why the ok yup lowkey sound like my voice bro, that tripped me tf out lol

[+ loverboybeats]

@navyxower
@dylaanlotus
@noxious-nights
@souldfadexo
@emptychest
@northshoremusic

(navy)
gotta black tee
some would say its green
baby i gotta lay down
baby im feeling weak

wandering through the streets
heartbreak on the seames
ima travel cross the sea, i wonder what it means

party you party, lets party you talk in ur sleep, i need to get outta here again
why do you wanna get down with him, i heard you talking im sick

when we met by the water
would you think of me differently, if i had a daugher
i watch all these aniamls go to slaughter
its cause ur all selfish, what did they do wrong

(dylan lotus)
i’m burning up, i been hellbound
i’m leaving this earth cuz you hate me
so fuckin lost, i been spellbound 
i’m under the curse that you gave me
fuckin it up til you break me
all of these drugs that i’m taking
lace a few pills and i’m soarin off
lovin a thrill yeah i’m pouring up
fucked up; i’m worthless 
constant soul searching 
am i really worthy of love? i’m not perfect

(noxiousnights)
why am i so hard on myself ?
my goals are too big it's ruining my health
i could really make it easier
but all the summer i make it feel like winter

I distort my mind to help me cope
the world is spinning i'm out of control
sometimes it feels like there's no hope
i'm lost in my thoughts i can't let go

(soulfade)
Surely hate the way you talk to me
When things around fallen downward
In sense I never wanted this
Things would never happen way too soon

Always talking to myself at the noon
Always staring blankly at the moon

(emptychest)
different day different rolls
u know how the story goes
u know how to keep me close
i know how to keep u warm
its my responsibility
to keep u warm..
i never thought id live, endeavor!
never thought id see forever!
i didnt think id find my home
I really thought id die alone 
die alone.
nobody knows whats in my head.
ive been counting down my days
so i can finally get some bread
ay, see my, be my, mind
you'd die in a second!
its crazy to think im the same as you

(TNS)
Take the path that’s in front of me 
Feel the rhythm inside of me 
Tired of just playing hide n seek 

Where you really at girl, I don’t wanna leave 
Self esteem aside, girl I need you with me 
I just did a full 180

Hide & Seek w/ NAVYXOWER, dylan lotus, noxiousnights, soulfade, emptychest & The North Shore

with FøRD (soundcloud.com/breckenford)

Greenwood:
Getting dark, its getting cold
And you’ve done more than you could know
But I’d still let you in to say again
It’s better now

So what would you say in the dark light of your kitchen floor
Cause lately its no one that I’m living for
And there’s no peace fucking anymore
You were so close, only 24
And I still got a fucked up memory now
But thoughts of you could still break through
I limp unsteady through every town
Man I really thought I could save you

And I’m only here til you’re gone
The night on the pier, I still go there a lot
And I held the feeling I know that it’s wrong
But lately its not even safe in my thoughts

Greenwood & FøRD:
If that’s what you wanna do
It goes away
I know its been haunting you
We hardly talk
Just know that I thought it through

Its getting cold
And you’ve done more than you could know
I saw your hints, I saw your notes
But couldn’t say why

FøRD:
What I wanna say
Instead ima whisper it up in my head
Worried that you’ll break my bones, break my vertebrae
Just like the rest you make me wanna run away
Can we touch base another day?

It’s so hard I can’t begin to tell you the truth
Lights out and I don’t know what the fuck to do
Ask how but I don’t know if I could explain
Bad crowd and now, now I know that they were lame

I used to dream of every night laying next to you
And now I drink cause suicidal thoughts are overdue

So I guess I’ll just leave the room
I’ve had a mess up
But don’t wanna tie a noose

Greenwood & FøRD:
If that’s what you wanna do
It goes away
I know its been haunting you
We hardly talk
Just know that I thought it through

Rosewater (w/ Brecken )

The Ones I Have Loved

[lyrics]

[benzo]

i’ll take your soul to the castle of love
i’ll kiss your neck so deep in the woods
ill steal your heart cos thats what i want

i’ll draw your blood then slowly pick you apart 
im slowly falling away from the darkness
my pride is becoming tarnished
i’d do anything to make you mine
when it turns midnight it will be time

[yungcray]

welcome to my castle, got the henny,taste it, 
and if that’s not enough we got some drugs, 
yea we faded,  
imma take ur blood 
its not enough, 
I get the blade and 
Imma cut my way through 
I’m in love with you oh shit, 


behind these walls, 
shits stone cold with the brick, 
and I won’t fall I won’t fall unless u dip, 
up in this castle is the only way I live, 
and I can’t fucking lose you, 
so much blood up in my fucking spit
 
we going up like nobody stopping us, step in the club they all wanna fw us, I cannot lie I just wanna double cup, I can’t talk until im fucked up, I can’t talk until I’m messed up, take so much I try impress her then I’m taking all that dress off, I need ur blood

[benzo]


i’ll take your soul to the castle of love
i’ll kiss your neck so deep in the woods
ill steal your heart cos thats what i want

i’ll draw your blood then slowly pick you apart 
im slowly falling away from the darkness
my pride is becoming tarnished
i’d do anything to make you mine
when it turns midnight it will be time

Castle Of Love

Castle Of Love w/yungcray (prod.flower)

produced by @iiamargyle <33
enjoy <3

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/6aQSjENkry0A8ZYfDFILfp?si=3e2b5d58298e4bd0

lyrics:
Brown eyes
When I see them they clear my mind 
My moms right love is beautiful when done right 
I‘d do anything so u can stay the whole time
Pretty sure I’ll love u till the end of my life 

(I think that this is right for me, in my head every second
And baby this feels nice to me, I said so I meant it
U so perfect not a single flaw I think that this is heaven 
I believe in god, yeah very much, I think u‘re a descendant)

Talking to you is so nice but hours feel like seconds 
My loves only for u I think u‘d call that endless 
Take me back to your place and kiss me when u like 
I‘ll try to make u happy so baby don’t u ever cry
Don’t u ever cry, I‘m really not the jealous type
But baby do, do u need these other guys?
Baby come and get inside 
To shy to look into ur eyes 
Hate this about our times
It just quickly passes by 

I‘d be breaking without you
I ain‘t lying, always tell truth
Cut my friends off, all I need is u
I‘d be breaking without
I ain‘t lying, always tell truth
Cut my friends off, all I need is u

Brown eyes
When I see them they clear my mind 
My moms right love is beautiful when done right 
I‘d do anything so u can stay the whole time
Pretty sure I’ll love u till the end of my life
ly ><

dearth

prod by icantsleeplol
(a old song ill never finish, so here's what i have rn)
ps. if i had the file for this song, i would've mixed it properly, so im sorry

lyrics:
i lay in my bed, and i sit and sigh
and i stay up all night and i go and write
about the feelings that i really cant identify
so i wonder all the ways i couldn't satisfy
her needs and expectations that she already had in mind
and i was blind by the way she looked me in my eyes
and said "im sorry" but there's no need to apologize
all the times u fucked me up and tried to justify
u always loved that game where i was inside of a box
and silenced me everytime i had a single thought
and i questioned it but you told me that i was wrong
u drilled it in my head that this is where i belong

justify (unfinished, unmixed)

prod. heyzbee & neverforever

is it sad i want to know how how bad i hurt you
you’ve dealt with me for so long, your patience of virtue
i want to be someone you cry to
but i’m still unsure what i can do
please do not lie, if you aren’t mine, just say so
our star signs, do align, but im ghost
it’s bout time, i realize, that im froze
so i hide, in your eyes, but im stoned

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

i try to tell you something but you never get the hint
god i’m scared to say i like you i don’t wanna be dismissed
yeah i’m filled disappointment cuz i think i can predict
everything that you would say if ever did admit
it’s affecting my health
distancing myself
wish i could tell
god, this is hell

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

object

prod. heyzbee & onidtnom

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest 

honestly, i’m struggling, but i don’t think that’s fair to say 
god i feel so selfish every time i write and the say way 
i’ve been feeling recently, i don’t wanna stay the same
this a cry for help but no one cares, i do this day by day
are you listening to me, every word can you repeat?
god it feels like you’re a liar when you say you’re caring please
it’s all upsetting to me, everything you say is cheap 
you just wanna make me feel better but that’s not what i need 

AVXiD:
i been getting worse
everyday i turn
bb can we take it back a little
back to what we were
let my body purge 
let my systems burn
enter in my heart and sew it up cuz it had start to hurt

split my brain into pieces
u know that i need 
im sick of being
who im not 
somehow seeing
somehow breathing
barely bleeding
let it rot

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

object

heyzbee

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