prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i pull up to my memories its cold like in a mortuary
i used to slit my skin its like a suicidal surgery
i see dystrophic body in the corner and there's nobody
the tears are like a needles make it feel so fucking suffering

but i also see the times of how i feel
like when i was a fucking child and when im walking thru the fields
i was so happy but years later i feel i just wanna leave
the ones who used to love and cover are just watching how i sink

come it back and see this shit and how it comes
go see the fuck bitch i got so cray and why i trapped in a mental ward
i felt a lot of painful shit and they just said its by my fault
but bitches stop, fucking drop, you know you wrong at all your words

and when i drop me out of all this pit they ripping on my nerves
this fucking whore was acting shit and made me feel like im cursed
yeah i had a fake friends but for now i glad they gone
you should forget my fucking face, my fucking name, my fucking songs

the pain is gone and i won't lost in all this pit
all can i do is make me prove myself i'll never feel this shit, again, again
im gonna show the ones who see no fucking light
you always bout to find a way out, and im here to help you find

cuz i remember all those times when i was gon to shoot my brains
when im the one in my own room, when i was losted in the space
but now i feeling so much better and im going just to help
all can i do with all the past is make it never was in vain

not in vain. [prod. abxminvtixn]

im back again lolol enjoy

SAMPLES:
that one @ginsengxx melody
LUCYFXR - ETHERNAL CHAINS W/ HXNJV
SCARLXRD - 6 FEET
7XVN - https:// MURDER.com
SMOKEPURPP - FINGERS BLUE (FEAT. TRAVIS SCOTT)
XXXTENTACION - GNARLY BASTARD (THE VIRUS AND ANTIDOTE)
WXLF!=狼 VOCAL CHALLENGE @w666lf
VYX BLV$ - I CAME WITH BROKEN TEETH (HXNJV)
SNAYK - GROWING ON ME
ZAR - GOD IS DEAD (WARFILL)
7XVN - THIS PART OF ME (ZANDA)

TRAP METAL IS DEAD

𝙻𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝙽𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 𝟸 (𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚍. 𝚂𝚢𝚕𝚎𝚛)

A collection of remaining Affinity tracks mixed with new music.

𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚏𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚔𝚒𝚛𝚊𝚒 [𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚍. 𝚑𝚟𝚟𝚡𝚌𝚔]

Opened your chest and all I found was a dented metal heart.

PROD: @DEADFAVE
MIXING: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
They say give an inch and they take a mile
But you took my world from me
Need a skin graft just my ribs left to patch my third degree burns
Absurd how you hit me up and ask for sorries
Pity party with no guests to greet
Hate is all I have left in me
And I wish I wasn't mad at me
Fantasies I live in maladaptive day mares scared of being single in a pair
Not together for forever or whatever else you want
Ain't it better not so complex past the point of normal thoughts
Why my heart race a marathon?
Play the part of clown carrion
Dyslexic love language I can't carry on so I write these stupid songs

[HOOK]X4
One to the two to the three strikes before you kill me with the bat
Your love for me is dangerous that's a fact

[VERSE]
I don't understand
Why I stay the same
Had my darkest nights and my brightest days
Late to my own wake
Shake the shackles off these chains
I can't even feel my face
Soul is rotting like some sewage twist the knife push it in I'm looking kinda thin
Klonopin and walk in clinics
Who we kidding you not getting fixed
Missing parts and missing pages to our story
You was there to see me fall
Dare to be the cause
Tales tall and still unsung

[HOOK]X4
One to the two to the three strikes before you kill me with the bat
Your love for me is dangerous that's a fact

Vacant Chest

Stream/Buy

Vacant Chest [prod. dead fave]

PLEASE BURNICE I NEED THIS ft. Nightmind+ (Prod. Bang)

intro:
u murdered ur own son?
yes i did
i got a nine to the back of her head
blood stains all over the bed
rip your fuckin scalp off and i keep it as my trophy
when it comes to body counts bitch im fuckin wealthy
night raid on your house now and i keep it stealthy

sir nihilist:
left the tools inside my house ill snap her neck with my bare hands
pull the fuck up bitch I dare u I just made friends with the Taliban
hang u off the fuckin ground I love hearing the sound of u gag
im a fuckin animal ill rip ur flesh off get it bagged
point my glock between ur eyes u beg for mercy but i don't fucking care
i love hearing bitches cry i get off to that shit when they're scared
im covered up in blood i just shot a bitch her brains are everywhere
break into the morgue at night ima fuck a corpse while pullin her hair
i got bodies stacked up they're rotting in my fuckin shed
stupid bitch quit fuckin running u know that u gon be next
i got bodies stacked up they're rotting in my fuckin shed
stupid bitch quit fuckin running u know that u gon be next
stab stab stab stab, just let it happen
stab stab stab stab, just let it happen
stab stab stab stab, just let it happen
stab stab stab stab, just let it happen
kill kill kill kill, i feel nothing
kill kill kill kill, i feel nothing
kill kill kill kill, i feel nothing
kill kill kill kill, i feel nothing

yes
thats gruesome joe, thats horrible
yes it is
and you don't blame me if I say I hope you never get outta this place
I hope I never do either

sir xyrn:
i got a nine to the back of her head
blood stains all over the bed
rip your fuckin scalp off and i keep it as my trophy
when it comes to body counts bitch im fuckin wealthy
night raid on your house now and i keep it stealthy
bitch im in the trenches on the c6a1 ima turn you into cat food 
and i piss all on your corpses cuz im in a bad mood
sawin of his limbs and i hang them up as decorations
slitting all your nerves you cant feel any sensations
bitch i dodge the murder case, im on the run now
killin all the witnesses, its hella fun yuh
pistol in her mouth, she crying while she takes it
fuck around n find out you get hit
im so fucked up i cant be here anymore
im so fucked up cant stop killin i want more 
im so fucked up i cant be here anymore
im so fucked up cant stop killin i want more 

u murdered ur own son?
yes i did

i got a nine to the back of her head
blood stains all over the bed
rip your fuckin scalp off and i keep it as my trophy
when it comes to body counts bitch im fuckin wealthy
night raid on your house now and i keep it stealthy

RECIDIVIST

RECIDIVIST w/ NIHILIST [TRYNADIE]

@hxlx
@hxlx2

last minute like always wooooo

GUNWALK (HXLX SAMPLE CHALLENGE #1 ENTRY)

Bongo

The siren howls so low it makes the ribs ring. One word flares on the board — SHATTER. Netsphere drops the visor. In her headset, a dry voice: “Paperfunk Recordings. Arena Three. Contact in eight.”

There’s no count — time stretches into a single string. The bass hammers fate from the inside, engines cut the air. The track is a needle’s eye between rusted frames of cars and broken overpasses: one mistake and you’re thrown into the white noise of the ether.

A rival’s shadow slides past, spraying sparks. “The crack isn’t in the metal. It’s in you,” she thinks. The shatter point is the instant your hand reaches for the brake. Either you go through, or it breaks you.

Pedal buried. Instruments blacked out. The bass settles into a steady heat. A blind turn — a hair from the rail, where the air hasn’t been taught to fear yet.

The finish flashes white. A two-beat pause.
“Recording received: Netsphere — Shatter Point. Paperfunk Recordings.”

It wasn’t her that split today — it was the track. Build another. Faster.

GUNWALK (HXLX SAMPLE CHALLENGE #1 ENTRY)

EXZYYY