twentyoneyearsyoung. (prod clockwork)

delusional ft. beedo

Loading Fields (w/ SelfLoadingImage) ## rubbish

i love Earl Sweatshirt 

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peach: 

time pass, why you count the grains of sand
what’s a penny to a dollar dollar to a band 
.. make it out the channeling of what’s heavenly 
 trepidation walking thinking they was out to get me 

i was on my bullshit no one really give a fuck though 
...get up out that small town drama ain’t impossible 
cleanse your circle if you feel the hate in they eyes 
i was non verbal hands of fate, waved “hi”

..i can’t tell it like a friend gotta make that path 
..i was hoping on your best days make it last 
accrued a crew i’m embracing the confluence 
..we Rue the Whirl like BOC it’s still a movement 

we spit good luck to populations so it’s efficacious 
cousin, hear me sticking to the basics 
i kept on spliffing till the music tried to play me 
huh, the music tried to play me



MADARADON: 

[?]

After Party (w/ MADARADON) ## pi

Only You</3 (guitar)

produced, mixed & mastered by me

- 13silva

I wear a mask like a villain
it’s gettin bad do u feel ittt
I need a bag need a billion
no I can’t lash at these children

It’s not easy to be me
y these girls think I’m easy
she wanna break me and teach me
I know ur love is misleading

just free me
don’t act like u need me
I can’t break this off 
I can feel the hatred breeding 
Ur feeling
I don’t get ur feelings 
I wish I was god 
maybe then we would b healing

what’s in it (love)
why’s it difficult
I need it
it’s so mystical 
why’d I leave it 
why’d I break it all 
I just flee it 
hearts on critical 
I’m a demon

demon13

produced, mixed & mastered by me

- 13silva

Fuck yo life u not that tough 
I been around I’ve seen sum stuff 
I been down i can only go up
I been down i can only go uuuup

Trauma inbound i do wut i must 
Trauma i got from my own lust 
silva crown on my only crutch
silva crown on my only trust 

Its a bad goal
Tryna bag a bad ho
put it on my soul 
I’ll Neva let the bag go
this is my show 
gotta keep it solo
fully loaded mag to eliminate all my foes

This money lead to nothin 
this song it lead to nothin 
that power lead to nothin 
the fuckin lead to nothin
Yo life gon lead to nothin 
that ice gon melt to nothin 
the struggle lead to nothin 
no face on me it’s nothin 

If I can simply function 
without no interruption 
there wouldn’t b discussion 
I’d b the best like nothin 
the commas got me runnin 
I wish that they meant sumthin 
i wanna live a life 
 but i got no way to fund iiiiit

Its a bad goal
Tryna bag a bad ho
put it on my soul 
I’ll Neva let the bag go
this is my show 
gotta keep it solo
fully loaded mag to eliminate all my foes..

nothing

produced, mixed & mastered by me

- 13silva

Stuck inside my head I can’t even crack a smile
I invite u to this dread stay wit silva 4 a while
srry I left u on read im too shy im like a child 
I swear all I need is rest gotta recreate my style

I was popping all her meds then we broke up
Now I’m all in her DMs like a fiend I’m upset 
I was drunk and so depressed but I woke up
Now I’m swiping right and left all these bitches want my bread 

 I say im alright cuz i keep shit hidden
ghost a bitch online she thought I went missing 
swear I hate my mind it’s a makeshift prison 
Baby Is it real love if our minds ain’t kissing 

Listen, it’s a difficult admission
It was more than reputation risking
I was drifting hopelessly the villain 
using drugs to deal with my own feelings

Fuck a 9-5 and fuck this system 
Just wanna make this music and keep living
I’m still dead inside and I’m bedridden 
most the time I’m fucked up in my feelings

Stuck inside my head I can’t even crack a smile
I invite u to this dread stay wit silva 4 a while
sorry I left u on read im too shy im like a child 
I swear all I need is rest gotta recreate my style

kamiii

just me playing my guitar in school again :)

Dex Effect (Ft. Biggshaggs & BuufeeJacket)

Dawg 
I got no time left I been fucked up since 17 like shit ima end this bitch I don’t need nothin get up off my dick u is not my bitch get up off my 

If u want me dead come and kill me then I don’t give a shit i ain’t ask to live this was not a gift I will not be missed man I jus cried man I just might

All that white I sniffed
Made my light go dim I hate everything everyone so fake I cannot trust them I know he gon switch I know how life is nothin permanent 

Let’s just play pretend before my life ends let’s act like we friends I can’t make amends man I’m such a mess ima burn this landfill sorry that we met I’m sorry that we met
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everything made by me

not a song

i just make what i make

dense words spoken in a vacuum
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