I got my, I got my..

Arms extended open
Fights that weren't chosen
Make me something else because right now I'm feeling closed in
I feel it in my bones that
I was just a token
So that you could test the waters out while I was holding on
Holding on
Holding on
Holding on, on, on, on, on, on, on, on, on


Now I'm getting closer, closer than I was ever
To coming to terms with things that I would rather leave
Somewhere in the future
I can do much better
Would I? 
Would I?

holding on

lryics:
Tryna distract myself
You causing damage you left and took half my health  
Somebody wake me out this nightmare ill slap myself 
I'm losing my mind can't you tell?
Woah
Cant explain how bad it felt 
To see you move on with another its sad as hell 
Woah
Like why the fuck are you glad I fail 
Can you release me out the grip of your spell
Okay i close my eyes and still see your face 
My heart gone and my head i cant hold straight 
You moved on? God damn well you don't say?
A second without you like four days 
I paid for what i did seen no change ‘
Now im hanging out the v like roadrage 
Me and you was supped to be soulmates 
Girl i dont want you to go away 
You a part of me ill never get back 
Where the plug need to roll some stat 
I showed you things you aint show me back 
How am I gonna cope with that?
Goddamn i might relapse 
Im begging you just give me a chance 
I know i been lost in my way 
Often in mia 
Cause I don't like pretending like ive been okay 
Flip yo card on me make me look insane 
And these drugs I take heal me keep the doctors away 
Ohhhh
This do not feel right inside 
You use me then play victim why?
Everything I see remind me of your face so I just sit inside 
Girl you cant say I didnt try 
I gave you my all 
Tryna distract myself
You causing damage you left and took half my health  
Somebody wake me out this nightmare ill slap myself 
I'm losing my mind, can't you tell?
Woah
Maybe ill blast myself 
Is that the only way ill escape this magic spell
Im dumb for thinking I could win you with cash and wealth 
Im always checking in like you a hotel 
I’ll be her even if ts might take a year
Yo new man ain’t me girl you gon be my lady still
Do he make you feel special when you hate it here
Don’t want none of these hoes ok? let’s make it clear 
Can’t see myself without so I hate the mirror 
Hear voices in my head it’s almost like I hear her 
Ill drink my pain away but it don't stop the tears
Terrified of losing you so now I cant ein fear nun 
Omg



#myhealth

#mycontrolislost

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Down

PCK (sped up)

EVERYTHING (LYRICS)

as i take off my make up and i sit and do my chores.
i sat and thought about how you wanted me on the floor. 

you got just what you wanted as 
i sit and clean the oven man i think about how 
you would just want me when you bored 

i keep it quiet 
i think i’ve lost it 
my worth is gone no i can’t take it anymore.

 
you keep it in your pocket,
no more deposit,
you treat me like i can be purchased at store.

i don’t wanna be another one you see 
i wanna be your best friend i wanna be your 
royalty so can i be your everything?

i’ll keep it on the down low, so you don’t have to leave. can you be my everything?

YESSSSS THANK YOUUUU

EVERYTHING (INTRO)

Grateful

lost in the process (silo)

i got work tomorrow


ig / trinitiidancer


(made with wired apple headphones in the bathroom)

EVERYTHING (INTRO)

RINNI