This is a music project I am doing while I am at Pathways Abroad. It is a therapeutic program based around music and travel in Latin America. I am in Bariloche. I got sent there after I went to a wilderness program in Hawaii called Pacific Quest. I got sent there because I was a compulsive liar, hedonistic manipulator, and I was running away from home constantly. Also I attempted suicide a bunch of times over the span of two months. One day I'm going to be as important of a musician as Charlie Parker or Biggie Smalls but for now I just suck. Anyways most of this music is trash but I hope anyone who takes the time to listen to it likes it. I like it. Sometimes I have these brilliant moments where I play with a lot of soul. But a lot of the time it just gets smothered by my anxiety. My father was a physically and emotionally abusive alcoholic, My mother didn't care enough to do anything about it and I was completely rejected and bullied extensively and brutally by my peers so then my mom took me out of school. After that I met other homeschooled kids who treated me like shit and my parents still treated me like shit after my dad got sober. Anyways so then I became a compulsive liar and lied a lot about doing drugs because I thought that if I was like the edgy kids who bullied me in elementary school people would like me and I just wanted to be loved. But now I'm doing better and I'm here in Argentina and I want to share my music with you. Also I just want to let you know that you're worth something because everyone is and we're all just people trying to make it in a world that's cruel and unforgiving. And no matter what you've done in the past you're still a good person because if you did something bad you were obviously just really confused and just like anyone else you were trying your very best so don't be so hard on yourself. I really hope you're having a good day.

I'm a radio producer and composer based in Portland, Maine. 

A depressed and unimpressed starving artist

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