Best song called alone Ive ever listened to

I can't do this anymore, so many people are talking shit about me even tho i havent done anything wrong to them, am I that unfriendly or something? I honestly wanna end it all.

this Song Means a lot to me, in 2020 I was so depressed, i isolated myself from everyone, and i was all alone, Then I Found This Song Thnxxxxx 4-ever For This Song, It helped me so much in my lonely Nights :)

Songs.7

single off of my album "HEAVEN KNOWS" 
feat. @curtisheron and @onlyevva
photo by @chefcourage (instagram)

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luna (ft. Curtis Heron and onlyevva)(NOW ON SPOTIFY)

Shout out to Spectrum for the beat.
Shout out to Nina Willoughby. 

Hidden Flame (Ft Nina Willoughby )

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supachefm - kms (prod. notmorgn)

please dont let me make a fool of myself

alone

https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/1800entity
https://soundcloud.com/coffin/tracks

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lyrics: 

I been looking for a light that doesn't fade 
I been cooling in the night with my blade

she asked me what I'm doing said I'm tryna hold the weight
I said I'm here now but she said its too late
all the fucking time that I went and put to waste
never knew it happened no I never left a trace

cause it's all gotta change one day 
but for now it stays the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
and numbing out the aches  

cause it's all gotta change one day 
but for now its all the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
I been numbing out my aches

lil happy lil sad:

baby girl i feel alone
i been thinkin bout u when im low
i feel like ive lost everything
i feel like i am dead within

baby girl i feel alone
i make it worse when i am smoking dope
i feel like ive lost everything
im crying with lil sedative tn8

girl i never feel at home
im acting strong but i just cant go on
i wish that i could make u see
i wish that you could make me feel again

oooo
i feel so lonely
oooo
i feel alone

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looking for a light that doesn't fade w/ lil happy lil sad (prod. offline x 1800entity)

Cover Art Credit: http://vsco.co/rosieshulman

You completely destroy me
You destroyed me like you never knew you could
I'm not over you and I never will be
The thing about love is that simple things like her lips and her eyes break my heart
They're not mine and I don't know who's they'll be
Her hair is therapy to my cold and brittle heart

I used to find safety in her smile
I used to feel warmth in the look on her face
I've been left an empty shell to whither and fade away
I used to think of all the things that we'd be
Now I only think of all the things that we never really were

I used to call you mine but now you just don't know
What am I left to do but stand here in the cold
All I've got left are some photos of you and your voice stuck in my head
Saying how you'd be there always and forever until the very end

You were everything to me, and you always will be
Deep in my heart that aches for the sound of your voice
But no longer will I have the choice

I'm sorry for anything that I've done
For the person I've become that you learned to love but then turned your back like a setting sun

If I hurt you I pray that you forgive me
I mean all the words that I say please believe me

And see me as the person you always knew I was
I've never been perfect not in a single way
And that day that you saved me is when I fell from grace
I only needed you and I pushed everyone else away

So now I'm left alone
To live this life all on my own
And I hate the fact that someone else is holding you close
And how you broke my heart when I needed you the most
I've always been too scared to be properly diagnosed
Because you were my pill but now you're nothing but a ghost

And I still have your pictures and that letter you wrote
Where you said that you loved me and you'd never let me go
And you saved me from myself and that's something I hope you know
But you cut me down so quick and I've never been so low

And my stomach aches with every breath of air I breathe
Because you were the one that gave me everything I need
But now this pain won't subside I just can't believe you chose to leave
You were my reason for living how could you do such a heinous thing

I was like a boat that got carried out to sea
And I trusted in your waves, that you wouldn't harm me
You protected me from the storm and gave me a chance at life
And I love the way you cared and asked if I was alright

But something died, something changed and I sunk to the ocean floor
You no longer wanted to hold me up and I drowned from within my core

And every essence of my being is still just too afraid to fight
Because I'm terrified to keep on living without you by my side

And all the things that people said I guess this whole time they were right
Love can never last this way when the flame burns too bright

But I hope you're happy

I hope you're doing fine

I love you still today

Just like you were still mine

I still love the way you laughed
And the things you said to me
You'll never leave my heart
Nor my memory

I just wish I could understand
Why you had to leave
I can't do this on my own
I need you here with me

But you've turned into a ghost
And you're nowhere to be seen
And I can't hear your voice
I won't see your message on the screen

We won't have a family
We won't have a house
We won't raise our kids
You won't be my spouse

We won't grow old together
Like we always planned
You disappeared forever
And alone here shall I stand

you completely destroy me

cøzybøy & AXIDNT - I Used To Know How To Love  2016

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numb4ever

SHYLER - Screaming Inside (prod. Greaf)

fats'e - apathy (ft. guccihighwaters)

Neziah - Love

SoLonely - Im Ok

----lyrics----
this boy's got me going insane
if im dead inside baby you're the one to blame
its such a shame that we ended like this
I fucked it all up before it even started
now im sat here brokenhearted
I guess home is where the heart is
you know I've been heartless
I wanna be alone
I wanna turn off my phone 
I just wanna go home
and get stoned but
you're the reason that im here
and now I wanna disappear
waiting three months for you
to make a motherfucking move
now you don't know what you do
or what you put me through
its sad, but it's true
I'll always be here for you
I'll always be here for you

boy you're making me look so dumb
now tell me where did it all go wrong
someone tell me what the fuck is love
cuz' I don't ever get none
I often feel so numb
believe me baby
im going crazy
people love to hate me
now no one can save me
how can you sleep at night
leave me high and dry
when you know that shit aint right
yeah you know that shit aint right
but theres nothing I can do
ima leave it up to you
you found someone new
it'll always be you
it'll always be you
it's always been you

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one to blame (prod. CottonmoutH)

Guccihighwaters - These days

Guccihighwaters - I Thought I Died Inside

r.i.p david </3

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[petrichor definition, the smell of the earth after the rain. i can tell you'r stuck in you'r own paradox you'r faithful but detached. committed to life but relaxed. you love everyone, and yet no one.you are so passionate but also broken. i know how it feels, sitting alone in you're tiny universe waiting for someone to find you,a life without you is like the night sky without stars it's dark and empty, you're a work of art not everyone will understand you, but the one's who do, will never forget about you. everyone is different, we don't need to figure out who we are, we just need respect who we are, and stop asking ourselves dumb question's like who are we suppose to be, can you even remember who you were before the world told you who you should be?. so why don't we come out of our tiny universe and face this storm together and all the pretty stars will shine for you.

alone

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