I know you said that you want to be happy
But i dont wanna be with you
You know i think that ill never be happy
I think i just burden you
I know you said that you want to be happy
But i dont wanna be with you
You know i think that ill never be happy
I think i just burden you

You know what you said was pretty fucking rude
So why did you give me so much attitude
I hope you die and your family does too
Id rather kill myself than ever look at you

I know you said that you want to be happy
But i dont wanna be with you
You know i think that ill never be happy
I think i just burden you

i know about this and that but give me a solution

prod me

Spotfiy: https://open.spotify.com/album/1DKEhwJClgILBD4x7oEtGl?si=3jwpqo25R4eZCW4_B4Ftvw

Did we ever go out?
No, nothing ever clicked
You wrote it off like I'm not shit
And threw it all away

But that's ok 
I never wanted you anyway
Now they all just make fun of me
Are they joking they gotta be
So shit faced, what did I do wrong?
Did I look in you're eyes for way too long?

You want it, you got it ,they go away
You want it, you got it ,they go away
You want it, you got it ,they go away


Did you ever make a move?
Or did you always expect others to do it for you
A heartbreaker all because of you
No I never even had a clue

heartbreaker

You came with all 
these surprises
Yeah I’ve had it
You come here
Causin all this fuckin havoc 
You came with so much
Hate it, I despise it 
We broke up
To come back
U think we had it
I just cannot accept that
Oh It’s No longer
But I came to terms with it
And now we stronger 
I encountered
 so many liars
damage control
To put out fires
I’m tired
Of all this noise 
Inside this house
It’s a stain 
In my brain
I can’t believe it
I go
Then I can’t leave it
It’s insane
Where’s your pain
Yeah I don’t see it
Nope yeah I don’t see it
I see it now
It’s in there
Actin like
You don’t care
Are you even aware
Cuz today
Who’s to blame
It’s time I’m leavin
I found out that
You’re the demon
Right here right now 
Is it me
Causin grief
I saw u pleading
Saw your arm
It was bleeding
you fade
Into days
Then Months to years
Can’t believe
You not here
Can’t see your face
You came with all 
these surprises
Yeah I’ve had it
You come here
Causin all this fuckin havoc 
You came with so much
Hate it, I despise it 
We broke up
To come back
U think we had it
I just cannot accept that
O It’s No longer
But I came to terms with it
And now we stronger 

hate it, i despise it (tones)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7mQO2RlYS5TgtUVejErFwL?si=5408595d50044503

i tried prod bowsa

no one

ill stop spamming this preset i need to get my others from my old computer

its 6 o clock and im trying to stay up
gotta catch the bus to school man this really sucks
i hate talking to people cause theyre always super rude
so i stay by myself and im always mute

im at lunch and i just wanna eat
a group of guys came up to me
can you record a video
i said sure then they gave me the phone
i was already in a bad mood
then they grabbed the phone and recorded me too
they laughed at me and said look at you
and i sat there and cried i didn't know what to do



everyday i suck up the pain
but i just want it to end so ill find a way
when will it all get better? it feels like never
when will it all get better?
its so much pressure


im finally home and i run to my room
my mom bursts on inside and says whats wrong with you
she said ever since the year started ive been rude
but im scared of telling her what ive been going through

everybodys mad at me
i live in pure misery
i get a message from a friend
its the same video again
my heads in the pillow while i cry
why cant i just fucking die
i look around for old bed sheets
so no one will find my dead body

everyday i suck up the pain
but i just want it to end so ill find a way
when will it all get better? it feels like never
when will it all get better?
its so much pressure




































when will it all get better?

the synth stuff is still being made its just so annoying that i have to switch computers to make a song 😭

all of my friends think that im lame
i did everything that i could to change
why cant i just fit in?
i wish they would notice it


every night i start to cry
my mental health just kills my mind 
im losing faith in jesus christ
ill die way before 25

my beds my medicine
but i still feel sick
from staying in so long
but im still so scared of going out
im giving up and falling on the couch


i wish that i could just change

im destroying my brain

my thoughts just make me insane

just take away my pain

every night i start to cry
my mental health just kills my mind 
im losing faith in jesus christ
ill die way before 25


ill die before 25

B8. dey wont honest

also the album is coming out next week so yayyy!!!

@aaambur
lyrics:
idek

6. phobia's don't exist you're just a pussy ft. amber

An indie folk pop song. Memory of a childhood trip.

OUR LITTLE TRIP

Free Download demo - GAXALLIC on Beatstars

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Indie, Hyperpop, Shoegaze

I’m on All plats

hate it, i despise it (tones)

fadedmango

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