hi! this is my first song. ive been playing guitar since i was 5 years ago and this is my first song! im really make sure to check out negative xp gamer lll

i wanna die demo

SOME KIND OF FANTASY!

cover art by @ramunebear on instagram!!

happy v-day

b4iphone

In memory of Ian

Unfortunately he never got round to uploading this song but hopefully it brings some happiness to his fans.



RIP Watermark

Rockstar, registered goy defender and good friend.

And everything he did

this is the only song ill ever do that gay vocal pitching shit on 

im never leaving my room
fucked up straight out of the womb
im such a fucking  failure
no one loves me

i think shes the one for me
she makes me feel less lonely
she only exists in my dreams
i will never find her

i wish that i could feel love
always had a broken heart
it was all fucked from the start
why should i try

i think shes the one for me
she makes me feel less lonely
she only exists in my dreams
i will never find her
i think shes the one for me
she makes me feel less lonely
she only exists in my dreams
i will never find her

misaki

Beat prod Hic Lol idek if i can use this Ill take it down if Hic Asksmaybe
s/o the goat tho
Vocal Mixing 50Blessings

wont u pour up pour up w me
without u i feel so empty
wont u pour up pour up w me
without u bitch i feel so empty

smoking on dope it aint 2016
ride in on chrome when im coming in clean
all of my knives stay metallic and gleam
shawty up on me dontwanna b mean
hot when i pop whenim fuckin ona bean
rock in the sock and pills in my jeans
aint one to talk when i get up on the scene
love when a bitch look at me real mean 
roll up a blunt n roll the window down

wasnt w me then where the fuck r u now 
u know i wanna fuck but this shit bring me down
cvtmylosses bitch never fuck w a clown
u tryna get lit come fuck w the sound
harshest realm shit this that new underground
made my own wave cuz i dont fuck around
aint got time to waste gotta make these boys drown

hold up hold up we can roll up 
hold up hold up we can smoke up
hold up hold up we can pour up 
wont u pour up w me
without u i feel so empty

**cvtmylosses** - POURUPWITHME (hic+50blessings)

Ash it on my tongue
I want to feel alright
Like I used to
Ash it on my body
Draw a heart into my arm
Like you used to

Can you make it hurt a little more?
I ain't felt this good in a while and I'm bored
I'm almost dead but I'll take a little more
I'm lyin' in bed wishing I was just a corpse

I'll take you outside
Bury my body in the moonlight
I know I'm cyanide
I just really want to fucking cry and die

(That's lame as fuck!)

Ugh, you can kill me and leave me in the snow
No one has to know, no one has to know
Ugh, you could fucking eat me to the bone
No one has to know, no one has to know

Ugh, fucking turn me to a clone
No one would know, no one would know
Ugh, fuck, I'll always be alone
No one ever knows, no one will know

Can you make it hurt a little more?
Ain't felt this good in a while and I'm bored
I'm almost dead but I'll take a little more
I'm lyin' in bed wishing I was just a corpse

Can you make it hurt a little more?
Ain't felt this good in a while and I'm bored
I'm almost dead but I'll take a little more
I'm lyin' in bed wishing I was just a corpse

Your face is plastered on my screen
I doubt you know how much you mean
I'm lazy stupid and obscene
I hate me, I hate me

Your face is plastered on my screen
I doubt you know how much you mean
I'm lazy stupid and obscene
I hate me, I hate me

Your blood is splattered all on me
I'm such a coward, you're so mean
Just give me a second, I'm ready
I'm ready, I'm ready

Corpse Run

epic fail - junko (remix) (ft. dit545)

xaviersobased tap in w me rn

And it's not like I really wanna change
I just want every single day to stay the same 
Nothing coming in, nothing going out
And thoughts that I can't do without

Don't tell me what I feel
These tears I cry are the only thing I know that's real
Everyone's got there own way to deal
And I got wounds on me that I never ever wanna heal

Every single year is just the same thing
Nothing I do has any meaning 
Throwing away all the days of my youth
Tell me to be happy but it's no use

How much of this shit is my own fault
Don't wanna think about it but probably all
No one wants to help me get through it
Cuz I'm just so comfortable being useless

Don't tell me what I feel
These tears I cry are the only thing I know that's real
Everyone's got there own way to deal
And I got wounds on me that I never ever wanna heal

Dead End

You say that you see the CIA
They glow in the dark as bright as day
You found out they put microchips in your car
After you packed up your shit and drove real far

Kill the CIA they glow in the dark!
You can see them when you're driving hit em with your car
That's how you kill em, I killed one back in '99
God commands it & his will is his divine

his will is divine
his will is divine

You say that you see the CIA
They glow in the dark as bright as day
They fuck with you, they fuck with me they fuck with everything
We gotta find them all and hang em up all by strings

Kill the CIA they glow in the dark!
You can see them when you're driving hit em with your car
That's how you kill em, I killed one back in '99
God commands it and his will is his divine

his will is divine
his will is divine