Addictions/Nothing +Cypression (Metlast)

ever the ghost - hollow

i just want to disappear 
this body of stone
hollow and laced with fear
just leave me alone

the path was dark 
but i learned to light it
lead me out of hope unrequited

lead me out

don't pretend 
i am something of value to you

Hollow

if ur depressed, put ur head to mine [dash]

self inflicted

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

"medicine" off of deathbed volume 1
recorded and mixed by drewisdead, twilight blue & ILYL aka draven.fm

medicine [drewisdead x Twilight Blue] (prod. ILYL)

prod. poppy ozu

set the clock back
look at the map
wouldnt know where youd be at
havent been texting my friends
i let down everyone, only cause stress
try my best to keep it cool
why does it feel like youre watching my moves
talk shit on the gram but still thinkin we’re cool
dont fuck with the
(shut the fuck up)
tmm on my chest
fuck all the rest
not really tho but maybe a bit
we got this shit by ourselves like a bat out of hell
we do the shit that you dont think will sell
drink on my water and work on my wealth
hit the tim hortons just outside of guelph
not gonna lie man i really need help
i wanna stop talking to myself
does it make sense?
i cannot tell
you drove me into the ground
now im just haunted by all of the sounds
dead in the ditch is how i hope im found
these are the things that i wont say out loud
now i know what goes around comes around
dead on the roof is how i hope im found
now i know what goes around, goes around

i wish there was a rhyme or reason whenever it rolls around the seasons
and all of the leaves start to turn and you start to burn in my brain.

phaedos (prod. poppy ozu)

Third song off the album.
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: @seejayxo
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x seejayxo
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

[Verse: @seejayxo]
yea you stay disapearing
fuck my life i hope she steal it
i got bottles filled with feelings
i got drugs like i be dealing

money it comes and goes
just like a lot of these hoes
im makin plays like a quarterback
LA next week and then Florida stat
i cannot fuck with the fakes bitch
i got a lot i could say shit
but i keep my head down
just like your bitch in my bed now

im with the gang on the east side
we just been smoking that tree high
i keep a hand on my gat
fuck u thought bitch all strapped
why is they talking about me
like boy u is following me
you look like a clown to me
you look like a clown to me

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

Where We First Met (ft. seejayxo)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)
Cover Art by: xipz
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MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/tAGB4vZ5Q0w?si=nvjx6ku6O-NURyef 
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LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
i been ascending n i dont think i feel real
wander the woods think ill find my soul here

if i get lost then dont come to find me
skinwalker boy i dont need you to find me

nicoteen high, sippin red wine
blood on my knife rotting corpse to my right

too busy daydreamin, too busy daytrippin
liminal space roamin backrooms im still movin

[Bridge]
i feel
like im one with
you

[Verse 2]
you dont wanna feel the same way
i can see that in your worried gaze

if you get hurt then im the one to blame
if i hurt you then aim for my brain

cuz i dont wanna mess this up
but i always tend to fuck shit up

i tend to hide away when times get tough
it dont mean i hate you, i just had enough

[Bridge]
i feel
like im one with
you

[Verse 3]
she say she like me cuz i dont talk to no one
thats just anxiety but i dont fuck with no one

keep my mouth shut cuz i dont want attention
yeah i kinda miss u but i dont wanna face that

yeah i dont wanna face that
nah i dont wanna face that

Ascending [+ MUSIC VIDEO]

i was bored, so i did this little cover 😭
i know it's not that good, but i still wanted to share it with y'all 🤧

Lyrics:
My soul aches for you
You belong with me
Yeah, I was made for you
And you were made for me
Why do you still reject me?
i don't know
Bae without me you're empty
all alone

You, I'm calling for
Tearing down the walls in my abode
Lying on the floor in a pit of blood
I still don't know if it's love or lust
But I need her, I will do it all for her
Anything she wants me to

My love, return my love or you'll fall down
I'd cut out my heart if it meant
That you'd hold it close
that you'd hold it close

You, I'm calling for
Tearing down the walls in my abode
Lying on the floor in a pit of blood
I still don't know if it's love or lust
But I need her, I will do it all for her
Anything she wants me to

S U P P O R T
W H A T S A H E A R T :
YouTube:
https://youtube.com/@whatsaheart?si=K...
Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1Ry6D...
SoundCloud:
https://soundcloud.com/user-976026475
TikTok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@whatsaheart3?...
Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/whatsaheart...

Prod. Grayskies

for her (whatsaheart cover)

I been smokin on the blunt while my memory fades 
I hate myself I hate my life can’t pray for better days
I hate the feelings that I get where I can’t mask my pain
I feel the rotting deep inside it’s deep inside of my brain
I hate the way I fucking talk like I think I’ll be okay
enjoy
But deep inside I really lose my mind like everyday
Cant stand the way I fuckin treat you how I push you away 
I wouldn’t blame you if you left me know you don’t wanna stay
Epiphany of you inside of his car I’ll just break another line, life shouldnt be this hard
I used to take those bars had dreams of bein a star but all that shit got cut right down soon as I gave you my heart

Crowded places 
Thought I saw you on the street 
Just the other day
Memories fading 
If we sat and talked 
I’m sure we’d catch them all 

I’m losing I’m losing 
Losing my fucking mind 
I’m wasting I’m wasting 
Wasting my fucking time 
I’m so sad still so sad 
They think I’ll be just fine
While I’m left yeah I’m left 
Here all alone to die
I hate the way I’m never right when it comes to all the nights 
Sitting alone inside my mind I hate the way I live my life 
I hate the way I make them happy, but cant even maintain mine 
I hate the way I act okay when I’m rotting deep inside 
I hate the way way I hate myself 
I hate the way I want the wealth 
I hate the way I had these dreams and I’ve just put em on a shelf 
It’s like I’m stuck inside a hell I call depression can you tell 
It’s eating me away so slowly suicide just rings my bell ://
I’m losing I’m losing 
Losing my fucking mind 
I’m wasting I’m wasting 
Wasting my fucking time 
I’m so sad still so sad 
They think I’ll be just fine
While I’m left yeah I’m left 
Here all alone to die

stop talking, ill be dead by next week anyways (Prod. CapsCtrl)

thank you for finding my music
booking/features:
https://www.instagram.com/evertheghost

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/5qqTPHxmatfwOb372BMtCx?si=d0pJVvC-R6OKxowTOG_o_g

Hollow

Ever The Ghost

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