Red Faux

[LYRICS]

no, don't ever call my phone
i just wanna be alone, alone
i just wanna be alone, alone, alone
so don't ever call my phone, my phone

flash backward, when i was a teen
got my first number, it came with a screen (hey yo)
feelin so alive, or so it seemed
little did i know that shit would ruin everything (oh no)
turns out, the number was old though
got a couple texts, like "kathrine, where did you go?"
please, you got the wrong one, but they just keep on
callin me, textin me, botherin me, and i'm so fucking done

i'm not pickin up that phone
just tryna get some sleep and now you won't leave me alone (oh no)
walkin through my room, like where'd it go?
hangin up before i could decline you on my own (oh no)
i don't wanna pick it up
not another spam call, i'm like what the fuck, oh no
answerin machine like, hey what's up?
stumblin my words, nah i think i'll just hang up, the

phone, my phone
no don't ever call my phone,
my phone, my phone
i just wanna be alone
alone, alone
i'm not even that well-known
well-known, alone
so DON'T EVER CALL MY PHONE!

i'm not pickin up that phone
even when i need to, i get scared of dial tone (oh no)
i just get too worried on my own
parents make appointments for me, yeah it's sad i know
i don't wanna pick it up
i get fuckin anxious when i talk, yeah i get stuck
AuDHD, i'm outta luck
damn i'm just not built for this so i never pick up, my

phone, my phone
no don't ever call my phone,
my phone, my phone
i just wanna be alone
alone, alone
i'm not even that well-known
well-known, alone
so don't ever call my phone

jish! - DON'T CALL MY PHONE (socks. & jish! remix)

ivy earthworm - the sun is only as bright as you envision it to be (pitifulrock sun twice over easy version)

original track: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQ4VR8hJLzk

📸: jullierator

jullieraptor: 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCaJ0Q7aEmNdZAME8zvxQICg
https://bsky.app/profile/did:plc:njhv67jv4mirglt5awbivent
https://x.com/ChulieChu

Kiwwi:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgYTO-WMbxERxaDIWl2CljQ
https://bsky.app/profile/kiwwig.bsky.social 
https://x.com/KiwwiG

Queen (Girls Like Me) / 知声 (Chis-A) & LIEE 【plushyplasma Remix】[Extended Edit]

flip of 'Jonas Aden - Tell Me A Lie' made (mostly) in like an hour

album cover by me

[tellmealie.flip]

https://soundcloud.com/14gardens
https://soundcloud.com/b3v3l
https://soundcloud.com/cus3d

Glow before

1/6
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guitar, drums - expathmia & James Stent
bass, synths - expathmia
strings - James Stent

SCRATCH OUT MY EYES (feat. James Stent)

[LYRICS]

I saw an angel
pure in what you think
pure in what’s what
pure in how I need

I saw an angel
grinding her teeth
blood along her eyes
blood along the meat

I saw an angel
and I couldn’t look away
this is what I’m made for
this is what I’m meant to be

I saw an angel
and she looked back at me
pure in every way
purity baring teeth
baring teeth (I-)

just what I need
just what I need
just what I need (I-)
just what I need
baring teeth 

expathmia - Tell me a story

a song i made rather quickly after listening to Mao Sasagawa's "STRANGE POP" album on repeat while playing Need For Speed Heat

[LYRICS]

[INTRO]
rev up your engines, it's time to get loud
gather the people, and call your friends now
we'll speed through the city until we break sound
we'll make your head spin around and around

[VERSE 1]
0 to 60 in 2 seconds flat
blink and you'll miss me, can you handle that?
i drive around town like i own the whole joint
if i can't be speeding then WHAT'S THE DAMN POINT?

pushing the redline until i burn out
i got the skills that'll make the girls shout
they can't do it like me, it's really profound
cause BITCH I'M THE BEST GODDAMN DRIVER AROUND!

[CHORUS]
round and around and around in your head
driving in circles until you drop dead
i'll pick up the pace till i pass you i bet
and if i don't, i'll use nitrous instead

racin' around with these pigs on my tail
i got enough N2O, you know i'll never fail
drift through the turns, let the speeding prevail
i got enough N2O, you know i'll never fail
(you know i'll never fail)

[VERSE 2]
new noise complaint from the neighbors, my bad
they got no whimsy, it's honestly sad, like
"was that a gun or your car that we heard?"
bitch we're in NOVA, STOP ACTING ABSURD!

i'll rev my engine, and blow out your ears
deafening everybody who hears
i'm sorry, not sorry, as i'm shifting gears
cause bitch i'm the LOUDEST THAT YOU'VE HEARD IN YEARS!

[CHORUS]
round and around and around in your head
driving in circles until you drop dead
i'll pick up the pace till i pass you i bet
and if i don't, i'll use nitrous instead

racin' around with these pigs on my tail
i got enough N2O, you know i'll never fail
drift through the turns, let the speeding prevail
i got enough N2O, you know i'll never fail
(you know i'll never fail)

[FINAL CHORUS]
round and around and around, like we said
see for yourself, put the rumors to bed
we won't stop the racing, it's part of our code
if you don't like it then DON'T SHARE THE ROAD!

racin' around with these pigs on our tails
we got enough N2O, you know it never fails
drift through the turns, so the speeding prevails
we got enough N2O, you know it never fails!

fully produced & arranged, written & recorded, and mixed & mastered by jish!
album cover by fryology

-Music Video: https://youtu.be/pk0RB8BpZJ8?si=5OYKIRnigsrhFzEB

-Stream here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/deadadvent/vessel-in-the-halls/

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Written recorded and produced by: Dead Advent
Mixed and mastered by: Dead Advent + Salvati

Thank you for your patience.

Special thanks to: @ur-space

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-Lyrics:

Waiting at his apartment
With the holes in the walls
I'm praying on his catharsis
A vessel in the halls

She flickers back only when the winter comes
If I could get a hold of you
I'm dithering out on the truth
You know she doesn't save people like you

Facing what I can't forget about
Standing in front of you
I don't want to be enough
If I'm enough for you
If I'm enough for you
If I'm enough for you

Black out, and back down
Watch his head spin watch him crash out
Bite down, muzzle on the mouth
Hold your camera, crying with the flash on

Hold your camera, crying with the flash on
Black out, and back down
Hold your camera, crying with the flash on

If you could finish what you started
You'd be destined for us
Vail the hole where your heart sits
Shattered like a doll

Love what I can't see
Porcelain body
I just wanna see you happy again
But I couldn't be you

Vessel in the Halls

Original fadeoutz-full song 2024

Lyrics
The songs in my head are the ones that he likes
I think of his voice
And I changed the way I write
Called me a pioneer
But I don't think I've ever been that real to him
I just wanna get by
I been taking some shit now
Been a dirt road kinda life
I been nobody's bitch but some people's kryptonite
I'm just tryna write my life before they take mine
Just tryna right my life before they take mine
He bought me drinks
I wanna fly him out
I tell him where I'm from but I'm not so sure now
I pray what he's saying is just lyrics from a song
I pray what he's saying is just lyrics from a  song
Sleeper agent girls sweet nothing on his telephone 
I BEEN ON THIS DIRT ROAD ALL MY LIFE
The world is tryna take your pretty ass away from me
Take off your clothes take off your clothes take off your clothes
Take me on the ATV
Wanna wrestle in the dirt before I have to leave
I wanna feel our chains touch when I'm on top of you 
I wanna see your chain swing when you're on top of me
I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing
They wanna make a hit song
Get off on killing me
I watched the blood get drawn
Testing for a cure
I earned it
They wanna make a hit song
Get off on killing me
I just wanna feel some love while I still can
He's the biggest hater still don't judge me
Biggest hater tell me he got god in his hand
Feel some love while I still can
Biggest hater tell me he got god in his hand
And he scared to say he love me
Sister tell me never put your trust in a man
They all gon find it disgusting
I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can
Touch me now before somebody else will
Hunt me down
Tell me how the sex feel I spent some digits on some dirty pills
Coming down the ceiling bitch I shoot to kill
Touch me now before somebody else will
Hunt me down
Tell me how the sex feel I spent some digits on some dirty pills
Coming down the ceiling bitch I shoot to kill

Dirt road anthem

SCRATCH OUT MY EYES. NEW EP OUT NOW
email: expathmia@gmail.com