The OG Version of Starring into the Abyss

I stared into the abyss and its eyes blinked at me
I don’t know if that means I’m Batman, or if I’m just going crazy
I just want to know if I’m truly looney
I don’t wanna be lonely, but I can’t trust nobody

Been alone for most of my life, growing up around some strife
Gaining issues from a young age, creating myself a mental cage
A shield to fend me from confronting others, cause I just can’t be bothered
To talk to someone new, Whom I never knew
Before I first met them, but honestly I do not hate them
I just can’t trust anyone from all the trauma when I was young
Feeling so much paranoia
To get to know ya
I don’t wanna know ya 
Let me just chill in my room and be alone yeah
This is not personal
I just don’t wanna be so conversal
 Don’t wanna say something controversial that will offend ya
Politely fuck off and just let me smoke yah
Let me do my job and just stop with the yap

I stared into the abyss and its eyes blinked at me
I don’t know if that means I’m Batman, or if I’m just going crazy
I just want to know if I’m truly looney
I don’t wanna be lonely, but I can’t trust nobody

See I know that I’m damaged, of some love I am famished
Admitting you have a problem is the first step to healing
But why the hell isn’t that shit working on me
Instead I descend into a deeper side of crazy
Cause now I question if I’m truly like others
Becoming paranoid of others, I retreat to my corner
Where I can be a stoner born to be a loner
Able to do what I gotta do
To reach all of you
And become big, and then I can pig
Out on my dreams of being people’s beam
Of light in a world full of blights
Where we’re always in fights against our populace


Starring into the Abyss (OG Version)

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