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SHE'S A KILLER

9.1.25

29.1.25

tracklisting:
miss misfit
taos
ce'st la vie
echo park eternal
subaru

all tracks produced, arranged, composed, written and performed by christopher jordan gibson
drums on taos by werner lembcke 

posh worldwide

dedicated to the memory of christopher donald long and anthony michael bourdain


special thanks to maggie cnossen and adam tarnoff

please consider buying on bandcamp to support: 
https://voidsurfersltd.bandcamp.com/track/tender-phantoms-ep

tender phantoms EP

distant

Picante

Room 101

It used to be so clear
In spite of everything
Believe all that you hear
The contradictions killing me

Being controlled by fear
The facts have lost their sting 
With truth being so near
Why’s it always so hard to see

I couldn’t see
The five fingers you were showing

Break me so I could see
Make me believe what you’re saying

Am I really insane?
Has it all been in vain?

Torture me until I could see
Help me join you with the sane 

Am I really insane?
Has it all been in vain?

Room 101

Perchance to Dream

Hi5 (I am alive)

March 2025

lyrics:

ive been looking for the truth in something that’s within us all
something that can bind us
something to remind us

how we crave raw earth and all the truth within the dirt, we want it plain
or so we say

fondly attached, everything feels like a memory you didn’t hatch or make or say 

get to see on my phone screen how someone else is living the dream 

eighty hundred thousand likes for someone in the woods sayin’ 
how we crave raw earth and all the truth within the dirt, we want it plain

so we say
so we say

nothing that i do or say really matters anyway, 
the companies are way too big and they’re making all the wrong decisions
but i’ll still buy from em , what else can i really do?
well, who are they working for?
and where do they get their funds from? 
when they exploit the earth and workers tell me who is it for
i’ll tell you it’s a given
it’s really all for you
you, you, it’s all for you
all for you, you, you, it’s all for you. 

but i like it here, in this city, where the homeless scream and i feel pity. 
have you ever given them a tenner, or enough to buy themselves something warm in the winter. 
how many jackets have you thrifted look how many socks you’ve got. 
and in the end it feels as though my pity’s just an afterthought
there’s no friends, be my mentor, come to my show
all these favors
start to feel like splinters 

nobody, nobody, nobody knows the truth
i just know that when i think these things, how my heart hearts


they’re jumping off with all my taxes, take em, ship em, let me protest
thanks to your amendment, i can complain
build me streets and bomb their beaches 
seems these days that ceasefires 
are just meant for breaching 
mortars mortars mortars, more is more is more is more 
there’s a child, there’s a child, each one of us a child who knows too much

who once had visions of gidion, till heaven turned oblivion,

and god told us to drop bombs on the towns that we lived in
in the gorgeous green aftermath of a thousand atom bombs, some mutated viral growth with a gene resistant
will sprout out of the earth and cover everything in gold, and there will be the garden of eden
and we’ll all miss it

nobody, nobody, nobody knows the truth

i just know that when i think these things, how my heart hurts.

All For You

Limited Edition CDs available now on my Bandcamp!

https://evoauxilium.bandcamp.com/album/lapse

LAPSE, is the spiritual successor to my 2018 album, These Simulations.

On LAPSE, I envisioned a post-apocalyptic world where Mother Nature, represented as an awakened sentient force, had taken control of futuristic human technology and artificial intelligence in order to cull the Earth of humans and hunt down any remaining survivors through the use of autopiloted mechs and other sinister machines. My way of representing the clash between technology (controlled by Mother Nature) and humanity (desperately trying to survive) was through the use of intentionally clashing sound textures.

One day, a few years back, I was overtaken with this vision of human structures being "reclaimed" by Nature's radiant grasp, and this is the album that resulted from that. It's worth noting: most of these songs were started around the time of the 2020 pandemic, so that was most certainly an influential factor as well.

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burning the midnight coal
lapsing a generational escape
she will reclaim what is hers.

a love letter to the days I spent on this website in the 2010s ♥

Thank you so much for tuning in.

WRITTEN & PRODUCED BY EVO AUXILIUM
ARTWORK BY EVO AUXILIUM

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