OG Version of Not Enough

This shot is just not gonna be enough
Don’t you see I need more in orde to love
Myself, but this 30 pack isn’t gonna cut it
I need alot to drink in order to get lit

Both sides of my family are extreme alcoholics
By father drinking whiskey by the bottle, causing trouble for his kids
My aunt gets cut off, causes scenes and screams for everyone to see
My eldest brother, got cancer, because he was a drinker (lymphonotic) 
Now he’s sober living better for a better liver
But now I’m older, I feel bolder, wanting to be a drinker
Started to like the feeling, like things seeming like they’ll be okay
Of my own thoughts I am afraid

This shot is just not gonna be enough
Don’t you see I need more in orde to love
Myself, but this 30 pack isn’t gonna cut it
I need alot to drink in order to get lit 

I take a shot but find it didnt’ do alot
I don’t drink that much, but when I do I’m in a rush
To get super duper drunk and uber doober fucked
I need this alc cause I really lucked
Out on this life dealing with so much strife
Doesn’t help that my genetics give me the might
To drink all the alcohol that I see, put it down my hole for me
I’m just so damn tired and spent too in fire

This shot is just not gonna be enough
Don’t you see I need more in orde to love
Myself, but this 30 pack isn’t gonna cut it
I need alot to drink in order to get lit

My friends don’t care if the alc causes me to throw up
Because they know that’s the only way I’d stop
Every talking stage I just ended up wanting to flop
 Because I could’t give a flying fuck
About pushing my own luck, and wanting to fuck
I ’m too prideful for that, so instead I use a mental bat
To hit myself with, causing my mind to fill with shit
Thoughts I’m not enough in my brain causing me to drink it

This shot is just not gonna be enough
Don’t you see I need more in orde to love
Myself, but this 30 pack isn’t gonna cut it
I need alot to drink in order to get lit

This shot is just not gonna be enough
Don’t you see I need more in orde to love
Myself, but this 30 pack isn’t gonna cut it
I need alot to drink in order to get lit
 


Not Enough (OG Version)

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