LOW LIFE

Just Fats’e

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Shinigami😍

PRODUCED BY DØVES FEATURING WICCA PHASE SPRINGS ETERNAL FOR #GOTHBOICLIQUE 

ENGINEERED BY DYLAN KIM 
@GHETTOBLVSTVS @TIEFA 

ARTWORK COLLABORATION WITH REYN YEAGER 
@HIROSHISISLAND HIROSHISISLAND64.TUMBLR.COM 

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DØVES CRY SPRINGS ETERNAL - CONTROL

track off the next ep: ʇɥƃᴉl ǝɥʇ ʍoɥs oʇ ɹǝpɹo uᴉ ʞɹɐp ǝɥʇ pǝǝu noʎ

thank you...for everything

ʎddɐɥ noʎ sǝʞɐɯ ɹǝʌǝʇɐɥʍ

40 MISSED CALLS W/ LIL PEEP BACK ON SOUNDCLOUD:
https://soundcloud.com/sowhatimdead/40missedcalls2025

FOLLOW ON IG: @sowhatimdead

@lil_peep
@lilskil features on the hook
@dietrich2003

w/ lil peep - black fingernails (40 missed calls w/ peep back on page go stream)

passed out in some garage
someone broke my guitar
spilled beer on your friend's couch
but i'm not fucking sorry
i'll see you tomorrow
i've gotta sleep some more
and when i leave your house
you'll hear me slam the door

i woke up in the eve-
ning with you in my bed
i wondered what was going on
i wondered what we said
both of us high as hell
surprised that we could speak
said something fucking stupid
and then you said to me

i don't know where i'm goin'
and i don't know what i feel
and i don't know who i am
or what is real

got a gig tonight
don't think i have a ride
supposed to start at 6
i'll be there at 9
what the hell's my name?
i don't remember it
and who plays in my band?
oh, i don't give a shit

i might hit the town
like where's the party at?
and stuff my fucking face
until i have a heart attack
i'm probably better off
a memory or dream
but for now i'm here
at least that's how it seems but

olive jacket, magenta hair
pale skin with a piercing stare
you see through my eyes to my brain
swallowed whole by an empty void
wondered if i'd be destroyed
but somehow you saved me from it

speak in tongues through a speakerphone
never see what i need to know
i always just do at the end
question morals and need support
swapping spit in a pillow fort
i'm drunk on a sunday again

i'm fading out
but i'll open up
at least i would
but i'm frozen shut
god damn

white lies on the telephone
might cry if i make it home
but something tells me that i won't
water bottle of alcohol
on my teacher's desk in a middle school
we all must find our escapes

broken clasp on a cookie jar
empty cabinets, looking hard
for something to eat in this place
going hungry or maybe starving
myself because i hate who i am
oh, i do, oh yes, i do

i'm fading out
but i'll open up
at least i would
but i'm frozen shut
god damn

i'm fading out
but i'll open up
at least i would
but i'm frozen shut
god damn

frozen shut

Prod by @fats_e

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

Scared To Die ( Prod. Fats'e )

sleep and showers beckoning
like knocks upon a door
heartache spreads like rumored news
but i still ask for more
staring through a keyhole
at the light that glows outside
like watching family videos
the night after your loved one's died

laying a puddle of my own sweat on the floor
i must let these demons out before they eat my core
cannot stand to be here that much longer, i am sure
why waste time living anymore?

i see my face
on your pack of cigarettes
i see your lungs
in every dying star

we lie awake at night
two owls in a tree
fading in and out
of our immortality
i question everything
from myself to the sky
i hope that i might learn
a fraction of it all before i die

praying in a huddle for a couple extra days
i can spend inside my house and use for coping with my ways
i imagine heaven as a room in which you stay
and i imagine hell as when you go away

i see my face
on your pack of cigarettes
i see your lungs
in every dying star

why must we lay here? 
oh, why must we lay here? 
oh, why must we lay here?
oh, why must we lay alone? alone?

i see my face
on your pack of cigarettes
i see your lungs
in every dying star
i see my home
in your fucking sillhouette
i see my loneliness
in your absence

absence

Gustav Ahr's Album

13. Down For You Ft Lil Peep

the knife i pulled out of your back w/ lil lotus

thank you so much for all your support. i am forever grateful to you. all of you.

llɐ ʇᴉ sʎɐs ǝɔuǝlᴉs ɹnoʎ

ƃuᴉɥʇʎuɐ ɹoɟ dn ǝɹǝʍ noʎ uǝɥʍ ssᴉɯ ᴉ (ft. Barren)

(prod. killedmyself)
Vocals me & @fats_e
Produced by @killedmyself

deadbeatteen - I knew this was coming w/ Fats'e (prod. killedmyself)

a song that functions as a coping mechanism

maybe i'll leave home today and drive or walk around
i could meet some friends for dinner at a restaurant downtown
but something tells me it's a bad idea to outside
that little voice inside my head that whispers "you might die"

maybe i'll get out of bed and go down to the store
i could buy a couple candy bars or bleed out on the floor
i'm so prone to accidents and awkward little habits
i don't wanna leave my room, i wanna hide out in my attic

i am afraid of everything
i run away from everything

i think i'll go out tonight, and maybe see a movie
'cause there's so much to fear in life, but also so much beauty
i know that my condition is difficult, alright
but i'm sick of letting all my friends believe that they're disliked

so i'm gonna leave my house today
i'm gonna say all that i need to say
and i'll talk to strangers and compliment them
to prove to myself that i'm strengthened again

i am okay with everything
i'll be okay through anything

anxiety; self-reliance

thanks for 400 followers and thank you to barren for being our first feature.

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[the outset]
take me down to your level babe
take me out tonight 
we’ve been up since sunrise 
won’t stop 'til sunlight
and if i lie to you ima take the fall for that
and if i die tonight ima take it to the grave 
take your heart in a song
i know i did you wrong..
but i won’t let it get to that
no i won’t let it get to that 

[barren]
tie me up in my prison cell
four by four
the walls come in
and slowly close
around my open wounds
i hang the noose 
and kick the wood
im hanging loose 
is that how you pictured things would be
the end of everything
as we once knew 
i no longer smile when i think of me and you

i won't let it get to that w/barren (prod. the outset)

artwork was shot by mae <3 tysm

we keep drifting through these weekends
i keep wondering what's keeping
me away from ever speaking
properly in conversations

i can't swallow medication
you keep forgetting to take it
wonder how my name keeps ending
up in stranger's mouths

in all these conversations

nothing like anonymous comments
to make you feel like everything's fading out
i'm not waiting, i'm not waiting
for the sadness to go
too much time on my hands, yes
it's obvious that i am blessed
but something tells me i can't rest
until i find something good to do

i can't keep staying up all night
i can't keep waiting for daylight
i can't keep watching the sunrise
i can't keep hoping that something will rescue me

i can't keep staying up all night
i can't keep waiting for daylight
i can't keep watching the sunrise
i've gotta fix this shit now

been losing my friends and severing ties
we walked to the ending and said our goodbyes
but somehow, no matter the passage of time
they always fucking talk about me

conversations

lie to me [prod fats'e]

Prod by https://soundcloud.com/sadfacenobody

ｔｈｉｓ ｉｓ ｗｈａｔ ｈｕｒｔ ｌｏｏｋｓ ｌｉｋｅ． (Prod. Sadface)

@fats_e
@93feetofsmoke
prod.  https://soundcloud.com/ceasedmusic


LIL LOTUS:

you can find me dead inside my whip
death by hollow tips
try to talk about it i might slip
tighten up my grip

fats'e:

i just really want to fill my body up with lead
stop my heart from beating i will feel at peace at last
put the draco to my skull don't need another chance
steal my life with steel against my temple make it fast

93FEETOFSMOKE:

you can find me 
walking with a sense
snakes still round my limbs
been this way 
guess since I was a jit
tighten up my fist 

homie caught a rock 
up threw his head
ya I miss my friends
lil bo's hose winding 
inside the whip
a I miss my friend 

LIL LOTUS:

you can find me dead inside my whip
death by hollow tips
try to talk about it i might slip
tighten up my grip

hollow tips ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE x fats'e [prod. ceased]

confide in me [prod fats'e]

And so it goes on

produced by: trill skeleton @trill-skeleton

cover art by: SirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

come around
while im down
breaking down
on the floor

stick around
close the door
i been feeling
fucking bored

what the fuck
did i do
when you took
out my name

from ur phone
back in june
and said were thru
said were thru

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

Lil Boo Weep - I Wrote This Song 4 U

1.Clueless (Prod By Swvde)

Pretty girls drive fast
good boys die last
i dont care about ya past
blow a kiss as i past

ima ride shawty ima slide

pretty boys count cash
while the lames get left
players only live once
ima make her second guess, her life
shawty dont lie
dont lie to me
bad white bitch like ivory
make her wait forever like finally
young tourist i got sights to see
aye i do, so dont wait on me lil bae
cus i might keep u up too late
ur too late ya...

Pretty Girls (Prod Hellasketchy)

dead end ft. xbigbellyx [prod. jack Marlow]

s/o @snowlordwristcry
bangss:

I wanna stroll through LA while i smoke my wood
Bitches ask me if im K i say hoe im good
I can taste my bud much more than my wood
I dont taste her butt just like i should
Imma pull up in somethin thats so rude
Im in some shit that dont even look new
But its fresher than you
I picked it up at thrift store play it cool
I paid 12 bucks for somethin that cost 102, who knew

And as the day and the time go on
We run around like a marathon
To pass it on to our younger spawn
I hate this i cant fake this
I dont know how else to say this
I dont think that imma make it
I cant eat i dont ever wanna leave my bed
I cant sleep i got all these thoughts in my head

cry to this w/ wristcry

wtf was i thinkn

@PINKCIG
SC: https://soundcloud.com/pinkcig
IG: https://instagram.com/pinkcig
TW: https://twitter.com/pinkcig
YT:  https://m.youtube.com/pinkcig

@KILLSADIST
SC: https://soundcloud.com/killsadist
IG: https://instagram.com/killsadist
TY: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vGMkYazvYKs

@PRODXENA
SC: https://soundcloud.com/prodxena
IG: https://www.instagram.com/prodxena/
FB: https://www.facebook.com/prodxena/
YT: https://goo.gl/C1RvL
SP: https://spoti.fi/2HCXr4Y
BC: https://prodxena.bandcamp.com/

LYRICS
https://genius.com/Pink-cig-dreams-lyrics

NEW PINK CIG ON MAY 16 LISTEN TO THIS COLLAB IN THE MEAN TIME <3

Dreams - Single

DREAMS

pink cig & killsadist - Dreams *prod. Xëna*

2player game / change (prod j.cam + Lanlord)

Im a sad boy
Lyrics
I can't be what you want me to be
I can't even handle being me
I can't seem to escape the pain
All I want to do is runaway
I don't want to be what you told me to be
I don't want to live being your enemy
Can't find a way to replace your smile
Leaving you behind is going to take awhile
I don't want to see what you're doing B
Hurts too much to see you without me
I don't care if I make it girl
All I want is you back in my world
Break:
I don't want to be alive
I know you want me to try
If I could keep you off my mind
Maybe I'd survive
Living this shits hard
I'm forever scarred
Feeling all alone wondering where you are

I Can't (Prod.ten50)

song with my vocals i hope you dont hate it too much cause there will be more on the way!
co written by @vague002
prod by @jakkyboi

wtf was i thinkn

excuses