BROTHER BILLY - CIX50 X KILLJAY [PROD. SADHECTORR]

YELLOW FIFTY'S -  MUKSDIED & CIX50

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Music to get high to when your sad

Muks Wolf ❄ I met her at the homies house ❄ [Prod by Tenjin]

暗闇の中で失われた
           Prod by Saitama

Hopeless Romantic - Muks Wolf デッド 25:08:2017 9.18 pm

lyrics: i feel it coming
they tell me im next up 
but i dont know if i want it 
im taking these meds to numb out the pressure
shaking in bed at night pain doesn’t let up
i could be better 
but i dont wanna be 
i aint showing any interest in healing 
overtaken by the strangest of feelings
overtaken by the voice of these demons
you can pretend but you dont understand it 
i dont regret i just wish i could vanish 
i can’t forget and forgive i am damaged 
i lost a whole fucking year to the xannies
nothing is going the way that i planned it
nothing is guaranteed on this planet 
i kinda preferred when i didn’t have purpose
when will i learn that this life isn’t worth it
they all warned us, all the greats 
drugs imported they from interstate 
what is this feeling i cannot get rid of it 
i tried to switch it up plenty of times
stuck in the deep caught up in the abyss of it 
i wanna die but im better alive 
i wanna cry but im dead in the eyes 
im tryna figure out why but im too high 
running in circles im losing my mind 
im forgetful i sweat like a bitch in the night 
when will the rain over me ever let up 
when does the pain die so i can just get up 
fuck it im outta here next year if nothin changes 
im gonna disappear if i dont make it 
when i die dont put me in playlists

IF NOTHING CHANGES.. [PROD. ANGST]

UNDERACHIEVER...

Mixed/Recorded: @bodybagmedia 
Artwork: @DK92 on facebook (LINK BELOW)
https://www.facebook.com/dougkeating92/


i been tryna find a way to make my sad days happy but the further that i stray it don’t seem like it’s gonna happen i been masking up my pain with all the drugs that i can take and i been floating round the universe the colours turn to grey i hide in my brain it’s the only place that im safe but even then it’s the thing that’s gonna drive me insane i try to keep on holding up my chin and start a new but i don’t know where i should begin help me see a better view it’s always been you
from the day that we met but then i added too much thought and now i wish i was dead cos it’d hurt a lot less than all  the strain in my chest i struggle to think of all the options all the plans i have left i’m such a mess 

all the seconds turn to minutes all the minutes turn to hours all the hours turn to days and i been losing all my powers it’s a nightmare that i’m living but i’m trying hard to dream ive been working real hard just to brighten up my scene everywhere i look is sad and little things they  make me mad i’m never happy never glad my tendencies are always bad i slip into addiction i lose sight of all the memories i had don’t think i’ll be able to find em when i’ve never owned the map 

cos it’s a road less travelled i been fumbling mumbling words like i’ve been playing a game of scrabble man i’ve been going through all of the battles like i was a soldier stuck in a prison of thought no i am not what you thought always in war never had love for the law 

they tell me shit is simple but i’m struggling to find the method to happiness i’ve never been blessed been up to my neck in stress i’ve been working on my patience i’ve been working on my own and i been working so hard i can feel it in my bones 

the hunger grows everytime i hit the fucking pad the words i’m learning they be burning when i’m on the track but don’t let it deceive ya i’m not the guy you think i am i ain’t a believer i’m a fucking under-achiever. fuck.

UNDERACHIEVER

Where the fuck am I somebody save me how did I find myself here again,
I cant sleep at night, but during the day I'm barely awake taking heroin.

How could you do this to me.. 
How was it so it easy to leave..
Do you still think about us..
Or did you leave our memories in the dust.. 

We nearly had everything.
But we never have trust. 
We could have everything.. 
And I don't want anything else..

We used to talk about raising a baby.
But your still a baby yourself. 
I wish I took care of you properly. 
Cant even take care of myself.. 

Still popping pills passing out on the couch. 
Still waking up by myself.

I WISH I COULD (FORGIVE YOU) .prod 36176

STAY/AWAY

FKIT - KILLJAY x MUKS DIED x CIX50 [PROD. HD$]

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MUKS DIED - @uglyfxck
CIX50 - @chilly-650-806136039
KILLJAY - @ki11jay
SADHECTORR - @sadhectorr
CRIBB$ - @theastralconnection

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