LEAK 

made this song off a high school musical mic!! xD

1 2 w/ 150lated, 3irty, EmoFlyTrap, Emo Fruits, Dozy2x, Foreign Hype (prod.2k6)

Any gaffs going in Prague hit me up please🍀🙏🏻

pray my days away

Song on poetry famous Russian poetess Marina Cvetaeve

Юность (стихи М. Цветаева)

heaven knows i am isolation

Share it to the world <3<3 Thanks to everyone for the support! I Wish the best for each one of you.

YungJZAisDead: https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty

you worth everything feat. YungJZAisDead (prod. SBANE)

w/ @cpt_sad

guitars written, performed, and recorded by barren
production by @vibevoka
live drums written/recorded/performed by
Alec Doyle 

the calendar says may
but it is already september
got me guessing on the days
cause i dont remember
the last day i wasn’t bothered
by a searing fucking pain
the medication that im taking
aint working the right way
drive me to the er for a shot of morphine
4:30 in the morning
and im screaming out my lungs
try to take it easy
but you won’t

every nights a party
when you wanna stay fucked up
will you say the same sentence
in the morning throwing up?
do you have the same mindset
rolling that 6th blunt?
do these stupid fucking choices
really give you such a rush?
i just woke up
i know
im fucked
meet me at the corner
of the disagreement
eating at the ruts
im too strung out
on clout
that i dont even have
if i ever come up on some
imma give it right back

what u see
is what u get
i sleep thru the days
to feel closer to death
all this weed in my chest
got me restin
nah, i aint even tryin
to make sense of the words
they go flyin
but shawty dont mind it
so imma just kick back
and go for the ride
ive got ghosts in my aura
ive got smoke in my eyes
i been shed a tear
but i aint ever cry
i walk like a soldier
right into the fight
my thoughts keep me restless
all throughout the night
still keepin it quiet
im lit out in public
fucked with the spins
and im stumblin
roll up a spliff
someone give me the light
we're fully entranced
by these drugs and the height

every nights a party
when you wanna stay fucked up
will you say the same sentence
in the morning throwing up?
do you have the same mindset
rolling that 6th blunt?
do these stupid fucking choices
really give you such a rush?
i just woke up
i know
im fucked
meet me at the corner
of the disagreement
eating at the ruts
im too strung out
on clout
that i dont even have
if i ever come up on some
imma give it right back

strung out (prod barren x voka)

prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: www.instagram.com/alecneversad/
Twitter: twitter.com/alecneversad

LYRICS:
Like gasoline
Will you burn for me
When I'm at my end
Be my seraphim
Like gasoline
Will you burn for me
When I'm at my end
Be my seraphim

Is it my fault? 
Or is this life?
You could leave any time and I would get it, but at least I tried
Don't know why I'm always running when you need me
Said I'm alright but sometimes words can be misleading
It hurts to know I'm not the only one who's bleeding
Said I'm alright but sometimes, sometimes...

Like gasoline
Will you burn for me
When I'm at my end
Be my seraphim
Like gasoline
Will you burn for me
When I'm at my end
Be my seraphim

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Seraphim

These damp cold bones ache each time 
That you graze my lonely skin  
Wearing this face that says I'm fine 
Waging wars that I'll never win

I'm Beating my fists 
till these knuckles split 

This ghost that I live with  if I could bury it 

 I'd feel more at home 
inside my own skin 


I’m Beating my fists
Till these knuckles split 

This ghost that I live with  If I Could bury it 
 
This ghost that I live with  If I Could bury it  

These damp cold bones ache each time 
That you graze my lonely skin  
Wearing this face that says I'm fine 
waging wars that I'll never win

I’m Beating my fists
Till these knuckles split 
  This ghost that I live with  if I could bury it   

I'd feel more at home inside my own skin 

I’m Beating my fists
Till these knuckles split 
 
Blindly swinging at ghosts  
When will I just let this go

It’s time to bury this  
It’s time to bury this 

 Reliving this all again  
When will I just let this go

It’s time to bury this  
It’s time to bury this

  These damp cold bones ache each time
 that you graze my lonely skin

-XO✨💕

Phoenix Down (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

Emo Fruits - Cry Till Dawn (remix by nevermisscent.)

prod. @blade_901

lyrics:
this pain won't go away with the seasons changing
the snow's melted and gone but I feel the same
I look around, you're not there
just a scenic painting
a backdrop where it's pouring freezing rain
by the creek where we sat and watched the sunset
skipping rocks on the water 
yours beat mine
I try to cling to hope
but I don't have much left
everything just fades in time
looking at these pictures of us on my old phone
we're split apart by the crack in the screen
now I'm crying at the park
I should go home
so that this sorrow stays unseen
memories of us inside a time capsule
should have stayed in the ground
but I dug them up
the locket from your necklace
the lid from my snapple
some old movie ticket stubs
and the saddest part is that we never got to see the sequel
and honestly I wish that this feeling was fatal
a sadness so strong that both my lungs collapsed
stopped my heart from beating
all organs unable to function
no more sand in the hourglass
now I'm lying here gasping for my last breath
I know that you probably don't care
I've used up all the oxygen that I had left
and now I'm finally out of air

heaven knows i am isolation

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