Name: Mel and Tim Song by Goodwoods
Duration: 6 min 58 s
Description: demo of a song that I gave up on, because it's wayyyy too depressing. it's about the last time my partner and I saw their grandfather, and it's about being horribly depressed working at a gas station. I was super super extremely wasted off honey jack Daniel's when I recorded it.

<3 
beat produced by imsoproudofyou 

lyrics:
u said that u feel no time 
but i’m feeling timeless
and the sound when u break 
jus crumbles me down no comfort when i close my eyelids
my silence is something like a virus 
wait up or don’t wait at all
i cant stop ur seasonal fall
my quiet withdrawl 
you never involve yourself
my reason to fall 
you never involve yourself 
my self hope keeps me up when i want to and you just stay in the back i don’t need you
i take the time on myself
ik that u need to work on ur health
i tell her lower your standards and higher yourself 
don’t take my advantage or what i have built 
don’t wanna feel don’t wanna leave you guilt i suppose 
u don’t feel the same i do
all ur colors turning blue
i cant stop the turning moon
so wait for me or don’t wait at all
i feel a penalty suffer from withdraw
i feel your energy or feel none at all
but ik you want change
i say maybe later so we stay in one place and u don’t see the comfort when you look my

self hope (prod. imsoproudofyou)

(childhood)
no support, i can pray
i can bum right off of your plan 
offer me in advance
that's fine with me
as long i can grind my teeth
if that's fine with you, it's fine with me
if i ask for wants, don't give me needs

(t)
you must not work no more, i'm done
you want to take my only sun
oh well, nurture hell and pray
nailed to the cross like their only savior
when you pray, do you go against satan?
make me believe it
help me with entering eden
or i'll treat my hell, like a resort
childhood faith, i feel like a boy
two hands together, we prayed for their point

(a)
now is it i fail or is it a choice?
is it a sin that i don't hear his voice?
taking my path away
early life bring delay
cause you weren't there
and just to show how severe 
it wasn't optional, don't try to say your faith held me fair
cause you weren't there

i'm not satisfied it's a sign, i like to rot on earth. without a gift or a curse, i'm just neutural

childhood faith (prod. Neverforever)

spirit son of god
where's my halo?
probably within reach if atonements able
if i didn't second guess and became your angel
would you help me grow my wings?
cause the feathers falling off
i can't seem to stretch them out no more
so sorry if i'm sad, i can't get me off of life support
now flatline in my bed
can you add, peace of conscience
take a stab
feel your spirit like you're god
with a change of heart, i'll show im heaven sent

temptation of every kind inside
let's take what we want it's fine
cause you're melted in my life
it's fine

birth brings mortality, be open to hell  
choose christ like it'll make me prevale
eternal life, seeing white like i can't tell
that the white will kill me if it gets the chance oh well
i want to know me but i passed that chance unwell
no i can't tell
no i can't tell
birth brings mortality, be open to hell

spirit son of god (prod. Pinomin)

Elliott Smith's last album was recieved well and praised critically after his death in 2003. However, Elliott's original vision for the album was heavily tampered with and the original double album was shortened down to a 15 song album. Out of this unreleased content, a lot of it was removed due to his family being involved with the album (Abused, Suicide Machine for example). Elliott's own mixes were used in this project whenever possible and all songs were remastered and mixed to the best of my abilities. I hope you enjoy my version of this album as this is one of my favorited albums of all times and I always loved to hear what it would've sounded like if Elliott's vision was fulfilled.

Tracklist inspiration from https://www.reddit.com/user/mangonebula/
Album art by https://www.flickr.com/photos/albumartworkman1/
Listen to the full rarities collection for more unreleased Elliott content from his long career as an artist.
https://archive.org/details/a-shot-of-white-noise

elliott smith - Abused

demo of a song that I gave up on, because it's wayyyy too depressing. it's about the last time my partner and I saw their grandfather, and it's about being horribly depressed working at a gas station. I was super super extremely wasted off honey jack Daniel's when I recorded it. 

Mel and Tim Song

"Rainbows and Ridges" (Blaze Foley cover)

Please don’t remind me
Dead on arrival 
Checking your timepiece
Everything’s fine though 
And I don’t know
Which way to go 
Which way to go
It’s head to toe 
The blade will fall
carve X and Os
Into your arm
The door revolves
Revealing scars
You’re terrible
I’m causing harm

I can be your servant 
It’s on demand
I can serve a purpose 
Just like you can
And I get so fixated
On time we spent
I guess it’s fuck that
I need my lungs back
They were trapped in the smoke
Soaked in the dirt
Do I need surgery, just say the word
You can perform all the worst
I’m just your patient with no sense of words
If you can fix me 
I’m certain to take all your chores
And if you won’t bother
My eyes will just stay with my
Blurred sight, burn light, midnight
Blurred sight, burn light, midnight

i need my lungs back ft. thornskin (prod. thornskin)

I won’t make sense until I see you clear
My living
My nightmare
I live it
See hell near
I fear it
I fear it
Don’t need it
I need it
I need 
I need 
Cause I’ll fall back on you
Atone my sins, I write for you
When all I know is fear I write to you
And when you bleed
I feel you near 
I write to you
I write to you

I fear it 
Don’t need it
I need it
I need 
I need 
Cause I’ll fall back on you
Atone my sins, I write for you
Atone my sins, I write for 
Atone my sins, I write for you
Atone my sins, I write for 
Atone my sins, I write for you

I fear it
Don’t need it
I need it
I need 
I need 
Cause I’ll fall back on you
Atone my sins, I write for you
When all I know is fear I write to you
And when you bleed
I feel you near 
I write to you
I write to you
I write to you
I write to you

all i know is fear (prod. pinomin)

When I’m your animal, I feel like something
So when you tell me eat, I’ll eat
And when you tell me breathe, I’ll breathe 
Whatever you need I’ll be
Whatever you need I’ll be
So bring me the leash 
I’ll survive off what you leave

I don’t have limbs
I destroyed them
I don’t need earth
You make my teeth hurt
So I just grind them
Until they don’t work (no)
Wish i was better at putting me first 
At putting me first (no)
Need time to digress
Wish I could hurt her

So when you tell me eat, I’ll eat
And when you tell me breathe, I’ll breathe 
Whatever you need I’ll be
Whatever you need I’ll be
Depends my mindset 
On if I leave earth
Know it won’t hurt her
Need time to digress 
On if I leave earth
Know it won’t hurt her
Wish I could hurt her

i'm your animal (prod. neverforever)

I loathed the feeling of you inside me
I felt her sickness pulling on me 
Like a needy animal 
How could I be responsible
For another life, when it terrifies me
I’ll be relieved when you die
And it’s freighting
Life terrifies me, cause what if this is it
(This is it)
My hands nailed, I repent

So I’ll hurt you til’ you know what it feels like to suffer
I’ll lay with your bones in my backyard
You don’t have to wonder
If I love her too

My spine uncurls from the box that I rot in
And my pond eyes see you
So back to my box I climb in
I see death in 
I see death in 
I see death in
I see death in
I see death in you
I see death in
I see death in
I see death in
I see death in you

So I’ll hurt you til’ you know what it feels like to suffer
I’ll lay with your bones in my backyard
You don’t have to wonder
If I love her too

x (prod. neverforever)

I’m praying for some safety 
It’s a shot in the dark but I’ll take it
I acknowledge you daily
What I meant for you wasn’t tasteful
Now I’m feeling as if I’m forsaken 
I’m falling out my grave
Then I’m taking another step
And I’m forcing your brain to forget 
(Brain to forget)
That I’m forcing myself to live
Cause I’m living off negatives
I’m not worth and I know you’re right

You can crucify me while I’m praying in pain
I’ll be a beautiful god
Such a wonderful saint
If you demand me on this path I shall take
(This Path I shall take)
I’ll worship you daily 
And sleep off the pain
My life full of addicts, you fix what you can
You’ve done for my mother as much as in plan
That’s why my hate for you god is much in demand
I believe you won’t attempt to make it right
I hate my life and I know you make it known
With the past that I’m given I’m in pity til’ I’m gone
Why’d you leave so soon? 
Is it me or is it you?
I hate my life and I know you make it known
With the past that I’m given I’m in pity til’ I’m gone
Til’ we leave this view
I won’t leave my room
I hate my life 
I hate my life
(Til’ we leave this view)
I hate my life
(I won’t leave my room)
I hate my life
(Why’d you leave so soon?) 
I hate my life
I hate my life

crucify me (prod. neverforever)

insta/tiktok: @eyeballsandteeth 

hold this beer for me

Mel and Tim Song

Goodwoods

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