Name: I Am Nature, I Am Turtle (Instrumental) by Everwalden
Duration: 1 min 58 s
Description: This song is a strange epiphany with a lo-fi beat.

Arend’s latest work, “Demo-Listen Derby 2020,” began as a biweekly demo series on Patreon and has evolved into a three-volume EP-set and an ongoing yearly project. For Arend, “Demo-Listen Derby” is an exercise in anti-perfectionism, following after self-recording heroes such as Richard Swift and Sufjan Stevens. Each song from the set is one-take, recorded on one-mic in his home studio, and resultantly, the sonic aesthetic is not unlike ‘60s and ‘70s guitar-and-voice folk records.

Arend Lee Jessurun - songwriter, vocals, guitar, producer, mixing & mastering engineer, artwork

Meet me there, the empty square,
the city planner’s pet
in your darkest clothes, now promise don’t forget.

Those curfew cops and rolling stops
are just a cat and mouse,
like teenage pride, to sneak outside your house.

Homely is this town, and lame.
Lonely is its name.
All this time shopping at the five and dime,
waiting for a shot just to say.

Walk me in the jasmine wind
and orange blossom rows.
Take me out to talk about your woes.

This town is red and jolie laide.
I’ll leave it all behind.
I hear that song, and you get on my mind.

Homely is this town, and lame.
Lonely is its name.
All this time shopping at the five and dime,
waiting for a shot just to say.

The dark and dew, they light on you.
The street lamps softly glow
and light the mist where lovers kiss below.

There’s time to pass, to lie in grass.
You made some room for me.
Your mother’s quilt, it made grass wilt beneath.

Homely is this town, and lame.
Lonely is its name.
All this time shopping at the five and dime,
waiting for a shot just to say.

The Other Shoe (Demo)

Lonely Is Its Name (Demo)

Arend’s latest work, “Demo-Listen Derby 2020,” began as a biweekly demo series on Patreon and has evolved into a three-volume EP-set and an ongoing yearly project. For Arend, “Demo-Listen Derby” is an exercise in anti-perfectionism, following after self-recording heroes such as Richard Swift and Sufjan Stevens. Each song from the set is one-take, recorded on one-mic in his home studio, and resultantly, the sonic aesthetic is not unlike ‘60s and ‘70s guitar-and-voice folk records.

Arend Lee Jessurun - songwriter, vocals, guitar, producer, mixing & mastering engineer, artwork

All my yesterdays
are scratched into a plaque.
I know all my mistakes
when I’m looking back.

You bend and break,
you push and shove.
You wreck and make
and fall in love.
You live and learn
and turn around.
You get you your turn
to get lost and found.

I deconstruct to smithereens.
I dreamed a dream you hated me.
I’m fighting with my multitudes.
My soul, now what’s the matter, you?

You bend and break,
you push and shove.
You wreck and make
and fall in love.
You live and learn
and turn around.
You get you your turn
to get lost and found.

Get Lost And Found (Demo)

This song was a reflection of trauma and self healing that myself and Avia experienced. We wanted this song to be relatable and we wanted people to know that "you are not alone, you can make it, you are strong, and to love yourself first". This song was an emotional roller coaster, I had to dig through my trauma and use my pain to self heal. I want to let the listeners know that if you ever need someone to talk too, if you ever feel alone, you can always contact me through here or my social media to talk and vent. We love you all!

Couple therapy

Runnin

Runnin Ft. Avia Cassini

IG | @musicbytudor
TT | @musicbytudor

Verse one 
Fell a long way now baby
all the way down
These thoughts got me going crazy
No I’m not sound

Pre
Reread the text, you sent no I know
Its not healthy, but I got to hold to the hope 
That maybe I’m wrong 
And maybe you’ll be back so soon

Chorus 
I’m Love sick
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I can’t get off the floor
Love Sick,
I’ll confess, I’m obsessed but I still want some more

Verse two 
How is it that I could be so blind 
and keep on, keep on ignoring the signs 
Of the truth
You don’t want me 

How is it that I could hold on to hope
Even tho you told me keep it so low   What’s wrong with me?
(I still believe.) 
I must be 

Chorus 
I’m Love sick
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I can’t get off the floor
Love Sick,
I’ll confess, I’m obsessed but I still want some more

Bridge 
Some one call the the doctor,
Some one get the nurse
all the pain I’m in is only getting worse
I need a new prescription 
Strongest that you have
come n’ do it quickly -    it’s really getting  bad    
take away the memories, take away the shame
Take away the  sadness, the madness I’m

LOVE SICK (DEMO)

This song is a strange epiphany with a lo-fi beat.

I Am Nature, I Am Turtle (Instrumental)

Music, vocals, production: Jessica Gerhardt
Words: St. Julian of Norwich
Mixing, mastering: Arend Lee Jessurun

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