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prod. @pwndu

ꀸꂦꈤ꓄ ꉓꋪꌩ ꓄ꂦꈤꀤꁅꃅ꓄
ꌩꂦꀎ ꃅꍏꃴꍟ ꂵꍟ
ꀸꂦꈤ꓄ ꒒ꂦꂦꀘ ꍏ꓄ ꂵꍟ
ꌩꂦꀎ ꃅꍏꃴꍟ ꌩꂦꀎꋪ ꎇꍟꍟ꓄
꒒ꂦꂦꀘ ꍏ꓄ ꂵꍟ ꅏꃅꀤ꒒ꍟ ꌩꂦꀎ ꀸꍏꈤꉓꍟ ꓄ꂦꈤꀤꁅꃅ꓄
꒒ꍟꂵꂵꍟ ꎇꍟꍟ꒒ ꀎꉣ ꂦꈤ ꌩꂦꀎꋪ ꌃꋪꍟꍏꌗ꓄ꌗ 
ꌩꍟꍏꃅ ꓄ꃅꍏ꓄ꌗ ꂵꀤꈤꍟ
ꉓꂦꀘꍟ ꒒ꀤꈤꍟꌗ ꂦꈤ ꓄ꃅꍟ ꓄ꍏꌃ꒒ꍟ
ꌩꂦꀎ ꀸꂦꈤ꓄ ꀘꈤꂦꅏ ꂵꍟ
ꀤ ꀸꂦꈤ꓄ ꀘꈤꂦꅏ ꌩꂦꀎꋪ ꒒ꍏꌃꍟ꒒
ꉓꂦꀘꍟ ꒒ꀤꈤꍟꌗ 
ꌗꈤꀤꎇꎇ ꀤ꓄ ꀎꉣ 
ꂦꈤ ꓄ꃅꍟ ꁅ꒒ꍏꌗꌗ ꓄ꍏꌃ꒒ꍟ
꒒ꂦꂦꀘꀤꈤ ꒒ꍟꎇ꓄ ꍏꈤꀸ ꋪꀤꁅꃅ꓄
꓄ꋪꌩꈤꍏ ꎇꀤꈤꀸ ꂵꌩ ꎇꀎꉓꀘꀤꈤ ꌗꀤꁅꃅ꓄
ꂦꈤ ꌩꂦꀎꋪ ꎇꀎꉓꀘꀤꈤꁅ ꍟꌩꍟꌗ ꓄ꂦꈤꀤꁅꃅ꓄
ꌩꂦꀎꋪ ꓄ꍟꍏꋪꌗ ꍏꋪꍟ ꀭꀎꌗ꓄ ꒒ꀤꀘꍟ ꉓꋪꌩꌗ꓄ꍏ꒒ꌗ
ꀤ ꀭꀎꌗ꓄ ꈤꍟꍟꀸ ꌗꂦꂵꍟ ꉣꀤꌗ꓄ꂦ꒒ꌗ

ꀤ ꌗꍟꍟ ꓄ꃅꍏ꓄ ꌩꂦꀎꋪꍟ ꁅꂦꈤꍟ ꓄ꂦꈤꀤꁅꃅ꓄
ꌃꍏꌃꌩ ꉣ꒒ꍟꍏꌗꍟ ꀸꂦꈤ꓄ ꉓꋪꌩ ꓄ꂦꈤꀤꁅꃅ꓄
ꀤ ꂵꀤꁅꃅ꓄ ꀸꍏꈤꉓꍟ ꀤꈤ ꓄ꃅꍟ ꉓ꒒ꀎꌃ
ꀤ ꂵꀤꁅꃅ꓄ ꁅꍟ꓄ ꓄ꂦ ꌩꂦꀎ
ꀤ ꂵꀤꁅꃅ꓄ ꓄ꂦꀎꉓꃅ ꌩꂦꀎꋪ ꅏꍏꀤꌗ꓄
ꍏꈤꀸ ꀸꍏꈤꉓꍟ ꅏꀤ꓄ꃅ ꌩꂦꀎ

interlude *prod. djpwndu*

Doves nosediving come out of hiding, out of body
My year is ink blotted
Don't come back if you're holding back on honest
I'm looking back over broken promise
Darker paths you're emerging from
Get back to it before the room catches breath
Cheapen my shoes tracing your steps  
Perfect loss like we've never had a head
Dirty palms are the pair to exist

Hesitant to acknowledge my decisions and 
where they've gotten me
Simple pictures taunt, taunt
Lights flickering on and off

Spin me til im
sick sick sick sick
sink sink sink sink
swim swim swim swim


I still got questions, answer those
It's all unsettled, how the fuck can I go

I'm not real cause I'll change
Deal me new
Should be dead
Watch it bloom
Confuse me and you

Indifference hearing a name that could've once set off explosions
Our difference and the change is too great, we're bending out of focus

Swim and Sink

i want to shoot myself in the face #300bpm

There's a scary silence that rears its head at night
A light bleeds through my curtains

Hopeful and Contorted

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o̵͍̥͍͓̖͉͕͔̳̪̣̗̅̽͐̈́̈ń̴̜̟̗̮̪̠̻̱̗̍̄̂̆̏͛͋̉̌̽͒̒̚͝t̸̢̡̛͕̳̼͈̳͇̦̝̫̞̃͐̂̾̆͂̒̍͋̒̈́̕̚͠͝ ̴̧̨̨̦̯͚̫͇͓̲͈̜̜̳̝̭̮̬̿̏͋̈́̈́̎͘͝
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ę̵̛̳̼̱̬̤̼͈̤̠̓̿̚͜v̵̧̢̛̱̪̗͔̰͈̱̣͉̥̺̗̪̲̾̾̄͒̃͂̒͑͋͌̈̉̾͜͝͝î̸͕̗̖̭̰͈̬̞̩̲̰̖̽͑̿̂̃̂́̄è̷̡̡͕̖̰͙͕͍̖̟̠̻̀̈́͐̀̔̈́̌̎̌̍͒̓̍̌͜ͅͅẅ̷̢͕͇̣̩̘̲̰͚̖̮̞͙̦̆́͐̃̍̅͂́́̍̂̿̐̚͝͝͝ͅ

ཀܢܟཉ
दृ.𓋼𓍊 𓀬☮✎ 𓍊𓋼𓍊.ॐ44𝘟 ̴̲̳̲̲̳̲
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V0̵̧̀ 7 ⃣𝓧 44 ̴̲̳T̷̿+[A፲𝓐 𝓔z⸮ 𝓝]

sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKj5MWHTInY&themeRefresh=1

losermaxxing

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if I point it out they start dissipating
can't make it public if I do they think I'm hating
no way to dispose of it safely
then it all goes up in smoke like a vape trick
if I do it private they just tell my friends
and in the end I know they'll all pick them
no way to dispose of it safely
then it all goes up in smoke like a vape trick

washi out taking a break so I can't make beats
all that I can do is write japanese leads
had to switch the name up cuz I'll be anyone but me
it gets harder every day ever since I became we
I don't know if anyone understands it
try to explain it but come up empty handed
words don't do justice to the cards I've been handed
and any attempts to be true are reprimanded

if I point it out they start dissipating
can't make it public if I do they think I'm faking
no way to dispose of it safely
then it all goes up in smoke like a vape trick
if I do it private they just tell my friends
and in the end I know they'll all pick them
no way to dispose of it safely
then it all goes up in smoke like a vape trick

looking for Alaska

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