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24th

yi wu 2416

Will I See You Again?

paynes grey

recorded/mixed/mastered by Lily Ruckstuhl

Transference

you flipped your rentals, are you happy now?
with teeth pooling out of your mouth
I'll force it open, I'll bet you're laughing now
wish I had more to laugh about
some call it envy, I hope they're not right
cause it shakes me violently at night
now, I wanna know where we get off
I'm just trying to do my job

so foreign to my ears
so familiar with my place
I can tell you this is not the way
so tired of my form
slowly descending gowns
vomiting our skeletons out

high rises come as my humanity goes
a part of me feels responsible
I'm scattered where your father laid the stones
don't make my brothers mop me up
don't make my brothers mop me up, please

so foreign in my ears
so familiar with my place
I can tell you this is not the way
so tired of my form
slowly descending gowns
vomiting our skeletons out

Theophant

1000

This song celebrates those moments of escape with the ones dear to you. 

To be released on my upcoming album via @spiritgoth June 21st. 
I wrote and recorded this song in my bedroom after coming back from a getaway with my lover, when life was simpler and everything felt right. The song came together super quickly as I felt my skin radiate its pink glow as the sun went down - smiling at the warmth my body gave off.

Written, Recorded & Produced: VULPIX/Jordan Barrow
Additional Drums: Erik Scerba
Mixed and Mastered by: Erik Scerba

Weekend Off

Turn Yo Clic Up

charlotte

pitcher fifty6

Under the hum of citylights
Where months before I bid my goodnight
And hushed my truth
Heavy snow kissed my pale flushed flesh
You saw through my guise
Before I ever could
Our images blur into sound
Your voice makes me warm
Finding comfort in small gestures
Burdened by this sense of self
The nocturnal everlasting who dreamt of sleep
The clairvoyant who could not speak
And the exhaustion that led to collapse
Finding comfort in small gestures
Burdened by this sense of self
Defined by past mistakes

Exhaustion That Led To Collapse by burial etiquette

[chorus]
eyes are on me
no reason, no reason
you’re just exhausted
i know you still care
i wanna be the one
so dont remind me
you’re always reminding me
if i cant have you
Its goodbye
Its goodbye
just tell me why

[verse]
im on my own shit now
you can’t control me
i hope you’ll stay proud just like you told me

[ what a day, hm? ]

[ you look lonely. i can fix that. ]

Prod. Anticon

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Sour Widows' full length debut "Revival of a Friend" is out June 28th via Exploding In Sound Records.

ORDER: https://sourwidows.bandcamp.com/album/revival-of-a-friend

Revival Of A Friend

Sour Widows - Cherish

writing by valous israfil 

(lyrics}

I want you stay 
Only for me 
This anxious feeling 
Only wen you leave 

(Don’t want to hurt you
But if you leave 
I might have to.)

I want you stay 
Only for me 
This anxious feeling 
Only wen you leave

Anxiously Attached {prod.anticøn}

Additional synths on Jut by Alex Heubel
Additional guitar on Wheelhouse by Pete Campanelli
Mixed by Sam Rosson and Stephen Ibanez
Mastered by Ed Brooks

Holding Gold

Staring at the ground
just thinking to myself
I wanna talk to you
but you're looking at someone else

My head is full of smoke
it's getting hard to see
You're so far away
you're so out of reach

I don't know what to say
I don't know what to do
wish I knew how to be
wish I was more like you
you float right through the air
and I can't keep my cool
wish I could run away
wish I was more like you

someone else

Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge

Interlude

The Black Parade

The End.

True Blue

These days I know, not much is clear
In a surprise the time draws near
Behind the world, you do not see
Behind my each and every thoughtless scheme

Could it be you
Could it be you, my darling Blue
No time to loose your mind
No time to fall behind, again
Just like we do, Just like we do

Tell him the ways, you want to feel
Its no surprise the time draws near
Behind the words you dare not say
Behind those never ending games we play

Could it be you
Could it be you, my darling Blue
No time to loose your mind
No time to fall behind, again
Just like we do, Just like we do





Sour Widows - Cherish

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