I watch you stumbling through my dreams 
Lost in the maze, you cant find your way to me 
It’s strange how we just disappear 
In this twilight
In this twilight

Now reach for me 
I’m the code you are the key 
Speak to me
I’ll tell you how it feels
Give in to me
You’re the darkness in my dream
Run to me
I’m sanctuary

There’s a place for us love
In the shade
There’s a place for us

How strange our paths should cross this way
Odd twists of fate, a stranger I know inside 
I fall in love with you again and again 
In every lifetime 
In every lifetime 

Take a leap of faith 
Stop staring at the broken glass, our countless mistakes 
There is a place for us 
In the shade 
A leap of faith 
Is all it takes

Now Reach for me 
I’m the code you are the key 
Speak to me
I’ll tell you how it feels 
Give in to me 
You’re the darkness in my dream
Run to me 
I’m sanctuary

There’s a place for us love
In the shade
There’s a place for us

Now reach for me
Now reach for me

Sanctuary

Ashes In The Wind

Waiting for the moon to rise over me
Blowing smoke into the dark
I’ll have downed another bottle by then
I lost my place on the page again
I lost my train of thought

Blame it on the day that never came
Blame it on my faith or lack of it
Blame it on my heart that’s failing
Blame it on my stars

Hauling round a bag of my precious things
All these useless figurines
Taking space collecting dust on the shelf
The weight of it like a concrete hell
Brings me to my knees

Blame it on the maze I’m lost in
Blame it on the blaze I’m burning in
Blame it on the dark that’s closing in
Blame it on my stars

Blame it on the choice I couldn’t make
Blame it on the voice I hide away
Blame it on the part I never played
Blame it on my stars

Blame It On My Stars

Struggling

Let's set the world on fire, shall we?

"The End of the World" is a mesmerizing blend of grit and melancholy, inspired by the final, iconic moments of the movie Fight Club. Anchored by brooding guitar riffs, ethereal vocals, and eerie sounds the track builds an atmosphere both haunting and hypnotic. It paints a vivid picture of a crumbling world, where love and destruction entwine in a bittersweet dance. This is a song for the romantics of ruin—a call to embrace the chaos, set the world on fire, and watch it all fall apart together.

lyrics
V:
You and I, we're watching the mold
Eating away the things that we've been told
You and I, we're living the heat
Don't be scared, no need, no need

You and I, unified
In cloudless skies and rain of ice
You and I, in the storm of truth
Love me darling like I love you

Ch:
So please set the world on fire (one last time)
One last dance, while we wait for the tide  (one last time)  
Please, please set the world on fire
I will hand you, gladly hand you, I will hand you the light

Please set the world on fire
One last apple, one last bite
On fire, one last time, on fire
Set the world on fire

It’s the end of the world
It’s the end of the world
I will hand you, gladly hand you the light

V:
You and I, we're watching the mold
Eating away the things that we've been told
You and I, we're smiling at the end
Hand in hand, my love
In the darkened land


credits
releases April 4, 2025
Written, performed & produced by Valeska Rautenberg
Guitars by David Ossa
Mixed by Marian Kuch
Mastered by Zino Mikorey Mastering

Cover pic taken by Catty Rogalski
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The End Of The World

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“LightPaths of Light: The Prophetic Return of the Sparks” is a groundbreaking mystical power ballad that fuses Hebrew and English lyrics with thunderous orchestration, prophetic themes from the Ari's Otzrot Etz Chaim, and the messianic journey of Eliyahu HaNavi.

The album channels the soul’s passage from exile to redemption, unveiling the hidden light of Bereshit, the divine contractions of Tzimtzum, and the ultimate Tikkun Olam buried in Torah mysticism. With cinematic sound design, Mizrahi drums, soaring gospel, and ancient chant, this is music born of fire, wind, and prayer — for all who seek Hashem through the storm.

Track 2 Lighting Paths of Light (Heh)

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The Turtle Beneath the Sea — Jātaka MindVibes, Track 4 🐢🌊

A lullaby for overworked nervous systems. Ocean-soft swells, low flute and a gentle hum invite you to sink, not fight—the turtle way. Use it for pre-sleep rituals, post-overwhelm resets, or whenever your brain insists 2 a.m. is ideal for life planning.

Not for driving or heavy machinery. This one wins bedtime.

How to use (pick one)
	•	Breathwork for sleep: 4-7-8 — inhale 4, hold 7, exhale 8 (optional soft hum on the out-breath).
	•	PMR (progressive muscle relaxation): Toes → calves → thighs → belly → chest → hands → arms → shoulders → face. Clench 3 seconds, release.
	•	Grounded “float”: Place one hand on belly, one on chest; feel the hands rise and fall like waves.

Best moments

Pre-sleep • After a hard day • Post-panic come-down • Sunday scaries • When your thoughts are tap-dancing in steel-toed boots.

60-second micro-script

Lights dim. Phone exiled.
Inhale 1-2-3-4… hold 1-2-3-4-5-6-7… exhale 1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8 (hum if you like).
Unclench jaw. Tongue rests.
Toes curl/release… calves… thighs… belly soft.
Whisper: “Nothing to fix. Just float.”
One more long exhale. Let sleep find you.

Story thread

A timid turtle teaches the village: safety isn’t always running—sometimes it’s sinking into still water until the storm passes. Rest as strategy, not surrender.

Credits

Created by MindVibes • Writing/guide: Jon Carroll • Jātaka-inspired concept • For relaxation and reflection; not medical advice.

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#MindVibes #Jātaka #Sleep #PMR #Breathwork #AnxietyRelief #InsomniaHelp #Mindfulness #CBT #Ambient #MentalHealthNurse

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You will find evrshde in between the lines and in all the shades of grey. Existing in the twilight shadows, and the dreams you can only ever half remember. Lush musical arrangements inspired by artists like Enigma, Massive Attack, Portishead and Moby, meld genres of Dream Pop, Trip Hop, Ambient Pop, and New Age. Highly emotive songs framed by rich vocals in the vain of Lana Del Rey combined with the deep romantic tones of Cigarettes After Sex, bring to life lyrical adventures into subjects that often remain unspoken. evrshde sing about the emotional spectrum that exists on the edge of our consciousness, that we think about often but rarely speak of. Love stories where the protagonists are broken beyond repair as they attempt to navigate the strain and anxiety of modern life.