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so restless (prod. sketchmyname)

miss you more every single day
owe all my creative talents to you
i love you
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mixed & mastered by https://soundcloud.com/mtsilvermusic
produced by https://soundcloud.com/cadaverworld
first and only single off of my upcoming lp titled 'vulnerable'
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now i wake up every day with all of these memories, yeah
i remember how he'd play those nylon strings
that's when i knew that i like to sing, oh

turning away so callously
wishing i did when i couldn't see
how could i be so careless?
know that i regret it
yeah, i keep turning around in my bed
got the ghost of you in my head

and this is killing me
yeah, this is killing me
wish i could tell you sorry
can't wait to join the party

with you up there in the sky
fill that longing for a better life
they like to think they know
but they really don't

no, no, they never really had a clue
they'd always just judge you
now they like to judge me too

misunderstanding me
misunderstanding you
misunderstanding us
what ever could we do?

wish i really got to know you better
here's my letter

what ever could we do? (prod. forgotmyname)

deadbeatteen
artificial creek
nicotine dreams

dbt forever ❤️

Artificial Creek - i thought i wanted this, but i don't.

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhutupppppppppppppppppppmyself-esteemisverylow

examining my past and my, future through an, microscope witha broken, lens

ok so you were born on an airplane u think i give an hoot  here's the  truth: i smake gas and u dont

so cold (prod. YungJZA)

follow @throb

lyrics:
and ill write you the same sad songs
just hoping that you sing along
the sky turned from blue to some shade of gray
I just wish you'd come back like yesterday

the darkness consumes me when you're not around
I fucked things up once I'm so sorry now
the rope in my room is the only thing that picks my feet up off the ground

and I will wait for you
would you wait for me?

throb:
and I'm wasting all my time in my room alone
just thinking of u and all the things we used to do and
I know its all in the past now
but sometimes I see you're face in my head and it feels like you never left but
things change and people grow apart
for better or worse its just how life works and theres nothing we can do to change it
push the blade against my wrist just know I'm finally gonna end it
a life without you is something that id never wanna do

sad songs w/ throb (kamikaze)

https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

lyrics: 

She wants to go to mars with me 
But I’m lost on earth inside a pharmacy 

Destroy something beautiful totally 
Feeling youthful yeah I used to be 
I’m aching to the bone 
The planets in your dreams explode 

Time moves faster within a black hole
I’m here just to give my nightmares a home 
Yeah I’m tongue tied slumped with a broke backbone
I’d rather get in the spaceship than go back home

Somewhere in the universe that is my mind 
Somewhere in the universe I’ll find… 

The other side that I can break through 
Lay awake at night you don’t see my view 
Leave it all behind, can’t look back if you want too
See it in your eyes 

The stars are around you 
Yeah the stars are around 
The stars are around you 
Yeah the stars are around 

She wants to go to mars with me 
But I’m lost on earth inside a pharmacy 

Destroy something beautiful totally 
Feeling youthful yeah I used to be 
Now I’m aching to the bone 
And the planets in your dreams explode 

Time moves faster within a black hole
I’m here just to give my nightmares a home

♡ full album ♡

Destroy Beauty (prod. IOF)

fats'e - miss u haven't met u tho (remix by nevermisscent.)

https://soundcloud.com/caspr

lyrics:

girl shut me down 
go and drain me out 
I've been about 
I've seen them drown 

lost myself in an empty crowd 
will you wake me up when you're coming round

I can't recall I watch them fall 
bodies yours just needs installed 
bouncing off the fucking walls 
cause I can't find no fucking cure 

no need to save me baby 
don't even start with safety 
just wana taste the same thing 
don't pick me up I'm fading 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away 

girl shut me down 
go and drain me out 
I've been about 
I've seen them drown 

lost myself in an empty crowd 
will you wake me up when you're coming round

I can't recall I watch them fall 
my bodies yours just needs installed 
bouncing off the fucking walls 
cause I can't find no fucking cure 

no need to save me baby 
don't even start with safety 
I just wanna taste the same thing 
don't pick me up I'm fading 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away

take my heart away and burn it 
light my darker days no curtain 
start to think that they're deserving 
Am I a waste of space a burden

examining my past and my, future through an, microscope witha broken, lens

excuses