I Don't Want This To End (Acoustic)

Lately life is becoming a blur (prod.depression)

i love living
i love existence 
please don't kill me

okay u can kill me now

okay u can kill me now

ok so you were born on an airplane u think i give an hoot  here's the  truth: i smake gas and u dont

(produced by fantom beats & instrumentals)

the details fade over time and blur out 
taking care of myself but its hard
<3
 Lyrics :

faces fade away youre nothing but a silhouette 
distant memories
some fragments
never lay to rest

tell me hows it feel
2 know im doing better
jus
barely think of u
and i wont feel the pressure
im not the problem here
u made me think that i was
hate the way it felt
it stayed that way for so long
i cant hang around 
ur makin all thats right wrong

youre

tellin me to go
stoppin me at the door 
i —
 dont even know
what u want anymore
so one of us
has to do something
 for the both of us
and i know ur not
guess i
 cant recreate
what was only thoughts
guess i cant be scared of loss
guess ur not the one i want

i tried to make progress
maybe its in my head
but nothings changed
since thefirst  day 
thatwe meeeeet

i tried to make progress 
maybe its in my head
but
 u 
dont
 act 
the same
since the first day 
that we metttt

i tried to make progress 
maybe itz in my head
but i dont think im the same since the first day..
(why do i feel ive grown in the worst way)

silhouette

silhouette {fantom}

mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/davidentendu
produced by https://soundcloud.com/lucamalaspina

lol fuck you
yes, that's a carmen san diego reference
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i got stalkers like i own a supermarket
lookin' different, so they see an easy target
got a halo, feelin' dead, x to mark it
line my body on the ground, dear departed

dearly departed
feel like a martian
goin' hard in the pain like i'm harden
gettin' heavy, yeah, i feel broken hearted
take another, then i pass out on the carpet

like i'm a nobody, feelin' heartless
i like distancing like i'm carmen

call me cartman
blunt, not so sharpened
plenty snakes in the grass of the garden
open the shed, grab the mower, get it started
talkin' right behind my back, beg your pardon

i got stalkers like i own a supermarket
lookin' different, so they see an easy target
got a halo, feelin' dead, x to mark it
line my body on the ground, dear departed

dear departed
dearly departed
line my body
now i'm...

dearly departed
veins like the arctic
goin' hard in the pain like i'm harden
gettin' heavy, yeah, i feel broken hearted
take another, then i pass out on the carpet

am i somebody? feel discarded
don't remind me, disregard it

disregard this
kick 'em like a spartan
plenty fakes 'round me now, it's retarded
tryna act on me, get outsmarted
i’ll just say it to your face like a sergeant

i got stalkers like i own a supermarket
lookin' different, so they see an easy target
got a halo, feelin' dead, x to mark it
line my body on the ground, dear departed

dearly departed
like an empty carton
goin' hard in the pain like i'm harden
gettin' heavy, yeah, i feel broken hearted
take another, then i pass out on the carpet

dearly departed (prod. luca)

guitar by saint tomorrow (@user-182805726)
@oliverxfrancis

oliver francis - lucky star (arin opus cover)

produced by @taylor 
mixed by @prodluna
<3
sample by Modern Baseball-  I Think You Were In My Profile Picture Once

okay u can kill me now

excuses