
I tend to digress
I've tried a little bit of everything 
with little progress
I'll love myself eventually
I'm sorry for the death
Thoughts, stuck so far inside of me
I'm sorry I'm a mess

I let the stress become a part of me
I'm tryna let it end
take me back to where we started
need that feeling once again
I miss you on my body
You my nami
Regimen, this more than just a hobby
it's a part until the end

Passed out on a park bench
hard times, losing friendships
good times, but they end quick 
Long nights, in my feelings
a strong tide, when the wind hit
red eyes, from the bic flip
so high, won't admit it 
I feel my heart while the time tick (away)

while the time tick (malloy)

slow (prod ?)

lyric

players in my circle
fuck around i hurt you
i aint playing games
bitch i did that like im erkle
wide body cullinan
petal to the medal
picked you like a flower
but you fell off like a petal
playing with my feelings
start steaming like a kettle
i was rocked up
so she gave me skull candy
dont push my buttons
hoe you playing like you dee dee
i just spilled the wok
now im muddy like im carti
i can see her thong
it reminded me of carti

lights camera action
we bouta make a movie
mandatory pour up if your entering the studi
they thought we wouldnt make it
now were up well whoda thought
big fucking check look just like doodlebob
i just spilled some goop on my keyboard
amiro turned it to a church but it was once a clothing store

powderize the percocet
cause that shit had me floating more
said you love amiro
baby you dont even know the lore
big ass cheezit
taco bell
my tummy aint feeling well
amiro making magic through the dell
wearing cologne that even jeremy fragrance couldnt smell
these hoes like mitochondria inside my fucking cell
throw some coins inside my pocket
i might wish you well
this aint yeat
but imma still play the fucking bell

tris tornado

KRISS - Baby Milo

"988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline"

Produced by Taigen; Joel Ruiz p/k/a Jkei (Collaborator)

Overthinker

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while the time tick (malloy)

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