with FøRD (soundcloud.com/breckenford)

Greenwood:
Getting dark, its getting cold
And you’ve done more than you could know
But I’d still let you in to say again
It’s better now

So what would you say in the dark light of your kitchen floor
Cause lately its no one that I’m living for
And there’s no peace fucking anymore
You were so close, only 24
And I still got a fucked up memory now
But thoughts of you could still break through
I limp unsteady through every town
Man I really thought I could save you

And I’m only here til you’re gone
The night on the pier, I still go there a lot
And I held the feeling I know that it’s wrong
But lately its not even safe in my thoughts

Greenwood & FøRD:
If that’s what you wanna do
It goes away
I know its been haunting you
We hardly talk
Just know that I thought it through

Its getting cold
And you’ve done more than you could know
I saw your hints, I saw your notes
But couldn’t say why

FøRD:
What I wanna say
Instead ima whisper it up in my head
Worried that you’ll break my bones, break my vertebrae
Just like the rest you make me wanna run away
Can we touch base another day?

It’s so hard I can’t begin to tell you the truth
Lights out and I don’t know what the fuck to do
Ask how but I don’t know if I could explain
Bad crowd and now, now I know that they were lame

I used to dream of every night laying next to you
And now I drink cause suicidal thoughts are overdue

So I guess I’ll just leave the room
I’ve had a mess up
But don’t wanna tie a noose

Greenwood & FøRD:
If that’s what you wanna do
It goes away
I know its been haunting you
We hardly talk
Just know that I thought it through

Rosewater (w/ Brecken )

prod by icantsleeplol
(a old song ill never finish, so here's what i have rn)
ps. if i had the file for this song, i would've mixed it properly, so im sorry

lyrics:
i lay in my bed, and i sit and sigh
and i stay up all night and i go and write
about the feelings that i really cant identify
so i wonder all the ways i couldn't satisfy
her needs and expectations that she already had in mind
and i was blind by the way she looked me in my eyes
and said "im sorry" but there's no need to apologize
all the times u fucked me up and tried to justify
u always loved that game where i was inside of a box
and silenced me everytime i had a single thought
and i questioned it but you told me that i was wrong
u drilled it in my head that this is where i belong

justify (unfinished, unmixed)

prod. heyzbee & neverforever

is it sad i want to know how how bad i hurt you
you’ve dealt with me for so long, your patience of virtue
i want to be someone you cry to
but i’m still unsure what i can do
please do not lie, if you aren’t mine, just say so
our star signs, do align, but im ghost
it’s bout time, i realize, that im froze
so i hide, in your eyes, but im stoned

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

i try to tell you something but you never get the hint
god i’m scared to say i like you i don’t wanna be dismissed
yeah i’m filled disappointment cuz i think i can predict
everything that you would say if ever did admit
it’s affecting my health
distancing myself
wish i could tell
god, this is hell

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

object

prod. heyzbee & onidtnom

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest 

honestly, i’m struggling, but i don’t think that’s fair to say 
god i feel so selfish every time i write and the say way 
i’ve been feeling recently, i don’t wanna stay the same
this a cry for help but no one cares, i do this day by day
are you listening to me, every word can you repeat?
god it feels like you’re a liar when you say you’re caring please
it’s all upsetting to me, everything you say is cheap 
you just wanna make me feel better but that’s not what i need 

AVXiD:
i been getting worse
everyday i turn
bb can we take it back a little
back to what we were
let my body purge 
let my systems burn
enter in my heart and sew it up cuz it had start to hurt

split my brain into pieces
u know that i need 
im sick of being
who im not 
somehow seeing
somehow breathing
barely bleeding
let it rot

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

upside down (feat. AVXiD)

HmmYesI’mTrulyInformed

Prod.diegointhedark
Lyrics-

Don’t call my phone 
Hoe I’m switching to the radio
Switch channel 
And I heard me on the radio
Strip down
She was giving me fellatio 
White flags
When I said they was hating tho 
Eating outshine bars
On the patio
Can’t downplay me 
Imma trendsetter
I’m an old timer guy
So I left her with a letter

tryna trash me 
With no intention
Imma love bomb
Blow up with affection
Imma sick dawg
I need affection
Got anxiety 
I can’t take the tension

Can't take my swag
Should’ve known better
Change her look by the day
And her mood by the weather
Ripped the muha 
Now I’m light like a feather
Keep crawling back
Cause she told me I was tethered

OldTimer

prod. taurs

lyrics:
whoa
directionless, i drift away
i have to find a better way
i never wanna let it go to waste
in this dark haze
you give me a spotlight
i swear that it's haunted
i can't turn around
something in me bring me towards the sound
tryna make a little money
make my parents proud
do what you wanted
i know that it's far away
it'll take time
i step in the house 
and i feel safe by your side
maybe we can 
get out of this broken place
i cannot control the play
i just let it happen to me
maybe we could fly away
go and see the world
we can go wherever you want
yea i would tag along
even if we gotta walk
moving like a vagabond
did September like a pro
please keep the camera rolling
did you see what i just saw
i swear it's not the psychedelics
i compelled a better bidding
get too close and i get bitten
i guess i'll keep fucking with it
i guess i'm just scared
how could i compare
to anyone with better than me?
find me when everything collapses
i'm magic
and i got a spell for you
standing by the lectern
i swear that i knew her
she would play the pastor
but something brought the soul
did you get it, did you post it?
i thought i was drowning but i'm floating
tryna get a breath
you should take a rast
flashing i'm in the red
like it's ash from a cigarette
i promise you it's there and you can trust me
trust, i'm the first motherfucker that's gonna judge me
i just wanna hold it down and keep you safe when it gets ugly
when i'm done i'll hold you close and fall asleep
maybe in the dreams i have
it doesn't have to be so bad
maybe we can grow together, learn together
left the ghost to do her rest

look (taurs)

Lyrics:

Got that high tide
When I get high
Don't you think twice
You will know why:
"1, 2, 3, 4 in the deathmatch"
I'm just lost in conversation
Were you just dumb as a bricks
I'm hearing things once again

Take me with you, I wanna go there
You know it's true, don't you let go
Take me with you, I wanna go there
Take me with you

Feral to the fault
When I lose heart
Don't you close eyes
When I tell you:
I'm autistic, I'm just different
Social life, inside a trash can
No one cares, no fucks to give
I really hate it when they say:

Take me with you, I wanna go there
You know it's true, don't you let go
Take me with you, I wanna go there
Take me with you

take me with you [+ wixxy]

cooked (prod. rollie)

unrequited.

Lyrics:

Before We Go

Tell me what you dream alone at night
What you tuck away in the morning light
Do feelings that you try to hide
Scare so much you hold them deep inside

Tell me one more time why you stayed
For a future shrouded in mist and haze
For you and me and our lives
And battles that together we might fight

I want to understand the reasons we’ve grown strong
With passing seasons full of rights and full of wrongs
Life’s ebb and flow deepens how we feel
And day by day tomorrows are revealed

Life’s ebb and flow deepens how we feel
And day by day tomorrows are revealed

Before we go down the road again
The one we walk as each day begins
I want say that you in my life 
Brightens every step towards twilight

I want say that you in my life 
Brightens every step towards twilight



unrequited.

Mackk (@everythingmackk)

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