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@1kaido @saiwai @rpsu

//Lyrics
(scruff)
but you wanna talk about feelings i dont know..
well you dont understand
please come again
often I want to live through it again I
could tell you were always against my
point of perspective cus im on the fence all the time
this shit gon make my heart wrench all the time
where did you get that intense paradigm
my abundance and happiness will come in time
your looking around but you will come and find 
me, I wont be looking back I
know im gon but im comin back
to see, if you're really doin that, your really provin that
this is who I wanna be
you want to exploit me
you say that shit like its the best for me at all
but you wanna talk about feelings i dont know..
well you dont understand
please come again
often I want to live through it again I
could tell you were always against my
point of perspective cus im on the fence all the time
this shit gon make my heart wrench all the time
where did you get that intense paradigm
my abundance and happiness will come in time
your looking around but you will come and find 
(kaido)
paradigm bling
what is the point of all the mind games
i dont wanna play
my feelings are fortified
cuz this shit is never the same did you fuel all of my pain
what if i gave up what if i never saved her 
what if i had my bank up
what if i loved u major
what if i gave up what i didnt save her
(scruff)
but you wanna talk about feelings i dont know..
well you dont understand
you're ungrateful (damn)
you should be more thankful (yea)
its not appealing to you
stay focused
I aint noticing this pain growin
never would I expect that
u got a mental illness and you flex that
and im jus tryna get my checks back and you wanna know why-y
well you dont understand
please come again
often I want to live through it again I
could tell you were always against my
point of perspective cus im on the fence all the time
this shit gon make my heart wrench all the time
where did you get that intense paradigm
my abundance and happiness will come in time
your looking around but you will come and find

parasigm

paradigm w/ kaido [p. irusu + sai]

Tattoos

//produced by sai, irusu, and meeee

art on cover drawn by irusu

Featuring nicopatty

Lyrics

(scruff) (me)
im so, in
dont know my name anymore
im going
pour my pain in a four
no its not snowin, the rain wont pour (like its cold enough for the rain to turn into snow but it wont come down, referring to opportunities we dont take) (poetic)
imma never stop growing till pain runs course
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
butterflies when you look around me
no more lies, it surrounds me
this is not how I want it
im so scared, scared of these assumptions

(nicopatty)
assumptions
it's never gonna stop
what's the point in it, fuck it
just tell me what u want
i know u want it, want it
ur breaking ur own heart
i don't give a shi, anymore anymore

awooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, i don't need a lot
dont need much, no
ooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, like ur special
ya im fckn mental 
(x2)

(scruff)
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
dont know my name anymore
pour my pain in a 4
no its not snowin the rain wont pour
imma.. stop trippin over words
imma
imma..... stop trippin over words...

you don't care w/ nicopatty [p. sai, adrien, & me]

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[Lyrics:]
But don't you wanna talk about us
Lying in my bed
Cause I know that you never really cared about us
But you're in my head 
Living rent free

Cause I've been questioning myself why you're like that, oh
Oh it seems like I'm drowning in despair what could you call that, oh
Got me really overthinking
All my actions from now
And I've been drinking
Don't tell my mom cuz she's proud of me

But she's rarely seeing all my flaws in all my actions
I can't even get some time of freaking day I wanna process
Why they always on my back I don't know why I got no options
I've been suffering and suffering
But I'm still seeing progress

Okay like put my back against the well and see how long it holds me there
They say you're an Angel but that's not what I've been seeing here
I only want one thing
Lemme make this clear
I'm just wanting you to act right, my dear

Cause I've been questioning myself why you're like that, oh
Oh it seems like I'm drowning in despair what could you call that, oh
Got me really overthinking
All my actions from now
And I've been drinking
Don't tell my mom cuz she's proud of me

Oh, Oh, Oh Ouah Oh
Oh, Oh, Oh Ouah Oh
Oh, Oh, Oh Ouah Oh
Yeaaaah

But don't you wanna talk about us
Lying in my bed
Cause I know that you never really cared about us
But you're in my head 
Living rent free

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despair ❀ prod. iof

tead tüdruk

pytin & nuuskmõmmik - tead tüdruk (prod. nuuskmõmmik)

KiROT x ROM - TaOnHea

Iseloom>>> - Niiduk x säm

Denu$ion
sc - https://soundcloud.com/delusionzy
ig - https://www.instagram.com/dener.orissaar/

mix/master - LØJR
sc - https://soundcloud.com/lojr-beatz
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1st verse - Denu$ion
2nd verse - ropz

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