u were shirtless in his bed
i was wishing i was dead 
put the sawed off to my head 
i cant live like this 

saw kissing u kissing him at school
thought u didnt like guys really cool
its ok now baby 
i jsut learned to live with it
walking back from the store 
cold monster ultra in my hand
wish that u were holding me 
but really u just didnt give a damn

u were shirtless in his bed
i was wishing i was dead 
put the sawed off to my head 
i cant live like this


taking time, 2 speak on death. 
look at me, im real upset
all those things that i regret
why the fuck were you in his bed
like that time we were alone
u said that u would go straight home
but you lied u fuckinf whore, of course

you were shirtless in his bed,
 i wish i found u dead instead
i miss holding ur cold hands
when i 1st saw u, u were a fan
i cant take this anymore
u remind me of evey highschool whore
u were shirtless in his bed
i was wishing i was dead 
put the sawed off to my head 
i cant live like this

u were shirtless in his bed... (feat.dozenblades)

xo willow - angelgirl

grailnem

Upload Date: ‎June ‎6, ‎2022

FanBoy808 - The American Dream

wujek - pls stop making fun of me at school (feat.npobu)

no point

not quite a cover or an original 
shouts out xo_willow
prod. 90n1ight

all i want

why this stupid bitch fucking turned 18
now i have to go now i have to leave
i remember like yesterday when u were seventeen 
but now you're one year older and that shit cut deep

why'd u stabbed me in the back by turning eighteen 
u know now i have to go now i have to leave
i thought that it's forever baby just u and me
why the fuck u had to fucking turn eighteen 

why the fuck you're an adult now i just can't believe 
thought you're my cvnny forever but it wasn't real
i won't wish u happy birthday cuz u hurt me
baby now i have to go because you're eighteen 

why this stupid bitch fucking turned 18
now i have to go now i have to leave
i remember like yesterday when u were seventeen 
but now you're one year older and that shit cut deep

why'd u stabbed me in the back by turning eighteen 
u know now i have to go now i have to leave
i thought that it's forever just u and me
why the fuck u had to fucking turn eighteen

i remember when we met
u were sixteen
you were so young and full of dreams
now i look at your pics that u sent to me
can't believe my baby fucking turned eighteen

Whyd U Do That

epic fail:
I don't feel good anymore
I got a little plan leave 'em dead on the floor
And when you talk to me you always sound bored
I was always doomed but tomorrow I'll be doomed for sure

Oh my god you make me sick
Let your bodies rip
"I don't want to die"
Shoulda thought of this

Oh my god I hope you're hit
Bleeding in a ditch
No offense to God
But I love you more than Him

Think my whole life was leading to tomorrow
Three bullseyes feel like I just won the lotto
And my whole life is full of fuckin sorrow
It ain't that bad, they're just feelings that I borrowed

All my old friends killed themselves now I think I'm next
First time that I ever felt alive I was close to death
Make a shitty song, cut the highs cuz I'm going deaf
My whole life is lows, no more highs, give them to the rest

Nyanman310:
Rotten corpse up on the floor
I am dead, there is no more
Makeup on my guts
Girl, there is no more of me

Yeah, going crazy at the party
I'm a junkie
I'm so crunk
I'm turned up like a monkey

epic fail:
Oh my god you make me sick
Let your bodies rip
"I don't want to die"
Shoulda thought of this

Oh my god I hope you're hit
Bleeding in a ditch
No offense to God
But I love you more than Him

Oh my god you really kissed
On my pretty little wrist
I always get the feeling now
You were waiting for this shit

Oh my god I make me sick
I'm not worth your lips
I'm not even worth myself
I don't deserve to live

Oh my god you make me sick
Let your bodies rip
"I don't want to die"
You shoulda thought of this

Oh my god you really kissed
On my pretty little wrist
I don't want to die
Well I should've thought of this

dance club murder party! (Feat. NyanMan310)

prod yovan44 <3

i b stackin checkz ion need no savings
off da gas 2 much feel like im weightless
walk inna room whole crowd glazin
she said 1c u amazinnn

u keep breakin down i js stay amend
swr this cycle nvr gna fuckin endd
u call it love but it feels pretend
and i still fold when u hit sendd

i gave uu all i had inside
bring myself jus to keep u alive
now im learnin how 2 cut those ties
ur ghost still lives in my mind

i be lost in the things we made
u moved on like its all okayy
and im still stuck on yesterday (yesterday)
day

spend 2 much now im feelin vacant
seen 2 much cant erase it
pray 2 god but i still feel vacant

lookin in da mirror and ion recognise faces
2 much loss i js stay sedated
whole lotta dreams that i never state it
bro said chill but i cannt be patient :/

i b stackin checkz ion need no savings
off da gas 2 much feel like im weightless
walk inna room whole crowd glazin
she said 1c u amazinnn

u keep breakin down i js stay amend
swr this cycle nvr gna fuckin endd
u call it love but it feels pretend
and i still fold when u hit sendd

i cant feel no more aaaa

weightless (yovan)

HIGHER SELF REMIX

Mixed and mastered by: ignorujem
Text and vocals by: ignorujem, deepmizu, roderikxx
Produced by: ignorujem
Cover art by: ignorujem
Remix by: ignorujem

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