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MOSHPIT MAKEOUT (re)

pumpkin eater.

lets just pretend

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cigarette drreams (prod. xenshel)

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6/22/2020

cigarette dreams (prod. xenshel)

homealone (prod. by birkknut)

I can say that I forget 
and I never gave a shit 
that I was quick to just forgive but I‘d be lying to myself and 
I’m a liar as you know 
but you know 

anything we’ve got is anything but easy
I know it happened for more than a dumb reason 
we re-met in four seasons 
you’ve never felt this 
and I’ve never dealt with 
so happy a sadness 
so beautifully tragic 
it must be the magic

I can say that I forget 
and I never gave a shit that I was quick to just forget 
but I’d be lying to myself 
and I’m a liar as you know but you know that
I’d still give you everything 
even if it caused me pain 
cause i want things to be the same 
and even better than that day 
but my hope here has gone astray 
as time goes

sometimes I feel like 
you are a magnet 
repelled and attracted 
you push and you pull then you’re hot and you’re cold man but there’s not a bad reason
held onto the pain, freezed it 
that don’t make me sad 
take your time 

I’m scared if we died today things would just be left this way I’d never get to see your face cause of fear 
cause of just the mind 
but if you decide to stay 
in my life another day 
we could turn around everything 
it’ll never be too late
i want you to feel the same

temperance

produced by me
rip my emotions
this songs ab leading yourself down a rabbit hole in your own mind then paying the price emotionally because of it

lyrics:
i've dug myself into this endless kind of hole
now and then i know i'm dying all alone
drag me away from my own mind
help me escape this cell of time
overthink it all but i'm already dead
and now i'll pay for all i've said

all i've said and done
haunt me on the run
captor of his vice
now i'll pay the price

i'm beating to the sound
of me inside the ground
the debt's up to my knees
any more and i will drown
drag me away from my own mind
help me escape this cell of time
overthink it all but i'm already dead
and now i'll pay for all i've said

all i've said and done
haunt me on the run
captor of his vice
now i'll pay the price

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