One repeating background cycle, yet remained engaged in suspense for 8 fucking minutes

i can be yr pathetic fujoshit crush

I'm sorry for the things I said and showed online, which might've made people, who care about me a bit concerned. I'm currently struggling a lot in life and thereby made the decision, to quit social media and pulling myself together, firstly by receiving supervision again and secondly by attempting to tackle the roots of my substantial problems. Majorily as a result of my recent injuries, addictions and multiple overwhelming events irl, I've been going through my personal deepest state of depression and couldn't spend a single morning, afternoon, evening or night without truculently persistent thoughts of suicide. The reactions I received from others, while I was subtly or directly expressing these thoughts, were either pure resentment; left me feeling misunderstood; or as if I was another burden to everyone's already burdensome life. Hence, I came to the conclusion, that I must heal, before I'm dragging myself into other people's business again. I'll still post music on here and bc every once in a while, due to music being my most efficient outlet, but this most likely won't happen as frequently anymore. I read all of the messages the morning after and forgot to mention, that I cherished every single sincere interaction, even if my tone couldn't quite indicate that. If you need anything from me, I suggest you to ask me for it here or on bc, as my discord and twitter accounts are currently nearing their deletion. That's about it, bye =)

blank obituary

misuse me - Always Smiling

vergiß es, laß es

little witch

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧  i need you to be close  ✧･ﾟ*✧･ﾟ::

life through a window [4:57 am]

ava's breath

https://soundcloud.com/stargazer111?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

crushed to death as blood splattered everywhere (feat. stella)

in the memory of EijiKuinbii
rest in peace

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farewell

telepathy is real
clarity thru emotional vent music

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eyes red from crying

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