(Theta)
Imma say it twice, don’t treat it like a lesson
I could be more, I could be lesser
I want it bad just like a lecher
Go take your nice clothes out the dresser
Look at the schedule
It’s B&U and PG on the ledger
Lie yourself flat on the stretcher
You had so much potential
Why’d you have to waste it all away?
I’m bouta snap like a pencil
Reading factoids like it’s a lecture
I really bleed for this shit like I’m under pressure

(NotForever)
all i see around me is decay
got you bro you need somewhere to stay
i’m with b&u and i’m with phage 
life a book i turn a fucking page 
life a book i turn a fucking page 
why you need some reasons for that shit it’s unexplained 
if you know the reason why 
you should decide 
how you switch sides? 
cover your eyes, cut the ties 

(exp)
Look me in the eyes
I can’t even tell if you lie
Everything’s alright
Lot of fucked up shit on both sides
(Thats right)
So fucked up why should i try?
And i don’t wanna go outside
And i have a lot shit to realize
I saw something in the woods with no eyes
And theres nothing to a truth with no lies
Fell out of a tree I’m still alive
I can’t look behind me I’m just running for my life
I guess that i couldn’t read like every fucking sign
Im with notforever we come up with new designs
I can’t tell whats happening its probably fine
Fill my lungs up with some smoke and do the outline

(Roland Cart)
Breathe in, breathe out
Define, scene-out
Bleed now, please now
I need a recharge
I need a recharge

Plug me back in to the space
I been gone forever, don’t remember what I made
When you told me never you was lying to my face
Move me off my center, got me spinning out the way
Got me spinning out the way

(Fern)
Thats the best part
Feel nothing

Human Body Sound Effects (prod. exp)

(theta)
I don’t have much to say because I keep it to myself
Slap myself up on the knee because I’m breathless
Rolling down the stairs because I’m stepless
Did you check the checklist?
Keep your head down, I think that’s the best bet
Clock turn to the next day that’s the best bit
You can crawl into your biome as a respit
The outside air is toxic, I don’t need to use a test strip
We’re in Bed Stuy but I’m staying in Bushwick
We just blew all our money on the phage gang trip
I know you don’t wanna miss me baby so please don’t miss
Imma grow to fit the pond just like an isolated koi fish
Feel the beauty of the phage in an outside world
I don’t wanna limit myself, I’m with boys and girls
I saw a Fibonacci sequence when I saw that dress twirl
I saw a helix structure when she put her hands up in my curls

(jupps)
I remember what you said just like youre talking to me 
I can’t give it up because I put my all in, can you see that?
PG B&U we run it up we ballin
We frolic nyc they’ve take over Boston 
I don’t really ever mean to have a bad vibe 
But when I walk in I feel awful I’m a sad guy
I know it might seem like I’m not trying but that’s so wrong
I’m feeling negative like I need some protons
Have some fun do what you want, I’m getting so gone
In the morning I feel the erosion 
I need a soda and an ibuprofen’s 
At the moment we all got so much going on
So why the fuck you gonna tap into a bad vibe
Shoutout everyone I’ve ever met and all the bad times 
I’ve been wondering so long that I don’t really wanna ask why, 
Ive been stuck inside my head I couldn’t figure out this last line

fibonacci (prod. apollo & exp)

(exp)
Yea i just dont know what i know
Am i still reliable?
Awake with my eyes closed
Pictures on my iphone
Still stuck in cycles
Letting down my idols
But what do i know?
I don’t think i’m reliable

How can you trust somebody else if you don’t trust yourself?
I procrastinate so much i leave shit on the shelf
I just blame it all on how i felt 
Oh well
I got got medals for how fast i run away from help

(NotForever)
wanna do better? go work on yourself
i was just outside w my bros & no one else
stay around for me bro 
if you know i already know
stack them bands up stack them rolls
since a kid i kept my dreams close 
left the door open just so i could find you 
i could get behind i could step behind you
i was on the stage, you like where i find you?
if you find a page it was out of my book
had to change your own ways
how long the shit took?
talk about the world like it ain’t in my hands 
permanent smile
hooks in my face from swimming 
i just move my rook yeah i’m in my kingdom

(Roland Cart)
Something I’ve seen is coming up
I found the places that it hurt the most
Stabbing me deep, smell the blood
Take my iron, guess you stronger now

Floating with the wind, grab me by the hand
I don’t know the song, but I’ll take a dance
Everything macabre, put me in a trance
Everything is gone while we still stand

Out for days now
I been out my mind for days now
Yeah for days now
Yeah for days now

(jupps)
Yea I’m higher then the 10th floor
This not what I’m meant for
Yea I’m having real pain
You bitches just get bored
Yea it’s real I feel change 
Yea I’m feeling real pain 
Benjamins my real name 
But Juppleton still feel the same
Break a leg I say okay 
Make a way like everyday 
Outside world I’m in the rain
How it works is really strange 
How do I say the silly things 
I’ll say what I really think 
I like my bitches skinny thick 
Pop they pussy pretty pink
All yo bitches rinky dink
Don’t care what you really think because you don’t really think
My patience really running thin
Imma never call it quits 
Imma never call a bitch
All you gonna fall for it
I’m loser and I’ve always been
I’m a loser and I fucking win 
I can take one on my fucking chin
And I can take one again, you think you know who I am
You wouldn’t believe my plans
Yea I got it in my fucking hands
It’s okay, yea I wanna dance, it’s okay yea I wanna dance

unreliable narrator (prod. exp & casperrusa)

(exp)
Tethered to my vices
Lets do this together youre invited
Tried to hold it in i just got too excited
Time to show the world all that shit you were hiding
I tried to forget but i just got reminded
I though i fucked up you didnt even mind it
If i found out that my life was a chair i’d recline it
I like you as a friend i hope that thats implied
Every lesson that i learned i turned into a line
I thought you were the truth you turned into a lie
Grew my wings and turned into a bird and fly away
I gotta live this life so ima do it my way

(Fern)
Yea I been gone
Come Come back back
Not Yet (I was)
I was waiting for the 
Sun goes down
down down down

This this time lets do it my way
smoke till my eyes Red 
something to forget
Wish u saw my eyelids;… Can u…
Can u see it behind my eyelids?

Guess u only live once
This time im not coming back
They say that im turning up for what ?
This time im not coming back

Yea I been gone
Come Come back back
Not Yet (I was)
I was waiting for the 
Sun goes down
down down downt

(Notforever)
no you can’t dap you can’t pound me 
only the real ones surround me 
the surround system is pounding 
how’s that music, how’s it sounding?
going way to high climbing a mountain 
wish came true came straight out a fountain 
got an overheard view like falcon 
see all the cards you counting 
and the trees that’s sprouting

DO IT MY WAY (prod. apollo, cart, theta & fern)

@beauty-unity
@1notforever
@experiencer01
@user-400989312
@cart888
@luci-174678424
cover by @fantasy_grind_forever_decline

Beauty & Unity ft cart - Countdown 2 Outside World (apollo+cart+theta)

prod @dollfacexxx @mmassi

swear i saw it moving is it my impression
cooper i can solve it, got tibetan methods
i just got a kebab in my town i love globalization <3
im tryna go global, beats from sacramento
they must be in playback, saw them fake rock
i was holding on i had to let go
please dont give me hope or i cant perform
took me like a week to pick the mic and make this song
i think its in me but i shoot and i hit the post
evil substances but im the nicest
yeah i took the wrong path i live on the knife's edge
you dont believe in me ur a flat earther
just missed out on a bag i dont care about a bag
swear im in that mode again but this time with no nightmares  
shout out to my past self he showed me the right way
all these thoughts hurt me i dont wanna avoid them 
i just sit with them
ill tell you all about them, Diane
why they want whats in me like i gotta breed the whole herd
gotta get it for crow ill bring the bread home
yeah you might look better, u dont got it, kintoki
dont care if its not working its just my hobby, my hobby
used to make myself small like a hobbit, a goblin

this time with no nightmares (dollface x massi)

@cyberianangel

u could do the worst i wouldnt take it personal
go ahead pat me down i dont got it on my person
its inside like treasure
cut him off like treason
how tf can u sleep with the tv on
im not tryna hear a noise
i had to depend on them it was annoying
i was in the deep end but it got boring
im tryna go up like boeing
i dont know how to play bowling 
i dont wanna go out i vomit
i dont wanna waste time on nothing
can you please leave me be i already said sorry
can you please
give me a shot i need one more
not spelunking but i struck gold
it didnt come easy i used to struggle
now i strike, goal
i got a few tricks up in my repertoire
turn the other cheek i can break the cycle
i was there for u, u call me psycho
i might just pull up to saigon
you got spikes like a stegosaurus
i got hope like i got some good news
but theres no good news she dont got love i do wtf did i do im just singing in my room

u could do the worst i wouldnt take it personal
go ahead pat me down i dont got it on my person
its inside like treasure
cut him off like treason
how tf can u sleep with the tv on
im not tryna hear a noise
i had to depend on them it was annoying
i was in the deep end but it got boring
im tryna go up like boeing
i dont know how to play bowling 
i dont wanna go out i vomit
i dont wanna waste time on nothing
can you please leave me be i already said sorry
can you please
give me a shot i need one more
not spelunking but i struck gold
it didnt come easy i used to struggle