time to overthink ma guy

☁️

lyrics

(verse 1)
stop sitting in my memory
you're that file that i just cant delete
need an admin to get rid of you
why do you still let me here
stop sitting in my frontal lobe
when i close my eyes is see your face
you make my sorry as lose hope 
when think about you babe 
(2X)

(chorus)
My back gets stiff
You are all over my system
Aim is shit
But I wont miss if you don't miss me
i wont miss
but I wont miss if you won't miss me
(2X)

shes a handful you can say
a bag of goodies it's a shame
i get clingy, she's away
must be nice if i'm okay
i don't get hugs when i was young
my parents live in different houses
i don't wanna share these things cuz
if i do i might look brittle

i always check up on your uploads when i open my ig
waitin on a goddamn ringtone when tryin to catch some sleep
but i guess you don't need me no more
but she said she can't live alone
i miss her oh i miss her but i'm not supposed to show 

(chorus)

i dont like that i've been craving yuh
all the time that i've been savin for you
it's cold as fuck i got no warmth
she wants none, i want sumn
my heart is pumpin with no blood
(3x)

I wont miss if you won't miss me

i won't miss

hook:
crybaby you’re crying , i swear i can ease your pain
don’t be sad, i’ll take you to a somewhere in Japan
got a lot of love for you omg i'm your man
i told you that i love you 
please believe it, understand

i told you that i love you, you’re always in head
wake up every morning, i still see you in my bed
omg i feel so good on everything you said
lets make love in a summertime oh baby im blessed

bridge :
crybaby crybaby
don’t be sad
crybaby crybaby
i’ll take you to a somewhere in japan

verse:
do u miss him?
the man who broke your heart & made you sad
oh do u miss him?
baby i don’t wanna see you cry, don’t think about him

i’ll be here, don’t be scared
by your side everyday
southside we’ve got a plan
outta town, lets take a plane

girl i wanna see the stars,
stars shining in your eyes
sippin hennesy, you drive me crazy baby all night
play our favourite songs, now playing saosin you’re not alone
lets forget ‘bout everything and dance under the city lights

hook:
crybaby you’re crying , i swear i can ease your pain
don’t be sad, i’ll take you to a somewhere in Japan
got a lot of love for you omg i'm your man
i told you that i love you
please believe it, understand

i told you that i love you, you’re always in head
wake up every morning, i still see u in my bed
omg i feel so good on everything you said
lets make love in a summertime oh baby im blessed

verse 2 :

honey take my hand
i promise i can make it better 
in every way
yea i'm not packin but at least
you've got a friend
i know that he's not worth it
didn't show up for your birthday
oh my god you deserve it

please don't close all your curtains
you're in no way a burden
i can tell you for certain
we can meet up in person

i got a 2 seat bike we can drive away to tokyo
maybe visit a shrine but i won't do it on solo

hook:
crybaby you’re crying , i swear i can ease your pain
don’t be sad, i’ll take you to a somewhere in Japan
got a lot of love for you omg i'm your man
i told you that i love you
please believe it, understand

i told you that i love you, you’re always in head
wake up every morning, i still see u in my bed
omg i feel so good on everything you said
lets make love in a summertime oh baby im blessed

Crybaby w/ Boodles (p. saucemachine)

If I Know I Was Never Meant To You (Prod. irby)

verse 1:
caroline, tell me that i’m really on your mind
i say im gonna stay, is it something u want?
baby, im the one who found you
all i hear “you’re crazy”
i don’t give a fuck shit
i promise you’ll be fine

pre chorus:
tell your friends “i hate them”, they're just a piece of shit
they’ve never seen the things we’ve been trough, thats cool okay
i wanna give you love and all they do is erase
u got me making these songs babe why you do me like that

chorus:
caroline, i gave you all my time
i need you to stay in my life
caroline, don’t act so surprised 
youre so mean you think im alright?

baby don’t you leave me
i got business, come and deal
would you stay by my side?
heals me like a medicine 2x

verse 2:
caroline just tell me what you need, checklist 123
damn u look so good with that black dress
i can’t breathe
i’m happy
u said “look at me, baby”
do u wanna have this?
is it late to dancing?

i know that i’ll be fine when im with you
cause you know i just can’t live without you 2x

pre chorus:
tell your friends “i hate them”, they're just a piece of shit
they’ve never seen the things we’ve been trough, thats cool okay
i wanna give you love and all they do is erase
u got me making these songs babe why you do me like that

chorus:
caroline, i gave you all my time
i need you to stay in my life
caroline, don’t act so surprised 
youre so mean you think im alright?

baby don’t you leave me
i got business, come and deal
would you stay by my side?
heals me like a medicine 2x

CAROLINE (p. saucemachine)

*
its almost 6 years since we ended
from day one i was the one who keep you safe and
if youre the princess then im your toad
hit me up when no ones on the road

its almost 6 years
from day one i was the one who keep you safe
youre the princess and im your toad
hit me up when no ones on the road

menghilanglah dari kehidupanku
enyah lah dari hati yang tlah hancur
kehadiran sosokmu yang menyiksaku
biarkan disini kumenyendiri

*

*shamepug

Kau buatku terlarut di dalam semua kisah yang sudah berlalu lama
Dengan semua luka dan kenangan saat kita jumpa pertama
Bahkan ku lupa, bagaimana cara untuk lupakan
Dan aku lupa, bagaimana cara untuk lepaskan

Memori yang tertanam dalam hati dan kepalaku
Cari ruang, cause I need a rest, ku butuh waktu tuk kembali penuh
I got time but I can't get enough on you
So I need you go away, sana pergi yang jauh

*

amnesia w/ shamepug (prod. bamskee)

[verse : Bad Eight18teen]
i just remember when you hugged me
then you leave me alone and give me last kiss
i saw everyone crying me,and they dissapeared now and leave me alone
hope all this shit just a bad dreams
cause the time here stop spinning
im tryna find a way to get out
i can't walk away cause the dark clouds are blocking me

[Chorus : Bad Eight18teen]
please god tell me now,what the hell is going on and why everything is changed
im walking with the angels and wondering where is everybody now
give me one more time
cause i wanna see you again for the last time like we used to be,and i swear i'll be there even i was dead
just give me one night to show you all my life
cause i just wanna you to see my  memories

[verse : Ramandhika]
oh fire in the sky
i hope you shine brighter than tonight
cause i cant see myself so clear in the mirror

how can i live my life without her presence 
on my sight 
i guess this is goodbye, hope you’re doing fine

we’re just memories
but im still hoping that god would take me back to 2019

[Chorus : Bad Eight18teen & Ramandhika]
please god tell me now,what the hell is going on and why everything is changed
im walking with the angels and wondering where is everybody now
give me one more time
cause i wanna see you again for the last time like we used to be,and i swear i'll be there even i was dead
just give me one night to show you all my life
cause i just wanna you to see my all memories

sight ft. Ramandhika

99blessed, Bad Eight18teen - Truth Or Go

first time when u stay with me everything’s fine  
i know this over and now i can’t get over it
need someone who talk to but no one’s cares 


janji tuk tak pergi but kau ingkar semua janji 
i dont know what to do right now butuh mu disini
ku tau kita tak bersama lagiiii 


miss u already 
need u side me 
but now im so lonely 
butuh kamu disini 
apalagi alasan yang kau beri 
sudahi ku tak tahan lagi 



bad eight18teen 


baby i wish you were here
i know we're not meant to be
im tryna do the best for you
i'll die for you
but you never look at me
you always look at him
i wish i was something
but im nothing
so, im leaving
stop struggling cause i dont want u no more
stop hoping cause i dont want u no more



bar$ 


tryin my best 
tryin my best 
aku tryin my best
 tryin my best 
tryin my best 
aku tryin my best
to be honest im not okay

To Be Honest Im Not Okay (ft Bad eight18teen)

HEARTS

this for the day ones,
got some extra lyrics too

can’t believe my eyes when i saw you with him
finna get fucked up fill the cup to the brim
all alone again, i’m crying again 
taking all these chemicals imma die in vain

you gon miss me when i’m dead 
say you won’t now but we’ll see then
fuck your mans fuck this life
imma die not gonna lie

i don’t really wanna die tonight
i’m just tryna make it right
but you don’t wanna talk now
what you wanna do now
i can stay up all night

i can hear all that you wanna say
should i leave or do want me to stay
you should’ve told me when i met you
that you won’t love me like i love you

bottles and models that i spend in a day
colors in my life feel like they're gonna fade
falling to pieces i just wanna hide
can’t fight this feelings maybe i can try

not right now but one day when i hit the spotlight
cuz right now imma stay here in the background 
and right now im just sitting in the moonlight
wrong time, its the wrong time i can’t make you mine

you’re gonna miss me when i’m dead (acoustic)

Bad Eight18teen,Oz the Oddz,99Blessed - Lonely

First Ever Mixtape From Us, We Love U Guys <3

Suisei - Live Alone, Die Alone (Prod. SNNC)

Fakie Funk, Suisei - Pluto (Prod. Ramandhika)

broken, indeed (2018)
thoughts of a loner (2019)
i came to break hearts (2019)
bipooolar (2020)
the sun turnt blue (2020)
cursed (2020)
blueworld (2021)
i came to break hearts II (2022)
underdogz (2022)
konco big steppers (TBA)

amnesia w/ shamepug (prod. bamskee)

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