10/07/24
prod by @8clockwork
dis one of my fav recents hope yall like dis one <3

lyrics:
i got pains in my head now
i don't wanna wake up feelin' dead now
i can't ever forget what u said now
but i wanna spend more time with u again now

i got pains in my head now
i don't wanna wake up feelin' dead now
i can't ever forget what u said now
but i wanna spend more time with u again now

wanna spend more time with u
baby i would die for u
hope u hear my cries to u
i would i could be with u
be by ur side
sometimes it's jus way too much so i jus wanna run and hide

but it's not worth it, it's so worthless
i tried asking her, "baby what's the purpose?"
cause' i can't get my mind off it, i'm way too nervous
wanna be free of my problems, wanna reach the surface

but it's not worth it, it's so worthless
i tried asking her, "baby what's the purpose?"
cause' i can't get my mind off it, i'm way too nervous
wanna be free of my problems, wanna reach the surface

i got pains in my head now
i don't wanna wake up feelin' dead now
i can't ever forget what u said now
but i wanna spend more time with u again now

i got pains in my head now
i don't wanna wake up feelin' dead now
i can't ever forget what u said now
but i wanna spend more time with u again now

again (clockwork)

a breath of clarity

@1-shrine

10.01.24

said that we cldnt rewind, but u wldnt hear me out
still thinking bout all the times that u wldnt come around
here u come running back, oh, u say that u need me now?
said that u cannot let go, getting me wondering howww

so oh well, cant believe i cldnt call that
why they still talking on my name
getting paper gonna solve that
whole lotta bullshit is coming around, u better get up n own that!

ur getting the best of me now...

steady waiting on my downfall, so u know i gotta lay low
wont understand why they doubt us
all this reflecting is painful
lately u know i been stuck in a drought, wondering where all the rain go?

wasted all my time and then left in a hurry
fym dont mind it? u know that shit hurt me!
cannot see ur destination even when ur early
i can see the way u talking, is u tryna irk me?

Spotify

drought @shrine

on all plats
@achorda
@zzjay

@catgif
again & again it keeps going
ik something that u dont
and i try my best to cope
u haunt me like a ghost
spending hours & hours just staring at my phone
maybe it'll be different this time, this night
im not sure if i'll make it out alive
yeah im always on the outside
but we could be there together 
for the rest of our lives 
stay here forever
i read between the lines
ik this isnt right
im sick of feeling spite
i cover up the bite from ur fangs that u left in my arm
ik u dont mean harm
ik i'll tear myself apart
maybe one day, ill have the answers
yeah u light up my world like a lantern
and i dont wanna fight i dont like all the banter
hold me down in ur arms like an anchor

@achorda
you think i do, but i cant really care
i been running around my room, brain nowhere to be found
take a look and you'll see what's there
i've been trying to hide the pain, feeling like it's holding me down
and i can see it, i really mean it 
take a detox and you'll see that the world is fiending 
i'll blow my brains before i'll share your meaning
your life reason, you best believe it

Stay here forever

stay here forever ft. achorda prod zjay + catgif

@texhnolesions @somaiki

my skin feels foreign (bound by my reflection) x4

they say they all accept me
every living being seems to see my worth except me
would it kill you to be serious for a second?
every time i breathe my costume just grows more upsetting

yea, yea, yea
ridden with illness; i'm a freak
this is what you wanted, turn your back and don't look at me, man
there's just so much pressure and i've been feeling so damn weak
i know it's not real but it's just hard to separate from the fake...
wait !

my skin feels foreign (bound by my reflection) x4

can't show my face, surrounding gazes all invalidate me
been boiling my brain and taking space but can't stand how it's shaping
embroiling my body, won't say sorry, your tone's too damn draining
how did it go so wrong, gotta beat the odds, is anything even changing?

i'll admit that you're right, but don't deserve to lose my mind
i can't blame it all on you; i know it isn't true,
but things could've been easier if earlier you withdrew

skin @texhnolesions @somaiki

if i get enough comments ill drop again this week
so if u missed me then send this 2 all ur friends n comment hella or sum idk

(lyrics)
Had a jar of fuck but i been running out
put me in the water n ill prolly float
bottom of the bottle im js tryna drown
u a hyprocrite we dont keep you around 
i quit everything like harmony korine
except for smoking cuz ik its bad for me
get it together barely holding at the seams
i been getting better at pretending it dont bother me
someones getting rich off your suffering,
prolly honestly i dont even rly kno whats been going on anymore
cant confront my problems its a miss and run
misanthropic, bitch im apathetic. theres indifference

smoke away my problems now im burning out
i want u 2 know it wasnt worth the doubt 
had a jar of fuck but i been running out
i got shitty luck but theres nun i cld do abt

woke up today n its bout eight past 2
playing paperweights awaiting patient news
its not play the game im only breaking rules
i talk face to face n u talk face to boot 

(sinefelt) 
couple spare pills, i'm nodding off n she don't like that
if u don't like what's left of me at all just don't reply back
just don't give me hell again; i'm smoking for the hell of it
ur new bumfuck bitch looks involuntarily celibate

fuck it tho
clearly you're real miserable, it's obvious
if you wanna talk then pay me off, you'll need a lobbyist
cause i can't stand the thought of u and yet u still been on my dick (edited)
October 9, 2024

Burnout w/ Sinefelt (Advxrse)

@assperrr
@violetxx9

u still have all of my
u still have all of my
u still have all my heart
u still have, u still have
u take my soul yea u rip it out my chest
i would lay my life down for u i would do it all again
why u always tryna fight with me yk i try my best
& those words u said last week, they've been stuck inside my head
oh, oh
i cant let u go
im losing hope
take me home
i wanna feel ur love when ur close
why do u always try to fight u do the most
ur a fucking parasite & i wont be ur host

u still have all of my
u still have all of my
u still have all my heart
u still have, u still have
x2

all my heart ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ prod asperr + violet

@ilypvc @overoveroverover
something different before i move into a new direction ❤︎

@0blanca

彼らの言う事何も聞こえない
君を抱きしめてやりたいな
「君と一生いたい」i just cried out
ずっとstay right by your side, oh

子供みたいにしがみつくよね？
i just know that no one can replace this feeling
when im with you i start healing
get me thorough this goddamn season

愛してる
やりたいな、キッスする
彼を永遠に愛する
本当に愛してる
(2x)

@ilypvc

너가 여기 남아있는 것 같아
계절이 지나도 잊혀지지가 않아
언젠가 생각이 나면 날 잡아
또 놓지 말아

yeah i miss your scent
yeah i miss your faces, your voice, and your texts
나도 모르겠어 그런 짓을 대체 왜
이 노랠 듣고 있다면 leave me a text
너가 아님 난 fucked up
그동안 행복했어 넌?
이제 약 없인 못 버텨
널 다시 본다고 해도
행복할 자신이 없어
처음의 너를 돌려줘

a breath of clarity

alaststepforward

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