I'm sorry for the things I said and showed online, which might've made people, who care about me a bit concerned. I'm currently struggling a lot in life and thereby made the decision, to quit social media and pulling myself together, firstly by receiving supervision again and secondly by attempting to tackle the roots of my substantial problems. Majorily as a result of my recent injuries, addictions and multiple overwhelming events irl, I've been going through my personal deepest state of depression and couldn't spend a single morning, afternoon, evening or night without truculently persistent thoughts of suicide. The reactions I received from others, while I was subtly or directly expressing these thoughts, were either pure resentment; left me feeling misunderstood; or as if I was another burden to everyone's already burdensome life. Hence, I came to the conclusion, that I must heal, before I'm dragging myself into other people's business again. I'll still post music on here and bc every once in a while, due to music being my most efficient outlet, but this most likely won't happen as frequently anymore. I read all of the messages the morning after and forgot to mention, that I cherished every single sincere interaction, even if my tone couldn't quite indicate that. If you need anything from me, I suggest you to ask me for it here or on bc, as my discord and twitter accounts are currently nearing their deletion. That's about it, bye =)

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little witch

withered

the alternative is not altogether reasonable

life through a window [4:57 am]

nurse

darkness born in youth

ava's breath

i got inspo from nasanoa cuz of that one drum pattern cuz its so good and i hear it on every single track and im over heaar cant stop raving like lol eks dee rawr but anyways i was too lazy to do so and my computer is dead now

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eostre250-6582;/eternal thaw

i really thought this would be forever

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14 year old breakore producer 
 
i like long waleks to the parrk and eat mangoes ahahahaaa

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