Name: vertigo (Db min 130 Beeps) by cdparanoia
Duration: 2 min
Description: A selection of demos that I'll never do shit with otherwise :7

FIXATION!

lyrics, vocals, and mixing by shteppi
production by devaux

(chorus:)
u a homewrecker
girl, u like to listen to ya own records
i should’ve known better
yeaaaah, u got me foldin under no pressure
cuz baby, u a homewrecker
girl, u like to listen to ya own records
n u know i been writin them for u
i gotta find a way to cope better
but thats on me

(verse 1:)
how can i make these lyrics vaguer that they need to be i think she see right through all of my shit
i’m redhanded
how can she make me feel this way, i got my bae
up in my face i wanna tell him but he won’t understand it
i’m a bad person when i see me in the mirror
its never clear but somehow when i hang w her i’m so candid
fuck… oh how tf will i manage
i’ll stay inside until its dark then i’ll walk
thinkin how cool it is whenever we talk
i told my man about he don’t seem bothered…
should i just bite the bullet, hang up, n block?
she flirtin with me, i’m like “maybe she not…”
i’m in denial cuz she gettin me hot
hate that she get me now, cuz she got me got got got
u love the fact i know u know that i’m caught

(chorus:)
cus baby, u a homewrecker
girl, u like to listen to ya own records
i should’ve known better
yeaaaah, u got me foldin under no pressure
cuz baby, u a homewrecker
girl, u like to listen to ya own records
n u know i been writin them for u
i gotta find a way to cope better
but thats on me

(verse 2:)
i’m making songs about her now
i see her face around my house
i gotta move cuz fuck i’m losing my mental
one of my homies found me out
i told him what the songs about he said
don’t act on it cuz that shit’ll suck ten-fold
i told him everything i felt, the way she look, the way she smell, he told me “girl, its gettin worse so be gentle”
i asked am i fucked up for this? he said “girl u just startna trip u ain’t a piece of shit if love accidental”
i’ll just avoid her til she move to somebody else 
its hard to move on cuz i know how her body felt
she grab my arm n that shit makin my body melt
i’m feelin guilty cuz she makin me think
u shouldn’t be a thought at all but i thought it well
u got me realizing that i need a lot of help
i’m feelin guilty cuz u makin me pink
got me rethinking that ring i don’t got yet

(chorus:)
u a homewrecker
girl, u like to listen to ya own records
i should’ve known better
yeaaaah, u got me foldin under no pressure
cuz baby, u a homewrecker
girl, u like to listen to ya own records
n u know i been writin them for u
i gotta find a way to cope better
but thats on me

vertigo (Db min 130 Beeps)

cdparanoia

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