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Lemonade

A Album

Back Patters

Princes

Chant This

A Foul Form

Sacrifice

[prod. grayskies] 
[@dievanse]

[Tsuki]
i cant even go to bed at night
with all these negative thoughts running in my mind

i get panic attacks when im not around her
im just waiting for someone, to give me some closure
(just some closure)

but all the voices in my head, telling me that i fucked it up
and all the voices in my head, telling me to just give it up

[Dievanse]
i keep on seeing it play out
over and over again
i swear im chalk full of regrets
im missing you and your friends

missin the point,
I’m sorry that i was such a disappointment 
id make amends, apologize
but that shit wont stop the voices
that broken record in my head that 
keeps on judging my choices
calling me stupid and saying
i wont have a girl like you again

its never ending
a girl like you ain’t so easy to find
and now I’m spending
all my time just thinking bout her eyes (2x)

[Tsuki]
but all the voices in my head, telling me that i fucked it up
and all the voices in my head, telling me to just give it up (x2)

voices [ft. dievanse]

carry

glare

You always complain
About the things you hate
Baby tell me now
Why was it all fake
And you claim to hate me now
But I need you stay away
I need you to stay away

I need you to stay away
I need you to stay away
I need you to stay away
I need you to stay away
CI cant stand this anymore
I'm not where am supposed to be
And I'm sorry mama
I should be home inside your arms
But I'm miles miles away
In a different place
And how it hurts to the core
How I miss you now

But I barely care anymore
I lost all feeling inside
Inside this heart of mine
You claim that's mine
This hearts made out of gold
And how they left it rotten and cold
But I barely care anymore

I just need you to stay away
I need you stay away
I need you to stay away
Away from me
I don't got time for symphony's
All these god damn melodies
How they fill my brain
I'm not where am supposed
I'm sorry mama now
I should be home inside your arms
But I'm miles miles away
In a different placea

DECENCY? @prodsaintmike

while the skys fallin down

i’d rather die in ur arms than keep trying (prod. Rick Hardy)

lyrics 

and she don't know how it feel
and god it hurts when she's near 
and she don't know what she does 
and when she stares I get hard

give my soul to have you back
she don't know she's what I lack 
fill the void when we’re apart
my hollow heart
inside I feel the fear
I still feel you near

and she don't know how it feel
and god it hurts when she's near 
and she don't know what she does 
and when she stares I get hard

Spotify

how it feels w/ misery (taymxru)

I wanted to say thank you guys so much for over 200k streams on senses. It's still surreal and I wont stop making music for you guys. 

Lyrics:

I suffocate in your arms
I can't explain the way you make, the way you make me
I suffocate in your car 
And the way the smoke fills up my lungs I'm suffocating

I suffocate in your arms
I can't explain the way you make, the way you make me

Must be amnesia the way that I called you and you came back to me
I must be remembering the memory different cuz you were never there for me
I started to choke on your words instead of mine how can that be
But I'll look on past it hope to never be asked it

I suffocate in your arms
I can't explain the way you make, the way you make me
I suffocate in your car 
And the way the smoke fills up my lungs I'm suffocating
I can't relate to your thoughts
Now I'm here stranded on the road you left me the road you left me
I'm staring at the headlights I'm a deer you're flashing your brights

Suffocate

heaven sent

Fiat Lux is one of our experimental Black Metal albums that never actually got released.
Back in the pandemic days, we had way too much time on our hands — so we made music, wrote lyrics, and recorded a bunch of stuff we’re now slowly bringing to life.

This one’s really close to our hearts. A good friend of ours, Nero, got stuck in Switzerland during lockdown and couldn’t make it back to Italy — so he ended up jumping in, co-writing a few tracks, and doing all the Italian vocals.

Massive thanks to you, Nero. This album wouldn’t exist without you.

Oh — and Fiat Lux is now exclusively available on SoundCloud!
We’re dropping it as a little gift to our community, followers, and all the new listeners discovering NeON dEVIL for the first time.

i’d rather die in ur arms than keep trying (prod. Rick Hardy)

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