rawlez 2022 2023

produced by me, inspired by blue eyes by ecco2k
alone pt. 2
the next song will be a hard song

lyrics:

(are you stuck in yesterday)
used to be the main one till they turned me to a sidekick
can you really tell the future or were you just lying again
it's been years since i first talked to you so are we still friends
you were acting like i couldn't use my eyes through the lens

were you sabotaging all my plans, i've been walking hours in the sand
i've been way too long without a stance, i can't tell the clones apart from fans
and it's fuck you today, and if i wake up tomorrow then that means that i'm okay
i don't even feel betrayed, can you tell that i'm insane, if i'm walking through the sidelines then you better leave my way

i watched the rain fall through my window, it was better than before
i fell out with all my day ones now they never take my word
it's a double sided sword, did you get what you wanted, i forgot what i wanted, but i got it on torrent

just like fuck it, i can't see it, not the first time that i lead it, 
if i don't get my props i'm gonna leave it
hate it, and i hate you, i don't need it
stop it, i don't wanna have to go repeat it
do it all the time but i don't even want it
did you like me better when i wasn't myself?
you want me to fix something that isn't broken
when i think about it i get so overwhelmed

sometimes, i can tell the breaker that i crossed the line
if you don't forgive me gotta say it's fine
i can go another day without my shine
it's alright
i can feel through my, spine
i thought of another option
how about we just be honest

i can't tell the situation that i got through my head
when i left my shit behind and then you found out i'm dead
i don't wanna be your friend but you can always pretend
i'll remember all the visits that you couldn't attend
get that shit through your head, i do not wanna talk
and you say that that's ok when you were never involved
they gon bring up all that shit that i don't do anymore
if you never wanna talk then that means that you bored

for someone that moves in silence imma say you talk a lot
how does it feel? you got zeros in your squad
that shit's not real, i still took it to my heart
i was picking out the flowers, do they love me, do they not?
i'm the starter, i'm default
and if i hate you, it's my fault
because i'm always wrong, that means you're always right
and nothing that i do will be enough to apologize
you're looking through my eyes, you're looking at my soul
i came this far without one night up in a studio
you're looking at my face, i'm looking at it back
you think of death and that's enough to give you heart attacks
but i saw death up close
and all the fiction makes you think that there would be a ghost
would you still die for those that wouldn't die for you?
and if this life is just a game i'm not afraid to lose

(i just fake and pause)

again 🔁

2021 NEW NEW

obvs.

no one is listening i,
no one is listening i,
no one is listening i,
no one is listening 

and i try, to make the best out of the situation
where it lies
im in a rough patch oh
and you're not making it better
its coming up on september
im just a bug in a shed, you think im better off dead

cause i try so hard, but it never work
cause i try so hard, but it's all reverse
i can't do it, im way too foolish

sometimes i smash my head right on the floor
everything dies in what i adore
my vision blurry, i cant see the door
what am i doing it- what am i doing it for

fck that, im done
i dont get any amusement
off the drgs and i think ima lose it
you got me feeling real stupid..
and i wonder
why am i so close to goin in under?
mistakes n mistakes man im making these blunders
im jus gon do this shit all 4 my mother
dont feel like singing so ima jus slumber

image

u talk 2 much (baz)

exhausted
blinded by ur light
i know that
i wont be alright
broke armour
cant put up a fight
take one more ill die

said it wasn't different when u see me
but i cant even walk around the town
without u beaming
memories i thought i lost of u
still reap me
remembering as all these words come thru
don't know what to do

armour

no love (rippo + sp00)

produced by me

lyrics:
i still have more to say
so how can i lay here like nothing's wrong
i don't wanna think about the time i lost
i don't wanna think at all
oh they wanna watch me fall
i watch it all dissolve

permanence does not exist in the slightest
think i had a feeling that i wouldn't like this
i hear sirens from wherever i've been
all i ask for is a little bit of guidance
fell onto my face and i don't really wanna try again
feel this empty space and all i'm gonna do is hold it in

fuck u
ur a bitch
talkin on my name u know that shit was fuckin useless
i come back like every single time they gon know who it is
runnin up my funds i get this money while they're clueless

permanence

1 2 3 (kitsu)

@planetlessuntildeath
@faidev

lyrics:

they be like:
zarki why u always tryna keep it on the low?
i dont like talking to people
that ion even know
i be thinking too much
bullet straight to my dome
got this 40 on me
and the tip is all chrome

@1myoso (who is this zarki i cant say that word)

i wanna die slowly
in the nighttime
always fucking medicated
im always high

im a waste of time
yeah u care too much
im enduring all this pain
i guess im outta luck

die slowly
in the nighttime
always fucking medicated
im always high

im a waste of time
yeah u care too much
im enduring all this pain
i guess im outta luck


@faidev :
white coke no rabbit
blade on my belt hack n slash with a hatchet
drugs in the packet
load up my tooly and grip on my gadgets
not in the bracket won't have it
say that u love me i know that you're acting
stuck in my habits 
grip on my needle and get to the stabbing

got two nades on my vest
pull the pin now ur dead
know i put him to rest
lil boy watch ur head violence makes me feel best 
i don't want no damn friends
cause i know zark cover my back ill the end 

chorus:
i wanna die slowly
in the nighttime
always fucking medicated
im always high

im a waste of time
yeah u care too much
im enduring all this pain
i guess im outta luck

die slowly
in the nighttime
always fucking medicated
im always high

im a waste of time
yeah u care too much
im enduring all this pain
i guess im outta luck

die slowly w/ faidev (waystalker + frikke)

RUN RUN RUN (guda)

first solo song in a while ❤

mixed and mastered by @user-350253571

sick of it all (prod me)

petrichor2 +giabelle (irby x jolst)

w https://soundcloud.com/fauxf6r prod.https://soundcloud.com/zoesapphire634

IGIMPoSted w/@fauxf6r @zoe634

jrflip haha get it (for genrecomp vol1 )

heavy ib: @getarealjob s2e7 ; @mayacatss

shit... he got stuck in the rory gilmore wifi trap

bloody nose think i messed up
im the hero u look like an extra
u took an L when u were next up
i took a dub onto the next one

my signals lagging out i think i lost connection
w all my bros i rly miss them
i wrung my heart they didnt listen
they rly only wanted me for all the chicken

starin at my shoes like dam thats tuff
guess wasnt i made for this stuff
breakin in was gettin fuckin rough
now i run away from what ive become

i gotta pull her in by my side
im staring into ur crytal eyes
ur lookin at me like i might die
but im jus lookin onto being alive\

like go go go i lost sense of direction
i blow blow off every bitch in my mentions
its low low low at the ground where we steppin
dont know know know where fuck that im chasin next

i lose my body im just a neck and a head
so you better show me some respect
and all these chasers are on my jock for the day
when i just wanna rly wanna get in bed

armour

faidev

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krump

holy enough to save you

kiscimuut

xyx

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