grind me down

IG is @externvs, @geolboseu or @izumidqriya
TikTok is @devolvtion
please credit any of these accounts! this soundcloud user is also fine
I'd love to see your edits so tag me if you can :)

21 Yes, I’m 2 old for SoundCloud I know but I been having this account since I was like 16 or 17 

I do but don’t have Instagram. You feel me 

Acotar has been my favorite series since 2018

Crying and throwing up because it isn’t letting me create more playlist 

I won’t gatekeep my playlist 🕺💃 even tho half of them have the same audio 🥲

You don’t have to like my playlist but I hope you love it 🥹😛🐀

I ❤️  Wattpad books or real books 
Idk why I put that there but hehe 😉 🥵😐👹

Books I have read 
Ugly love 
The maddest obsession (Christian is so hot he can rail me) 
The acotar series 
Birthday girl 
They both die at the end 
Ace on Wattpad 
Storm and silence (it’s also on Wattpad)
The deal 
Saved by the Boss on Wattpad 
There’s more but I don’t feel like naming them all (and plus half of them I haven’t even finish reading) 

I wanna live my life like a Wattpad person or a real book like really 
When will I live my life 

Favorite band 
The Neighbourhood 

Places I wanna go but can’t afford because I’m broke asf and don’t have no money 

-New York 
-California 
-Las Vegas 
-Big cities so I can explore 

I’m doing this because I’m bored 😐 

Favorite Show 

-SpongeBob 
-Lucifer 
-Criminal Minds
-Victorious 
-Big Time Rush
-The Circle on Netflix 
-Sam & Cat
-Stranger Things 
There’s more but I don’t feel like naming them all 

Favorite Songs (Not going 2 name them all but probably only 10)+ My favorite parts

- Young And Beautiful 
(Hot summer nights, mid-July
When you and I were forever wild)

- Umbrella cover by Ember Island 
(When the sun shine, we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath and I'm stick it out till the end)

-Mercy By Shawn Mendes 
(Oh, please have mercy on me
Take it easy on my heart
Even though you don't mean to hurt me
You keep tearing me apart)

-Nothing Breaks Like A Heart By Miley Cyrus
(This world can hurt you
It cuts you deep and leaves a scar
Things fall apart, but nothing breaks like a heart and nothing breaks like a heart)

- Wildest Dreams By Taylor Swift 
(I said, "No one has to know what we do"
His hands are in my hair, his clothes are in my room and his voice is a familiar sound
Nothing lasts forever but this is getting good now)

-Cardigan By Taylor Swift 
(To kiss in cars and downtown bars
Was all we needed
You drew stars around my scars
But now I'm bleedin')

-PillowTalk By Zayn 
(I don’t have a favorite part I just like the song)

-Love Me Again By John Newman
(I don’t have a favorite part I just like the song) 

-Lust For Life By Lana Del Rey FT The Weeknd
(My boyfriend's back 
And he's cooler than ever
There's no more night, blue skies forever
I told you twice in our love letter
There's no stopping now, green lights forever
And I was like

Take off, take off
Take off all your clothes
Take off, take off
Take off all your clothes
Take off, take off
Take off all of your clothes

And a lust for life, and a lust for life
And a lust for life, and a lust for life
Keeps us alive, keeps us alive
Keeps us alive, keeps us alive
And a lust for life, and a lust for life
And a lust for life, and a lust for life
Keeps us alive, keeps us alive
Keeps us alive, keeps us alive (oh-ooh)


-8TEEN By Khalid
( You were there when times were at their darkest
Always showing me the way
Lead the way
Your love seems to cut me deep the sharpest
You'll always have a part of me
A part of me
Losing you has always been the hardest
I wish it were the old days
(Oh I wish it were the old days)