This is a more somber piece. Although it has a different feel from much of the music on my app, I hope it is enjoyed by all who hear it.

Cloudy Hillside

What inspired my music identity was an existential crisis.  In January of 2014 I lost my grandmother.  She was a wonderful woman and she was more of a mother to me than a grandparent.  I took the loss fairly hard.  My grandmother was the only stable person in my whole life, the only one who was there for me no matter what.  I felt truly alone.
 
When summer came I turned away from nearly all of my friends and began to think.  I thought about my grandmother, my brothers, my friends, myself, and my future.  I thought about my place in the world and I thought about humanity’s place in the world too.  I sat, night after night watching documentaries and playing FPS on my gaming console.  Still, my mind thought and thought and thought...Then I happened upon a documentary by Stephen Hawking.
 
Something clicked when I was guided through this brilliant man’s understanding and theory of how our universe came to be.  However, that “something” didn’t click into place.  I was flung into a full existential crisis.
 
It is that crisis which has inspired everything that you see and hear on this site.  Thank you for visiting and I hope you enjoy!

A versatile composer mastering neo-classic, classic, soundtracks, ambient, and synthwave. XyXa's music transcends boundaries, blending timeless elegance with modern innovation. Dive into a world where every note tells a story.
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He is in love with me 
How sweet
We have been marrying for years 
And Now
We Are Ourselves 
Happy Unity 
Happy US
Till the INFINITY ♾

Cloudy Hillside

Existential