@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/album/2Zhnn170bCflP0RoR9r800?si=NEt9YckeQpudsBi1E2frNQ

would u b more attached if u met me in real life
or would u just run from my horrifying sight 
would u lust the same the way u do over the line
would u even blush if i said that u were mine?

a wish is all i have
that things wont be the same
i hope to be alive 
in a decade
i dont wanna die 
being just like lain 
n need to go offline
before i go insane 

(would you 8x)

i hope im alive a decade from now (prod bloodsekai)

prod. (all we left unsaid)
lyrics: 0_0

baby i just want u to believe 
I don’t know why you don’t have no faith in me
i wanna hold you tight dont ever leave 
do what u fucking want do as you please
do what u fucking wanna doooo
(what u wanna do)
as long as it’s just me and youuu
(just me and you)
as long as it’s just me and youuuu

i hate all ur fucking friends,
when will it all fucking end?
they talk too much, but you never say a thing,
you break my heart, for u the world it spins, 
guess ill firm the pain if it means that you’ll win,
do what u fucking wanna do
(what u wanna do)
as long as it’s just me and you
(me and you)
as long as it’s just me and you

do what u wanna do .-.

p/matya
cocaine for my breakfeast hold that pistol ambidextrous
oh you think easy you can end up like my exes
look at me 
look at me 
look at me
look at me
kill you friends and family , im the only one you need
bend your fingers til they break break break
you cant leave theres no escape

if you dont want my love 
my darling il
PUSH MY BLADE IN YOUR LUNG 
IN YOUR LUNG
LUNG LUNG LUNG
LUNG LUNG LUNG
PUT YOUR FACE TO MY GUN 
TO MY GUN
GUN GUN GUN
GUN GUN GUN

HOPE YOU HAVE A HEART ATTACK
BITCH YOURE NEVER COMING BACK
I KNOW IM A PSYCHO BABY I ALREADY TOLD YOU THAT
OH YOU THINK IM JEALOUS HUH
I CAN LEAVE YOU HEADLESS HON
YOURE MY ONLY LOVE

i love you so much you would never understand 
come with me me my lovely wonderland 
take my hand take my hand
just take my hand
oh lets get high 
theyre so pretty oh
theyr so pretty 
theyre so pretty if love your eyes.

if you dont want my love 
my darling il
PUSH MY BLADE IN YOUR LUNG 
IN YOUR LUNG
LUNG LUNG LUNG
LUNG LUNG LUNG
PUT YOUR FACE TO MY GUN 
TO MY GUN
GUN GUN GUN
GUN GUN GUN

lung

instrumental: @bloodsekai
vocalists: @bloodsekai + @vedbend + @yukisasayaki

halloween inspired song from last month, please enjoy to your desire. (sorry for the lack of uploads, i've been making too much music and not finishing any of it...)

--- lyrics: ---

i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

was it always this difficult to think?
what's different now, is it me or the mirror?
i imagine the greys and blacks within
turned me into a freak, a monster that just cries and weeps

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now

(i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

+ layered with vedbends part)

i try to run away
i couldn't move at any pace
as tears fall down my face
my teeth are falling out
i guess i'll drown inside my doubts
i always cry and pout 

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

carve out my eyeballs treat me like a pumpkin
rip my guts out baby i feel nothing
u wanna put me on display i guess thats something
i'm a puppet baby put me on your strings
ur always in my head like the axe in my skull
but u always want me dead i'm so fucking tired
baby pass the pliers
i'll dismember my body n ill put it onto wires

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

when do i wake up? (ft. vedbend & yuki)

p2parazzi w/marcy madeline

https://www.instagram.com/m4a1ll/
prod Ayesha Erotica

hellokitty twink w/marcy madeline

prod. me
i wanna be just like you
do all the things you do
one day, i'll do it too
there's no peace in flesh
only when it's red
you taught me the best
bone to bone 'til we're finally hollow
if our bond has a cost, i'll gladly pay it
write my name inside the pavement
bone to bone, life's a hard pill to swallow
one day hell will know me by my name 'cause
i just wanna be the same as you
i wanna hang from the fence
my mind's filled with violence
knees stained black and violet
there's no peace of mind
if you wait at stop signs
i'm seeing through your eyes
BONE TO BONE 'TIL WE'RE FINALLY HOLLOW
IF OUR BOND HAS A COST, I'LL GLADLY PAY IT
WRITE MY NAME INSIDE THE PAVEMENT
BONE TO BONE, LIFE'S A HARD PILL TO SWALLOW
ONE DAY HELL WILL KNOW ME BY MY NAME 'CAUSE
I JUST WANNA BE THE SAME AS YOU

DEATHWISH38 - manson and the milk teeth

prod me

i want uu back in my arms
even if you're the one who gave me all of these scars
the road up ahead is way too foggy to see
i wanted us to beeee
baby i just cant be alone
i need you right here next to me
please just tell me that im fine
cause baby i still want you to be mine
i recognize all the signs
i know that you wont be here long
god girl u look so damn divine
it should be a god damn crime

to look as pretty as you do
god damn you're making it hard
to try and be the bigger person
to try and move on
i know that im not really the best
and i never know what im doing wrong
its such a mess
god its so bad
but girl i want you back

and as my final gift for you, my love

livin' California dream
shes like the girls
in movie scenes
i probably cant afford her
well atleast i can adore her
its just staring from a mile away
it hurts my eyesight everyday
cos shes a sight for a sore one
and that one is me

bby, would u come my way?
spend the night
if thats okay 
i just wanna play in snow
with u
maybe we go out for lunch
stay up, drink hot chocolate
promise id be dead
if not for u

zakuro - in snow with u

my pride hurts me c.c

Lyrics:

Is it fall or winter
I know it’s cold
But I can’t tell
Your hand I held
withheld so much inside
Feel dead inside
I’m a ghost inside a shell
Is it fall or winter
I know it’s cold
But I can’t tell
Your hand I held
withheld so much inside
Feel dead inside
I’m a ghost inside a shell
I don’t see myself with u
No no not anymore
Cuz when ask if I am yours
You just roll your eyes as if you’re bored
Every time I’m there for you
I feel like I’m gettin played
Not like before
It’s not the same
What’s this all for
Its just one big game
I don’t play anymore

Is it fall or winter
I know it’s cold
But I can’t tell
Your hand I held
withheld so much inside
Feel dead inside
I’m a ghost inside a shell
Is it fall or winter
I know it’s cold
But I can’t tell
Your hand I held
withheld so much inside
Feel dead inside
I’m a ghost inside a shell
Don’t even try to play me
saw you cry
You were on the floor
And as you say
You feel ignored
Oh Not again
another war
Give my attention all to you
But u don’t care
None is recognized 
It’s all jeopardized 
And then you say that 
I’m not there
And Then you bring yourself to tears



[you'll prolly fw this if you like Wenszy, Bunii, Overtonight, duskydemise or Lucille for some reason lmaooo]

ghost in a shell [peril]

Indie, Hyperpop, Shoegaze

I’m on All plats

ghost in a shell [peril]

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