(lyrics)

a part of me wants to be great
a part of me wants to be loved 
a part of wants to let go 
i'm feeling so mentally fucked
i look at the people i met in this life 
and hope they don't feel half the shit that i write
seeing them happy is all that i want 
seeing them smile may flicker my light 
when i drift in my thoughts 
2;30 at night 
i imagine a life that'll never be mine 
then i shallow my pride 
then i put on a movie wake up in the morning 
and pretend to be liked 
i'm sick of it 
repetitive 
i go school feel confident 
then next day start to stress again
i'm scared to let go of my harnesses 
but i keep on going 
keep on showing 
keep on flowing
on the beats i'm learning
how to love myself 
how care for others
not to kill myself 
but to kill for others 
try to keep it real 
w the shit i mutter 
w the shit i feel 
trying not to stutter 
when i flow like this 
hot knife to butter 
lover boy 
i was born a lover 
yuh 
all that aside 
i will never fucking think about suicide 
well maybe maybe maybe 
i'm just kidding if you 
worry worry worry 
it might drive you
crazy crazy 
yuh

a part of me. (prod by boyfifty)

every rose has its thorns, show me yours, and I'll show you hands that are willing to bleed.

a part of me. (prod by boyfifty)

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