@escapeparkside
@morgnbates
i just made the beat lol

antisocial w/ escape parkside & homesick

Nothing Left w/ Shadyxwade (Prod. ten50)

u really dont remembr?

_THrob
https://soundcloud.com/rob-hightshoe-witt

tothegood
https://soundcloud.com/tothegood

Lyrics
I've come to terms that I'm not fine
Fall asleep alone tonight
Haunted dreams of what we could have been
Guess forever really has a fucking end

No I can't believe what you said yah
All your remarks of all i did was wrong got me wishing that i was dead yah
Remember all the nights, when I played in bed a cried and you told me I'd be fine 
Here we are again this time

_THrob
Made me promise I'd be fine
But we both know thats a lie
Grit my teeth in my sleep every night
Wake up wishin I had died
But we both know I'll never change
Ill be alone in the end
Wishing you had never left

Wasting all day, wasting away
But we both know that I'll never change
Thoughts of you in my mind
Getting me high
Darkness in my mine
Stress building up
I think its my time

saw you in a dream last night feat. _THrob (prod. tothegood)

Not Home ft. EmoFlyTrap (prod. Discent)

prod. @mothfries

lyrics:
trapped inside this life that I didn't choose
why do I play this game when I always lose?
it's driving me insane, now I'm thinking 
life is fucked, such is life
I come from a place that's seldomly sunny 
I'm in low spirits cause the weather is crummy
I wanna find whoever took my happiness from me
cause lately my lyric book has been getting real ugly
life is a joke but it's not funny
my tracks suck, other artists give me a run for my money
everybody else just seems so high above me
now I'm crying alone because nobody loves me
will somebody please shoot me
I would love for nothing more than someone to come and stick a knife right through me
and kill me like a victim in a shitty horror movie
I got psychiatric help from lucy
but I'm still thinking that life's a bitch like the mother of snoopy
outside is gloomy
I'm hyper moody
my mind is loopy 
and my eyes are droopy
trying hard to make sense of all of this
but nothing I've found can fill this hollowness
I guess I've just gotta stay positive
I'm trying hard just to stay positive
trapped inside this life that I didn't choose
why do I play this game when I always lose?
it's driving me insane, now I'm thinking 
life is fucked, such is life
trapped inside this life that I didn't choose (trying hard to make sense of all of this)
why do I play this game when I always lose? (but nothing I've found can fill this hollowness)
it's driving me insane, now I'm thinking (I guess I've just gotta stay positive)
life is fucked, such is life (I'm trying hard just to stay positive)

life is fucked (prod. mothfries)

https://soundcloud.com/tothegood


lyrics: 

She came round with 5 g 
Then I got a fucking nosebleed
I told her nevermind me 
Sometimes I get empty 

But I find my feet 
I'll be fine baby 
Wana talk play me 
No ain't no point in waiting 

You'll still learn to hate 
No point in conversation 
Leaving with the aliens 
I'm leaving with the aliens 

She calling me a rockstar 
Wana make my ....hard 

She calling me a rockstar 
Wana make my ....hard 

She calling me a rockstar 
Wana make my ....hard 

She calling me a rockstar 
Wana make my ....hard 

Woke up with a broke guitar 
I gotta keep my guard 
Lose myself in the art 
But its sets me apart 
A heart I discard 
With my memory card 
I blow my brain into parts

She came round with 5 g 
And then I got a nosebleed
I told her nevermind me 
And I know I'm empty 

But I'll find my feet 
I'll be fine baby 
Wana talk play me 
Ain't no point in waiting

Spotify

〰️ Nosebleed 〰️ prod.tothegood

nights like these (ft. YvngCrow & jvydenx003)[prod. thatboineco]

prod. @irby314

lyrics:
nowadays everything just seems to hurt me
feeling like life as a whole has done me dirty
not getting love from anybody
yelling all my thoughts and feelings straight into the void
I want a connection that's everlasting
people only care about me in passing
now I'm sitting all alone wondering if I did something to cause things to be this way
broke friends keep dreaming about what they could be
while rich friends don't seem as happy as they should be
I can't find any inspiration
my apathy strangles me
it's getting too hard to breathe 
I'm constantly getting upset about shit
something will bother me, I'll forget about it
then still feel upset
even though I don't remember what it was that made me feel that way
surrounded by all this stupid immaturity 
going online, seeing dudes pushing 30
still posting on facebook about metalcore bands they listened to back in 2008
seems like all of my friends who make music are glowing
I'm lagging behind
they never send me opens
I feel like a failed artist 
but I guess making music's just a dumb childish hobby anyway
I've taken too many blows that weren't softened
and been used as a punching bag way too often
by people who notice things in me that they hate about themselves
dumping their shame onto me
I do it too, just not to people's faces 
but behind their backs because that way's the safest
most of my hatred stays hidden
just lurking in the shadows where no one can fully see
my life is the worst that its been and I hate it
but every single time I try to escape it
I just end up reverting back to my old ways
it seems like people rarely actually change
I'll only cheer up to ultimately feel sad
a drug binge right after getting out of rehab
all of those addicts are so far gone
I don't have hope for anybody much less myself
I regret not having a life that's fulfilling
like going to work in a government building 
saving money to buy a house
with a backyard to unwind in at the end of the day
spend my weekends hanging out at a cottage
reminiscing with old friends about college
instead I'm here by myself feeling embarrassed 
with nowhere to be and nothing to say

u really dont remembr?

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