produced by @dreamno7e
mixed by me

lyrics:

I hear the clovers in the garden
gar-
I know
gar-
I know
bringing me back where I started
I know that you
kno-
you take for granted what I gave
I’m holding your hand down to my grave
so why is it so hard for you
to believe what I say?
I’ve learned to grow know that I’ve changed
(I’ve learned to grow know that I’ve changed)
It’s better to do what you love than what I say
(I’ve learned to grow know that I’ve changed)
I won’t let your thoughts work their way into my brain
(I’ve learned to grow know that I’ve changed)
I learned to grow know that I’ve changed
it’s so hard to talk bout the problems that I face
and it’s harder to solve them when stuck to a time frame
(and it’s harder to solve them when stuck to a time frame)
and its harder to ask for some help when there’s mind games and

that’s too much to ask
I don’t need more than I have

would you believe me 
I’m content tent tent
I hear the voices and their accents
I focus too much on the past tense
I try so hard to make it make sense
you think you’re lovable it’s tragic
I just can’t comprehend what’s happening
I break down automatically
and I just can’t stop panicking

I can’t figure it out

it’s been so damn hard to do the things I love and it stresses me out

I got no time to waste that’s just lately
cuz sometimes it feels like the whole world just hates me
I hope that you call so I know you’re home safely
I walk through the garden of clovers and daisys
dear Shelby my willow
we all hold our dreams 
don’t keep yours in your pillow

shelby

miss prod me

@1jayee just dance remix

1. solo 
2. @digipak
3. @yumenikki
4. @yumenikki
5. @digipak
6. solo
7. solo
8. solo
9. solo
10. @yumenikki
11. solo

summer 2023 clips

back123 (brayam)

with @cipx & prod @pw4prez @1namaee

@floatingmethod
it's your love, you know that i'm crying on you 
crying on youu
amg body you know it fit 2
you know it fit 2
and when we argue you gonna get in your mood
you gonna get in your mooood
"i love you" you know that i love you too
i love you tooo
i got blood on my boots, i got blood on my boooots
i got blood on my boots, i got blood on my boooots
i got blood on my boots, i got blood on my boooots
i got blood on my boots, i got blood on my boooots

@cipx
telfar on her bag
truey jeans on my ass
walk in the spot wit my cuzzin n nem hy we gettin racks
vonskino gon put onna mask
ik he a catch him a hat
celine on my hat
remember when i was down bad
froze up
fn push up
arp on me and he shook up
hadda block that hoe cause she too dumb
telfar on my bitch ya
ksubi jean on my bitch ya
mix it up wit the lanvins 
i was broke asf that was back then

@floatingmethod
i got blood on my boots, i got blood on my boooots
i got blood on my boots, i got blood on my boooots
i got blood on my boots, i got blood on my boooots
i got blood on my boots, i got blood on my boooots

blood on my boots w/ cip (sochi & namaee)

#RightNextToMe

S1NINJA - NAMEKIAN BLUD #SUSPENSE [PROD. S1NINJA]

J rock intro

lyrics;
[WHINTIE]
Gonna kill myself i'm probably gonna hang me too
You already know what the fuck i wanna do
I just hate myself you know that its so true
You can only go so far
Baby you're my superstar

I don't even know now
I just do this shit for fun 
Feelin suicidal like gimme yo fuckin gun
I don't even wanna go out hate the fuckin sun
I just wanna die now i got no where to run

[deadcorexx]
Just out here, but i don't care tonight
So cold outside, Darkness give you a fright?
You're lucky, i won't kms in sight
But it's fine, if it's in the light?

Drink my alcohol, take advantage of me
Designer on me, it's just so bloody
Designer car, not for you im just cruising
Better than my ex, he's just there losing

Feeling like a zombie cus u dont love me
You hate me too i dont care about he
Trying to get over is so hard
Suicide note then send him a card

[WHINTIE]
Gonna kill myself i'm probably gonna hang me too
You already know what the fuck i wanna do
I just hate myself you know that its so true
You can only go so far
Baby you're my superstar

Fuck you, give a fuck about my feelings
Yeah, I'm crying in the bathroom
Take a picture of me bleeding
Hate me too, Hanging from the ceiling

Stab my heart, baby, yeah, I need it
Need some trust there's no more for you to say
I'm a real scene slut, everybody know my name
Die In Hollywood, then Imma go a special way
And when you come across my body, better cut me all the same