My second DAW song.

Fortress of Fear
Please help me out, please help me out, out

I'm trapped inside this fortress of fear
I'm trapped inside this fortress of fear
Walls closing in, their shadows coming near
Mean voices and noise that only I can hear
It comes back a long forgotten tear
It comes back a long forgotten tear

I cannot find out, flee from the noise so loud
I cannot find out, I am nothing but doubts

Please help me out, please help me out, out

I'm trapped inside this fortress of fear
Ever higher the strong walls they grow
Inside this tower my soul feels low
Oh I feel so real insanity grow
Watch me sinking as madness overflows
Who can remember once I was a rose
Who can remember once I was a rose

I cannot find out, I could scream and shout
I cannot find out, I could scream and shout

No way out, no way out, no way out
How to get out, how

Fortress Of Fear

I was working on updating this and it suddenly struck me that it's sorta spooky sounding and it's Halloween time. Perfect.

Circa 2007 I began poking around with synth sounds in GarageBand. It was fun to play with the settings to see what new sounds I could contrive. This is the result of one of those adventures. I recently opened the file in Logic and tweaked it to match where I'm at presently in my musical journey.

(This tune is downloadable.)

I compose in MIDI, using Logic Pro and sound libraries from EastWest. This tune has a lot of personally tweaked synth sounds.

© 2024 Rebecca Williams All rights reserved.

Novel Conservation (18 Years Later)

G.Lapidi.

“An interlude piece inspired by ‘Discovery’ era Daft Punk and a Pete Johns Studio Live Today podcast about keyboards. Created solely on Garageband iOS for iPhone, this song features Our Daughter and my Wife and was good fun; there is a lot of love and joy in this track. I hope you enjoy it.” 

hello space punk, is it me you are looking for? 

© heart house and the new kindness. 2025

Written**, performed*, recorded, produced** and mixed by heart house and the new kindness. 
*with OUR DAUGHTER + QUEEN VAN WIFE AND MAMMA 
**additional writing and production by QUEEN VAN WIFE AND MAMMA 
Mastered by DOLBY

hello space punk, is it me you are looking for? w/ OUR DAUGHTER + QUEEN VAN WIFE AND MAMMA

Toe Jam

Marco Lucchi : electric organ

*

17 febbraio 2025

studio n*1 [90bpm] dorian mode

A sort of elegy. Reloaded from a few weeks ago after a remix and clean up.

Tattered Flag

Back in the day, there was this local punk band called Headcheese. I was friends with the bass player Eric Weir. Anywho, never released or published but they had this song called Redneck Ballad. 
This is my take on the old Headcheese song.

Eric Weir : lyrics 
Mahan Mahan : vocals, instrumental track

Well my wife done left me for a donkey
Cuz his taliwacker's bigger than mine 
That mangi ass donkey's got the biggest 
Genitalia that i bet you ever could find
Well she took to the dknkey like fly to shit
But she killed the last sheep that i brung to our bed
That poor little lamb was my pride & joy
Didnt matter much that it was a boy

Dont need the women anyhow
I can open the pin and grab me a sow now

I got a beer belly, and Im sora smellly
My butt looks like a Santa Fe map
Now she's gone, i got nothing to bone
Guess Im gonna fuck her cat
Now that damn cat she's a cutie pie 
First time we did it she started to cry
Well i bet you think that I'm a pretty sick louse 
Cuz my sister moved out of the house

Don't need the women anyhow
I can open the door and fuck me a cow now...

Redneck Ballad ~ Mahan💀Mahan

wild want

DU SKA VA PRESIDENT - IMPERIET
Cover by Stina Crow and ExploderaMera
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Du ska va president
Du ska va president
Du ska va president

Nånstans nere under jorden på botten av ett hål
I en gruva i Hell city värker muskler av stål
Där barndomssånger botar ånger läker sår
Där skyltfönsterögon lägger pussel-letar spår

Alla föddes lika nakna utan stygn på sin kropp
Tio-tusen ton stenar där städer växte opp
Megatropolis väggar andas smärta andas hopp
Under jorden, under jorden

Men du vet väl att

Du ska va president du ska va miljonär
Du ska va president du ska va miljonär
Du ska va president du ska va miljonär
Du ska va president du ska va miljonär

Under nattens svarta himmel är det fest i timmar tolv
Alla inkassobreven fyller år på ditt golv
Men vårat liv är kort, ett party i en papperskorg
Sjung en sång för barnen om ett liv utan sorg

Nånstans nere i bunkern dunkar hammarslagens sång
Om hur solen värmer kroppar efter vinter lång
Låt den eka i din hjärna du måste du e stjärna
Under jorden


Men du vet väl att

Du ska va president du ska va miljonär
Du ska va president du ska va miljonär
Du ska va president du ska va miljonär
Du ska va president du ska va miljonär

Men du vet väl att

Du ska va president du ska va miljonär
Du ska va president du ska va miljonär
Du ska va president du ska va miljonär
Du ska va president du ska va miljonär
Under jorden
Under jorden
Hej hej å
Under jorden

Under jorden
Hej hej å
Under jorden
Men du vet väl att

DU SKA VA PRESIDENT (Cover by Nix & Stina)

01 - Spitfire Audio - Woodwind Evolutions
02 - Spitfire Audio - Labs - Choir from Eric Whitacre Singers at Air Studios