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so restless (prod. sketchmyname)

miss you more every single day
owe all my creative talents to you
i love you
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mixed & mastered by https://soundcloud.com/mtsilvermusic
produced by https://soundcloud.com/cadaverworld
first and only single off of my upcoming lp titled 'vulnerable'
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now i wake up every day with all of these memories, yeah
i remember how he'd play those nylon strings
that's when i knew that i like to sing, oh

turning away so callously
wishing i did when i couldn't see
how could i be so careless?
know that i regret it
yeah, i keep turning around in my bed
got the ghost of you in my head

and this is killing me
yeah, this is killing me
wish i could tell you sorry
can't wait to join the party

with you up there in the sky
fill that longing for a better life
they like to think they know
but they really don't

no, no, they never really had a clue
they'd always just judge you
now they like to judge me too

misunderstanding me
misunderstanding you
misunderstanding us
what ever could we do?

wish i really got to know you better
here's my letter

what ever could we do? (prod. forgotmyname)

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhutupppppppppppppppppppmyself-esteemisverylow

examining my past and my, future through an, microscope witha broken, lens

ok so you were born on an airplane u think i give an hoot  here's the  truth: i smake gas and u dont

New year, same old me

so cold (prod. YungJZA)

Produced by lil soda boi
Mixed by yours truly
Mastered by @prodIOF
Cover art: @prayfourme on ig

Lyrics:

I don't need y'all 
Y'all don't need me back
I was coming up they like where you at
I don't give a fuck cause ain't nobody ask you
I was out in space
I was lost in the vacuum. 

I was trapped in the void
Now I'm coming back
I got no choice
I'm the only one making noise
I know I'm the one with the voice

She know I'm the one with the coins
She ain't fucking with me that's her choice
I don't give a fuck like who asked you?
Now I'm coming back with a vengeance to surpass you

i jUst mADe aA BaNnger
u AiN'T fUCkin iwt it u a hat3R
I d0n't GiVE a $hIt iLL ccc uuu l8rrr

Vengeance (+ lil soda boi)

Spotify/Apple Music

thanks all of you

pretty sure the lyrics are correct lol :

GrxyIce:

in my head is where ill stay 
tho i cant find a space 
each day the wind blows but it wont take me awy 
im so worn, i dont think ill stand straight
please let me down without the subvstance my dismay 
these thoughts ill never face but i know ill find a way 

in my heads where ill stay 
in this this bed where we lay 
all the empty space voids wasted space 
in my heads where ill stay 
day by day imma live out this pain 
say  please im a liar and you know it wont change
although the voice still stays the same 
the change in seasons i cant hold on 
i feel my path fade away

In My Heads Where Ill Stay

I Hate Fucking Being Numb (COVER)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
cover art: https://www.instagram.com/marnbyy/?hl=en
sample: Toyko/2017 [JR station]

lyrics: 

did I break my brain I keep running away 
mistakes I've made I'll admit all the same
the way I play got you geekin again 
watch anime when it pours with rain

cards on the table, baby be my angel
I ain't very stable, baby be my pain pill
ice on me glacial, the chemicals enable 
for your love I am grateful, the dose hits me fatal 

ever so graceful, never been hateful
choke me with the cable, hold me till I lay still
would you take me back to april, you can make the aches dull
I can pay its paypal I'm the same I stay still chill

yeah I broke my wrist girl, we ain't meant for this world
we were drinking liquor, I wanted to kiss ya 
both over thinkers, so are all my listeners 
how could I resist her, sedatives and mixtures

i'll paint the pretty the picture till my fuckin neck hurts
adamant I met her take her to the restaurant 
I wana fuckin stay strong, baby fill my lungs 
where did we go wrong, therapy and love songs

cards on the table, baby be my angel
I ain't very stable, baby be my pain pill
ice on me glacial, the chemicals enable 
for your love I am grateful, the dose hits me fatal 

ever so graceful, never been hateful
choke me with the cable, hold me till I lay still
would you take me back to april, you can make the aches dull
I can pay its paypal I'm the same I stay still chill

examining my past and my, future through an, microscope witha broken, lens

excuses