i wouldve stayed a secret for u sweet girl

song was already archived so i decided to unprivate
LLWS #4evergoth

sorry guys i did it again

@menthol100s

the wind makes me want to jump
i will show you the view if you promise to
remember everything we did wrong
told you its done
found you hanging off the branch
nothing came 1st nothing came after
you were the one that cared
the most 
but ill make you choke
no one better to trust
apart from yourself
we could be one
throw away your lunch
dont make the mistake
you have got no one else to lose
apart from your self
no one cares enough about it
dont make the mistake

theres time to kill
your eyes were so peeled
yet nothing felt real
you did what you could
but how could he do it
my idiot friend
who thought forever was a girl
you kept your sadness shouldve kept your glasses
maybe then youd see that youd amount to more than ashes
im too pessimistic talking is traumatic
at least he has the memory of you

hanging off a branch with skeleton

@helenimsorry prod. sickboi
makes me so sad this was the last song we ever made, was supposed to be a whole ep together. i love you so much bro there isn't a day that goes by where i dont think about all the stupid funny memories we made, rest up bro. i only keep this going for you.

(Helen)
My heart cold like mint,
Got you wet like your wrist.
Went and killed all your friends—
That's how the story ends.
I don't know what I did better to make amends,
But I'll do it again so you lose your shit.
Wake up—same day, same place, your face,
No makeup.
Anyways, I'll rape your corpse 'til the window breaks.

I'll take anything,
'Cause almost anything is better than this.
It makes me sick.
Don't care what you think about what I did,
Since I'd do it again, 'cause it hards my dick.

(Nancy)
I hate your guts,
But you hate mine anyway.
I'd burn it all if I had to—let it decay.
I don't get it, why am I so obsessed with you?
Stab me in the back, you do it—yes, it's true.
I'll lose my mind over her a couple times.
Why do I spend it all on her—every last fucking dime?
I think she wants me to die.

You'll take everything, it'll last you a bit,
'Til you come running back and you know you're wrong.
Ooo, you know you fucked up.
I hate everything and I wanna go back.

If I could, you know I fucking would.
But now she's a dumb slut and I don't wanna go back to that.

helen & nancy - same day same place

@helenimsorry
og desc:
You’re only capable of lying about things I’d never do
I wanna hold you down and choke you out until your skin is blue
And your a crybaby, I can’t see your tears from in the pool
Your on the deep end, and you can’t swim your body’s feeling cool
I can’t say anything, all these words I write are fucking dumb
I wanna bash your head in, with a 12 gauge, shot gun fucking slug
I wanna eat you, keep her in the friiiiidge
I’ve got a pretty collar, for your neck I’ll make you my bitch
i wanna eat you keep her in the fridge
ive got a pretty collar for your neck ill make you my bitch

helen - 12 gauge shotgun shell

killer

do i need to stay alive
theres no shot that i can thrive
im a monster in my mind
and my flesh wont survive
all this love ive been derived
my whole life is a lie
if there was a device
that could relit my whole drive
then id use it od
these drugs hella op
u think that u know me
did u know im lonely
and that ur my only

fill my brain with chemicals
watch me die all for the thrill
how much til i get my fill
dont have any fucking skills
should i try i know ill fail
life got one n i got nil
dont wna crawl up noones hill
not gon die myself ill kill myself
shit wont change dont get me help
im trapped inside my own hell
shit is over ring the bell
that building u likes the one i fell from that day
im not livin a rat race
my room looks like the bat cave
im always in a bad space
got bout 8 9 10 bad traits
your hurtful words hit my face just as much as the bass
and when im in the afterlife i aint seein the white gates

my life is a lie and i have no friends

4evergoth // all songs by skel

0:00 killer
0:20 stupid college slut
1:41 im such drunk fuckkkk
2:55 isnt it obvious
4:38 birthday

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Dont know how to let my tears
I got a long way from here I fear
Im getting signals and they arent clear
I dont know when Im gonna disappear

I shouldnt hold on to the past you say
I let my old friends just go away
Couldnt let my wants just go astray
Had to let myself know Im okay

Come on wont you give me a break
I got a lot of damn time that you just wanna take
I got a lot of damn songs that I just wanna make
I gotta finish in time before its too late

I gotta ruin my mind I do it day by day
If Im not doing it right then I just get crossfaded
I gotta forget everything you said
Cause even while your gone its getting to my head

And sometimes its just way too much
And sometimes I just wanna feel a rush
And sometimes I feel like Im getting crushed
But thats because of you baby

spotify

all cause of you

shoutout oaqi for getting me these og files

wifiskeleton - and i really hate being goth

@menthol100s

**lyrics**
get excited! i'll be comin' home real soon
got a smile but i cried a whole monsoon
eyes a river when my mental shifts to you
i'm a vessel and i'm empty, skeleton in the room
i don't gotta let you know what i've been thinkin', it's true
if you really cared at all why'd you leave me in that puddle?
20 damn years wrapped up in that bubble
ship me away, man this life's been a struggle

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‫exxen