What is this feeling that borders on something primal?
What takes a normal man, and turns him animal?
Didn't I promise you'd be the only one?
This isn't jealousy...it's a loaded gun

Pointed straight at your chest, a bullet through the heart that
You said was only mine

But how could you ever lie?
I thought that I could trust you
Look what you made me do

I was a fool to believe all your promises
They were a trap to keep me inside your bed
Those aren't crimson tears running down your side
This isn't apathy...it's a bloodied knife

Slashing out at your throat, cutting through the words that
Were dripping every night

But how could you ever lie?
You said that I could trust you
But every word you'd say was trying to get away
Don't you think that I'd see through?
Oh, look what you made me do

Come back dear, I...
Come back dear, I...
Come back dear, I...miss you
Come back dear, I...
Come back dear, I...
Come back dear, I...need you to clean up all the lies

Cuz I've had enough of dying
You said that I could trust you
But every word you'd say was trying to shift the blame
Don't you think I bleed too?
Give me just one more try
Cuz I'm not the one who lied
Now all of the blood's on you
Oh my darling, look what you made me do

Siren

Erase

Ink and Paper

A Million Holes

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Lyrics: 

The cars on the street are covered in snow
The world woke up white 
& we got no where to go
So we fill our coffee cups with another round
& watch the quiet streets out side as flakes fall to the ground

& we smile to each other, as the record spins around, Merry Christmas

We put our jackets on & go for a walk
the neighbors are building a snowman just down the block
& people share our smiles 
as they can relate
we’re forced to accept the things that we cannot change

So we smile to each other & say
Merry Christmas

Yeah, they called it Ice Storm 2008
We were stuck on the hill 
& so we sledded all day
Pretended work didn't ever exist
& we laughed at all the 
trouble that we were in
& we watched the bold ones 
try to leave
Like the L& Rover on Lizzie's street
As it ping-ponged off parked cars
Before the driver abandoned 
all his chances at the bottom
& we drank hot whiskey apple cider
& caught the bus down to the theatre 
was the happiest bus load 
of people alive, 
as we white-knuckle laughed 
& prayed aloud we don't die 
& there was this pervasive 
post-war feeling
Like a bomb had dropped 
& folks were reeling
But the damage was snow & ice
& it became the common ground that helped us see eye to eye

As we smiled to each other & said 
Merry Christmas

Ice Storm 2008 (Merry Christmas) - Snowdrift EP

Oh Holy Night (There's Only Love)

Every thought that I repent
There's another chip you haven't spent
And you're cashing them all in
Where do we begin. To get clean again
Can we get clean again

I walk home alone with you
And the mood you're born into
Sometimes you let me in
And I take it on the chin
I can't get clean again.
I want to know, Can we get clean again

The God of Wine comes
crashing through the headlights of a car
That took you farther than
You thought you'd ever want to go

We can't get back again
We can't get back again

She takes a drink and then she waits
The alcohol it permeates
And soon the cells give way
And cancels out the day

And the siren's song that is your madness
Holds a truth I cannot erase
All alone on your face

Every glamorous sunrise
Throws the planets out of line
A star sign out of whack
A fraudulent zodiac

And the God of Wine
is crouched down in my room
You let me down, I said it
Now I'm going down
And you're not even around

And I said no
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
I can't keep it all together
I can't keep it all together...

And there's a memory of a window
Looking through I see you
Searching for something
I could never give you

And there's someone who
Understands you more than I do
With the sadness I cannot erase
All alone on your face

God of Wine (Cover)

Lyric Site: http://existdissolve.com/sayeverything/
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Here inside your eyes
I could lose myself forever
Is it a moment? Or a lifetime? 
The futures we will dream...together

The faithful march of time has lost its rhythm
As we dance along this silent night
The only sound I hear is the beating of your heart...
On top of mine

I want to say everything, my love
But I couldn't say it all at once
I want to throw open these doors, and let you through
But they've been locked for far too long

And I could never find the key...
I could never find the key

The steady pull of gravity has weakened
As we float upon this midnight air
The only light I see is the shining of your heart...
Reflecting in mine

I want to say everything, my love
But I couldn't say it all at once
I want to throw open these doors, and let you through
But they've been locked for far too long

And I could never find the key
I could never find the key

And no matter the distance
I feel you draw me farther in

I can't escape the song I'm hearing
Your melody is haunting me

If I close my eyes...
Even in my dreams...
You are always there

I want to say everything, my love
But I couldn't say it all at once
I want to throw open these doors, and let you through
But they've been locked for far too long

I want to say everything, my love
But a word could never say enough
So I'll tear down all these walls, to get to you
I swear I'll find a way, somehow
I promise you will be enough
I swear I'll find your heart, somehow

Say Everything

Lyric Website: http://existdissolve.com/tablefortwo/

Table For Two

Exist~Dissolve

Dawn

Blood in My Bones

Slowly…let this feeling linger in the air
Savor…every line and every contour
Your skin, your hair, the sight, the touch
Our shadowed forms eclipse this setting sun

Open up your twilight eyes
Let me memorize their color first
I’ll be tracing lines that you will draw
Across the oceans standing in-between

Fingers…trace the path of every fall and rise
Silence…catch your breath before the moment dies
Your face, your smile, the light, the sound
Our shadows fade into this setting sun

Open up your twilight eyes
Let me hear your song without a word
I’ll be tracing lines that you have drawn
Across the empty spaces in-between
And if I have to let go?
And I am left with only outlines
Then let me dance with your ghost
And I will trace the lines again and again

The touch, the taste, your smile, your face
This haunting memory of watching you just walk away
My heart it screams, “Why don’t I follow”?

But now it’s too late
The day is gone
So with this final sunset...

Open up your twilight eyes
Let me memorize their color first
I’ll be tracing lines that you have drawn
Across the universe that’s in-between
So if you really must go...I will cherish every outline
Just let me dance with your ghost
And I will trace the lines again, and again
And maybe in time...
And maybe in another life...
And maybe these lines...

...will lead me back to you

Dawn

existdissolve

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