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Bar del Amor

"Let Me Go Before I Break" is a retro-futuristic heartbreak anthem blending modern R&B lyrics with 70s-inspired electronic funk. A smooth yet emotional ride through love, loss, and self-respect. Inspired by the vulnerability of The Weeknd and the groove of Daft Punk, this track tells the story of someone letting go before it’s too late.

Lyrics:

(Intro)
I drank...
to forget something I didn’t wanna lose.
But you were already gone.

(Verse 1)
Took a bottle to my lips,
thought maybe the burn could fix
all the nights you never spoke,
all the love that turned to smoke.

I said things I didn’t mean,
but maybe I did, in between.
You were tired, but never real—
I kept waiting... for you to feel.

(Pre-Chorus)
I gave too much,
you gave too little.
I held the weight,
you held the riddle.

(Chorus)
And I broke—
again, and again.
Holding on
to a one-sided chain.
I wanted a team,
you wanted escape.
So I let go…
before I lost my shape.

(Verse 2)
I talked, I stayed,
I begged, I prayed.
Loved with my eyes closed,
while yours looked away.

We were off beat,
out of sync.
I was drowning
before I could blink.

(Bridge)
You said, “It’s fine,”
but it cut so deep.
You watched me fall,
but didn’t leap.
I had to leave…
to learn to breathe.

(Chorus 2)
Yeah, I broke—
like glass in the rain.
Tried to hold you,
but you loved the pain.
Didn’t hate, didn’t blame,
but I walked away…
to save my name.

(Outro)
I don’t beg,
I don’t wait.
I closed the door
before it turned to hate.

One last drink,
one last song...
and now I’m gone.

LET ME GO BEFORE I BREAK

A glittering, synth-soaked confession of one-sided love, "CRUMBS OF LOVE" merges the aching vulnerability of 80s power ballads with the pulse of modern electro-pop.

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
I drank a bottle, chased the night,
like the pain could fade in neon light.
Said things I never meant to say,
watched my heart throw it all away.

It wasn’t just your silence there,
mine was screaming through the air.
You looked tired, but not sincere,
and I stayed quiet, holding fear.

(Chorus)
And once again, I broke apart,
holding on to a one-sided spark.
I dreamed of love, you craved control,
and we lost ourselves in the overload.

I hit the floor, no deeper to fall,
loving you hurt—but staying hurt more.
I didn’t hate, I didn’t forget,
but I let you go... with no regret.

(Verse 2)
I gave my all, you know it’s true,
talked it out till I turned blue.
But loving blind will wear you thin,
when you're holding up the weight for two again.

We never danced to the same beat,
but I kept moving on repeat.
'Til my mirror whispered “No more lies,”
and I walked away, with open eyes.

(Chorus 2)
And once again, I held the void,
your “It’s fine” cut sharp, no noise.
You just watched the fall begin,
and I walked out... to breathe again.

I wish you peace, I really do,
but this heart won’t bleed for two.
If this was love right from the start—
why did it tear my soul apart?

(Bridge)
It wasn’t fear… it was self-love.
It wasn’t hate… just not enough.
You weren’t cruel… but not the one.
I wasn’t born for love on crumbs.

(Final Chorus)
Yeah, I drank and didn’t forget,
but it gave me strength with no regret.
Didn’t blame, didn’t curse, just knew:
that loving you... was losing me too.

(Outro)
No more begging, no more pain,
closed the door and broke the chain.
And in every beat, in every line,
I let you go... and I feel just fine.

CRUMBS OF LOVE

A glittering disco-synth anthem about a high school love that couldn't survive adulthood. Blending funky basslines, shimmering 80s synths, and robotic vocoder harmonies, this track captures the bittersweet ache of meeting your first love years later - when the magic's gone but the neon memories still glow. Perfect for dancing through heartbreak under mirrorball lights.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
We were kids with matching scars,
Backseat love in your daddy’s car.
You were my first everything—
promises on cheap champagne rings.

Then came college, came the lights,
one stupid night, I crossed the line.
You caught me in a liar’s pose,
lips still stained with someone’s gloss.

[Pre-Chorus]
"Soulmates don’t die," you said at 17,
but we’re just ghosts in a neon dream.

[Chorus]
Now your family hates my name,
and I don’t blame them, I’d do the same.
We’re strangers now, but Christ, it hurts—
you’re the reason I can’t love first.

Two years lost in your perfume,
watching girls who look like you.
But January showed the truth:
We’re just echoes of our youth.

[Verse 2]
Met you downtown, too much changed,
your laugh’s the same but not your pain.
You brought up shit I’d left behind,
like I’m the villain in your mind.

And maybe I am, maybe I’m not,
but hell, we burned all we got.
Now you’re someone’s almost bride,
and I’m just texts on lonely nights.

[Bridge]
"We said forever…" (but forever lied)
"First love never dies…" (but we flatlined).

[Final Chorus]
Now your family hates my blood,
and time just turned our love to rust.
But thank you for that last goodbye—
I finally saw you with clear eyes.

[Outro]
"Maybe in another life…"
(where I didn’t fuck up that night…)
(maybe we’d be alright…)

FIRST LOVE

A playful yet heartfelt disco-funk track that captures the excitement of a slow-burning modern romance. "Same Zip Code" tells the story of two former strangers turned digital soulmates, now reconnecting under late-night texts. With groovy basslines, vocoder whispers, and retro synths, it blends nostalgic charm with contemporary emotion—perfect for anyone who's ever caught feelings from a "maybe" that feels like home.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
We used to pass like strangers in the hallway,
Now your DMs got me smilin’ through my late nights.
Same zip code, different colleges,
Funny how the universe rewrites...

You’re all books and high standards,
I’m just tryna pass your quiet tests.
Two weeks in, and I’m already
Canceling my weekend plans...

[Pre-Chorus]
You say you’re picky—well, I’m patient,
Let’s turn these texts to something sacred...

[Chorus]
Ooh, neon slow dance,
Under streetlights we never noticed back then.
Ooh, you set the pace,
I’m just tryna earn a taste of your time...
We’re grown now, but this feels like
Those crushes we outgrew—
Just brighter, deeper, neon-lit...

[Verse 2]
Your dreams sound like a movie trailer,
Mine’s just tryna co-star with you.
That café where you like to study?
I’ve been practicing my order too...

[Bridge]
"What if we...?" (×4)

[Final Chorus]
Ooh, neon slow dance,
Your "maybe" sounds like my new favorite song.
Ooh, no need to rush,
But I’m already seein’ us in the long run...

[Outro]
Same city, different clocks—
But your mind’s my favorite campus...

LET ME GO BEFORE I BREAK

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